blah
nothing new is going on...im sill looking for a better job...well not a better job just better hours..i need more then 15 hours a week...speeking of work i gotta get going...i'll write more later.

:|
ugh..i dont really wanna get into the details about this weekend..to long and complicated. all i know if that everything is going to be getting a lot better, work is going ok..work is work i guess..
well i gotta go get ready me n Debpura have a date:P

happy :)
im not to sure why but today im in such a good mood its crazy...i finally got alot of sleep so im all hyper :P and now i think tonite i will be able to sleep and will be able to get up for work on time instead of having only 15 minutes to get ready:P crazy...
so tomorrow is halloween and im really excited! i have to hand out candy but its going to be fun cuz deb and adrian (n maybe kyle) are coming over and were going to eat pizza and get ready for the party all at the same time!! should be intersting!! i cant wait to get dressed up! haha im such a dork:P deb bought me a pair of shoes the other day there pretty cool...but VERY girly! shes trying to transform me its kinda funny!! its all in fun tho..
kyle just called me and we pretended to break up then he hung up on me! hahahahaha but then i called him back and it was funny too! ne ways that was pointless information! ahhh i need to calm down maybe i'll go do something now....

ahh :)
so finally everything seems to be getting better...things that werent so good...and good..so i have no complaints:)! i dont know what else to write..oh i cant wait til friday its going to be so fun!! :)

hmm
well i dont know ne more...im sick of everything i hate doing the same thing every day, and i dont think ne thing will ever change..today was kinda stressfull, dont really know why but everything was annoying...i went to sleep after work and woke up at like 9ish:S and i went to bed at like 4:00pm so i wasted all of the day and now im wide awake and the stupid hour change keeps on confussing me!
im kinda pissed that collacutt isnt going to hire me..the thing is the district manager hired someone b4 all the interviews and didnt bother telling them so i was all nervous for no reason and now i wont get a decent job..im not going to quit my job i got now cuz its all i have..and i need it..but i need more hours and they cant give them to me so i have to go out again and find another one..AGIAN! ugh life is seriously messed up..(im just going to bitch this whole time...) ne ways im sitting waiting for kyle to call me..hopefully its soon cuz im not going to wait up forever...i made to many plans for tomorrow..im supposed to go grocrey shopping with my dad..carve pumpkins with amelia and go to shilo with megan to see my sister...and i dont know what im going to do..maybe i'll just go with the first person to call me..i'll obvisly go with my dad..cuz hes my dad dont want to ditch him!! :) and im glad i got a few days off work, i get to hear my sisters babys heart beat monday!!! thats really exciting!! i cant belive shes pregnant!! yay..
well im done..

nothing
nothing exciting has happened really, i went to portage to megan tonite it was alot of fun we dropped him and his friend off at his other friends place then we just hung out for a bit then went out to eat, it didnt seem like a long drive really, except my back hurts from work :( oh well..
i burnt my finger at work today its only little but it hurts so much:( im just a huge baby i guess hah..i was only supposed to work til 2 today, but they asked me to stay til three which wasnt a big deal at all...collacutt hasnt called me yet so i dont think thats a good sign even tho the interview was yesterday i think if i got it she would have told me then..but i guess i'll just have to wait a few more days! i could really use the extra money..even tho i have nothing to pay like bills or ne thing..but i spend money so fast it sucks..maybe i should just try n budget my money more..whatever...we'll see how things go..

interview..
so i had the interview today i think it went alright im not to sure if i got it tho but i guess im going to have to wait and find out hey...oh well just keepin my fingers crossed!
so tonite we just went to humptys..again even tho i say im not going to go there for a while i always end up going...but ne ways kyle came tonite and i was happy i like when he comes out with us, but as well for him it is very boring..but i love him for the things he does for me:)
i gotta go to sleep i wasnt supposed to work tomorrow but anetia asked me to come in 11-2 for more hours..im not complaining...more hours more money...

mmm chocolate
so i was watching "down with love" tonite with kyle and if u seen it u would know how i felt..didnt want sex..but wanted chocolate!! haha i dont think kyle liked that movie..but i dont blame him..it was a chick flick! but i love him for watching it with me:)
well im off to bed got the interview at 2!!! need some sleep, cuz i gotta work b4 my interview...eek tomorrows going to be a busy day!!!! :|

to early to be up:(
today i think i can sleep forever...but one thing is stopping me...work...ugh, oh well i can sleep some other time :S
lastnite i almost feel asleep at kyles, then i had to go met amelia and them..i wish i didnt have to then i could have just came home and slept..well tonite im not going out, me n kyle are watching a movie thank god..i hate going to the same place ever nite its getting VERY lame!
i have to met Deb after work..so scratch the sleeping idea..were going to go look at appartments..theres this one house its a 2+2 bedroom for 685$ thats not bad at all!! so thats 171.25$ each a month!! cant get ne better than that! well u can if i just stay home..but thats not what i want to do..:P well i gotta go get ready for work....:(

new job
so i might get that job at collicutt, the problem is that i might have to quit my job that i have now which sucks cuz i like it:( but more hours = more money..and money is good...oh well...i'll just have to wait and see if i actually got the job first!
other then that nothing is really new...