things have been kinda weired, i dont know "bumpy" i guess, but things are starting to get better, i am still trying to find a job, thats the worst thing, u apply and wait and wait and wait to see if there even going to call u back, i mean if there not going to hire u, they should call and say were not hiring u!!!!!!!!! it would make life a hell of alot easier, i cant wait for my sister to have her baby! its like 2-3 months away! well march/april! alot of people are joking around saying its going to be born march 23rd, (mine & barbs birthday) that would be kinda funny,but i hope its not!! haha

nothing exciting has happened in a long time...im wating my time writing ne thing, so this is it...

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so things have been odd, im so tired its like i never get ne sleep ne more, oh well, i got my hair and nails done:) debs all excited cuz shes "transforming" me, i dont know if i like though, i like who i am, but its fun to humor people, so im pretty much done my xmas shopping i just gotta get a few more things, its so crazy i hate shopping, it blows, ne ways...thats all

so bad,
i have been so slack..but i have been busy this weekend was so good, cant even tell u, saturday was the best!!!! umm im moving out with deb in less then a month so im never going to be on the computer which is alright, im kinda excited to move out and then again im kinda scared...but i guess its not that bad, im going to miss living across the street from kyle though :( thats the only good part of living here!! well there are some others, but i like my privacy and i sure dont get ne here! well i gotta go get ready!!

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so this weekend was pretty good, went out on saturday, after staying home pretty much all week being sick it felt really good to go out, tonite im gonig out with pura, its 10pm now...and i gotta work in the am, which is stupid on my part for going out...blah, and i cant call in sick cuz that never works..haha...i feel really distant from everyone lately, its kinda weird, i went out with amelia on friday shopping then we went out for coffee...and then she had to go work which sucked, but it happenes...and me n adrian bearly EVER hang out ne more which sucks too, kyles a really "busy" person too so what it comes down to is sitting in my room..alone, dont get me wrong, i like being alone..but not that kind of alone..long story dont wanna give details..welll deborah should be here soon...

still sick :(
so im getting a little bit better i only went out 2 nights this week! once to kyles and then once to wal mart with kyle and we met adrian and april there and we went for coffee, but other then that i have been in bed, kyle came over yesterday and it was fun, i had a 6 pictures left on my camera and i wanted to get my film devloped cuz it was the pictures from halloween (they turned out awesome!) ne ways so i just took the rest of kyle :)! pictures of kyle are good cuz hes really photogenic (spelling?) so its 2am i gotta work at 10am:( sleeping sucks sometimes, i slept from like 5 til like 830ish and then from like 9 til whenever i woke up n had a shower, i wish i could sleep now though im kinda tired and my eyes hurt...(i complain ALOT) haha i get paid today! :D YES! money!! i wanna go shopping so i think im going to call Pura after im done work, hopfully she wont be sleeping...what is with ppl working all night! haha..ne ways more trying to sleep!

being sick sucks! :(
ugh i hate being sick..well i do like the staying in bed and not moving part! but i called in sick today..the one day i call in..the very first time..becky called in again...so ofcourse i went in for a few hours..and i couldnt even talk it was horrible, i went in at like 12:30 and left at like 3..which isnt bad..but still..i wasnt impressed.
ne ways on a different subject, this weekend was amazing, i had so much fun, went out with amelia drew skelly kyle ashley adrian and april first, then some left and we went to gravity, and it was me amelia ashley drew and skelley and then later on kyle came...and it was so much fun, i will never forget that night, then on saturday it was adrian and christines birthday..so ofcourse we had to do it all over!!! it wasnt as good as friday but it was still pretty sweet, then we went out with jonny n them after that was fun...but i was so tired...i didnt get to bed til 5am! holy crap! but it was sunday so i was able to sleep all day and not have to get up for work like i did saturday..:S and now i think it all cought up to me and im freakin sick..how retarded is that!!! blah...ne ways more bed for me:)

so tired yet again :|
i dont understand how i am always so tired, i try n go to bed early but then i stay up til like 3am watching t.v instead even though i know i gotta get up at 9, 6 hours of sleep is pretty good but apparently that isnt enough! oh well that my own problem, ne ways adrians birthday is this saturday! that should be fun, i wish i had money though but next week i will and then i will get him a present, even though he doesnt want one thats just to bad now isnt it!
other then that everything is good, work is good im gettin alot more hours weee!!
:O i love kyle lots n lots too:P

winnipeg...again! :|
so today i went to wininipeg with amelia and her mom dad and brother, they needed to drop josh off at the airport, so her dad dropped us girls off at the mall and we looked around for a bit then we were in this one store and we were looking at this weIIIrd clock, and it was in the window..and POOF there was drew! how crazy! ne ways on the way home we went with drew in his car and her parents were ahead of us in the van, and her mom called my cell and was like tell drew to watch out for a buck in the middle of the road between J.J's n carburry<--(spelling?) ne ways i thought she said bus..so that was pretty funny! we laughed about it for a while..then i saw not one..but TWO shooting stars!!! i was so happy i never seen ne b4 so it was a first..and i saw TWO!!! yay me!
so tonite is the hotel party..should be ok, its only 9 right now, im waiting for kyle to get off work n call me so i can go out :| i feel so traped at home all the time its gay...ne ways...im going...byes

happy birthday kyle!!!
so todays kyles birthday!!! yay go kyle! thats about all thats new, i have no more money:( haha oh well i spent it on someone good so its ok!:P well thats all...hah