hmm
well i dont know ne more...im sick of everything i hate doing the same thing every day, and i dont think ne thing will ever change..today was kinda stressfull, dont really know why but everything was annoying...i went to sleep after work and woke up at like 9ish:S and i went to bed at like 4:00pm so i wasted all of the day and now im wide awake and the stupid hour change keeps on confussing me!
im kinda pissed that collacutt isnt going to hire me..the thing is the district manager hired someone b4 all the interviews and didnt bother telling them so i was all nervous for no reason and now i wont get a decent job..im not going to quit my job i got now cuz its all i have..and i need it..but i need more hours and they cant give them to me so i have to go out again and find another one..AGIAN! ugh life is seriously messed up..(im just going to bitch this whole time...) ne ways im sitting waiting for kyle to call me..hopefully its soon cuz im not going to wait up forever...i made to many plans for tomorrow..im supposed to go grocrey shopping with my dad..carve pumpkins with amelia and go to shilo with megan to see my sister...and i dont know what im going to do..maybe i'll just go with the first person to call me..i'll obvisly go with my dad..cuz hes my dad dont want to ditch him!! :) and im glad i got a few days off work, i get to hear my sisters babys heart beat monday!!! thats really exciting!! i cant belive shes pregnant!! yay..
well im done..

nothing
nothing exciting has happened really, i went to portage to megan tonite it was alot of fun we dropped him and his friend off at his other friends place then we just hung out for a bit then went out to eat, it didnt seem like a long drive really, except my back hurts from work :( oh well..
i burnt my finger at work today its only little but it hurts so much:( im just a huge baby i guess hah..i was only supposed to work til 2 today, but they asked me to stay til three which wasnt a big deal at all...collacutt hasnt called me yet so i dont think thats a good sign even tho the interview was yesterday i think if i got it she would have told me then..but i guess i'll just have to wait a few more days! i could really use the extra money..even tho i have nothing to pay like bills or ne thing..but i spend money so fast it sucks..maybe i should just try n budget my money more..whatever...we'll see how things go..

interview..
so i had the interview today i think it went alright im not to sure if i got it tho but i guess im going to have to wait and find out hey...oh well just keepin my fingers crossed!
so tonite we just went to humptys..again even tho i say im not going to go there for a while i always end up going...but ne ways kyle came tonite and i was happy i like when he comes out with us, but as well for him it is very boring..but i love him for the things he does for me:)
i gotta go to sleep i wasnt supposed to work tomorrow but anetia asked me to come in 11-2 for more hours..im not complaining...more hours more money...

mmm chocolate
so i was watching "down with love" tonite with kyle and if u seen it u would know how i felt..didnt want sex..but wanted chocolate!! haha i dont think kyle liked that movie..but i dont blame him..it was a chick flick! but i love him for watching it with me:)
well im off to bed got the interview at 2!!! need some sleep, cuz i gotta work b4 my interview...eek tomorrows going to be a busy day!!!! :|

to early to be up:(
today i think i can sleep forever...but one thing is stopping me...work...ugh, oh well i can sleep some other time :S
lastnite i almost feel asleep at kyles, then i had to go met amelia and them..i wish i didnt have to then i could have just came home and slept..well tonite im not going out, me n kyle are watching a movie thank god..i hate going to the same place ever nite its getting VERY lame!
i have to met Deb after work..so scratch the sleeping idea..were going to go look at appartments..theres this one house its a 2+2 bedroom for 685$ thats not bad at all!! so thats 171.25$ each a month!! cant get ne better than that! well u can if i just stay home..but thats not what i want to do..:P well i gotta go get ready for work....:(

new job
so i might get that job at collicutt, the problem is that i might have to quit my job that i have now which sucks cuz i like it:( but more hours = more money..and money is good...oh well...i'll just have to wait and see if i actually got the job first!
other then that nothing is really new...

ugh
i dont think im ever going to eat pizza again..heres the story, i work with pizza almost everyday so obvislly i would get sick of it, well me n my dad got pizza for supper tonite from pizza hut n now all i feel like doing is throwing up..sick hey!!
ne ways last nite was alright, adrian came and picked me up with lefty..me n lefty got into a little fight..well he was pissing me off so i yelled at him, but after that it was fine he was drunk...ne ways we went to humptys and jonny jon hootie adam<--(little man) kyle and someother kid came so we sat with them for a bit then we all left..me n adrian drove around til like 2am talking about stuff, then we met up with kyle and i got a ride home with him and he came over til like 4am we watched t.v and talked alot, were starting to talk more which is really good, more comunication :) hes bday is coming up and im still trying to figure out what im going to get him, hes hard to shop for:p ne ways now im just waiting for him to get home from work and call me i think im doing something with him then at like 11 me n amelia are going to hook up. what an exciting nite..hah..

bored
there isnt ne thing ever to do, its always the same every day..this blows..i applied for another job today the lady said she would call me for sure which would be good..u know having 2 jobs and all, more money to spend on nothing :P but that doesnt matter i really have nothing to do durning the day so i mind as well be working..right?!
anyways, kyle is supposed to call me soon i think were all going to the movies i dont know jonny wants to and so do i but we'll see what everyone else thinks, amelia and drew are home sick..everyone is sick!! :| but i dont get sick! ;) i just dont feel good..haha
thats all..

over tired
im so tired i should go to bed..sometimes i cant sleep alot of the time..alot of nites have gone sleepless which in more ways then one sucks, me, deb n adrian went shopping tonite and we got our halloween costumes its going to be fun and we got deals on all of it..50% off even..nice hey! i know were a bit old to get excited for halloween but i mean its fun were going to get drunk..and thats always fun ;)
so tonite i just went over to kyles after we all went out to eat it was fun..we watch a movie that we rented (for free:P) so over all tonite was good...but tired..very tired..

nothing to do
so nothing is better then being bored...right...anyways im going to try this out..who know what will happen..

my day..worked sean locked us in the front so we couldnt get in the back for like a half hour..what a geek..it was funny tho we laughed it off..
i got paid finally thank god now im not so broke!! but i gotta start saving for kyles birthday who knows what im going to get him.