May the World Know What Your Yet to Realize

Why I still try in the Face of Failure

• The incredible love that fills the air when we laugh
• How you notice we're 'twins', right down to our freckles
• The woman of a million voices, all of them melting my heart
• My anchor, when I fail to see things clearly
• The smile that could melt the sun, yet burns the deepest of desires in my heart
• My Desert Rose: how beautiful a blossom you are
• My Soulmate: my best friend, visions of a beautiful future
• Realizing I want you for life, for my wife, for my children
• Committement: to protecting you, loving you, easing your pain, being all I can for you
• Most Importantly, My undying Love for you, my days lose meaning without you

"Crystal, I bear the world of pain you have on my shoulders, and would do anything to remove it. If you could only realize, as hopefully now the world has, that my love for you is immeasureable, unspeakable, without boundaries or barriers. Everything within my logical mind tells me to leave, and yet my heart pushes me to the brink of collapse in search of a way to love you like never before. You make me want to be a better man, and have a better life with you. Nervous, scared, and worried I look to see if you feel the same. I need that from my life partner. To act as a team for each other, and to never give up our committment to this love. Undeniably in love, I hope you feel what I feel for you, and finally start to lose the hatred in your heart for my mistakes, and begin to realize that all you've ever told me you wanted, I'm willing to give to you today. I Love you baby," Brian ;