Driving and Crying
Well, i had my first drive with the driving school guy. It actually wasn't that bad. I got to drive witht his other guy... he is all right looking, seems like a nice guy. Apperently he goes to my school, but i've never seen him around before. I got a little nervous while i was driving... but i did pretty well for my first time in that car. It's more sensitive than mine, so i had a little trouble with the breaks and the gas. I kept lurching every time a light turned green. But i'll get used to it.
My mom is watching this little kid, and when my brother came into the house, the little boy didn't recognize him and started to cry. it was rather funny. He was scared of my brother. So i have been teasing my brother all night about making little kids cry. It made me laugh.
I think i have homework... but i really don't want to do it. So.. i don't think i will. At least not untill later. I guess i need to go anyways... I've got nothing left to write about.

Stuff
Someone ::coughangiecough:: has been nagging me to write... so thats what i'm doing. I've been so busy latley but now that the musical is over, i should be able to update more. The musical, by the way, went well. It was lots of fun. I plan on participating next year as well. The lead guy was pretty good looking.... We had a littel thing going on... only he only ever spoke to me once. to bad it's over...
Today at school this girl was like, brittany, will you be my friend. I was like sure. And she was like thats great. I'm gonna take you to some parties this weekend. I was like ok sure. I don't know... she goes to some pretty crazy parties. I doubt i'll end up going... but it would be fun. Then she was grading my paper and she was like, It's a sign that we were ment to be great friends. She's funny. kinda...weird... but funny.
Nicole is going to be staying here for a couple of days this week while her dad is out of town. this should be fun... i'll probably be tired all week, but it's gonna be fun.
Also, i'm starting stupid driving school today. I'm kinda scared... but it should be fun.
There isn't anything fun to write about... SOMETHING INTERESTING NEEDS TO HAPPEN GOSH DARN IT!!! i need to get hit in the head with a sandwich again.... :)

1st musical practice
wow. I had so much fun. call me a nerd, but i actually enjoy staying up late playing the same thing over and over agian. well, the flutes couldn't play most of the time cause we couldn't make copies of the parts cause this guy forgot the book at his house... so we got to watch the actors most of the time. It was great. I knew some of the people in it, so it made it better. at one point the guys have to pick up a girl... well this one guy that i sort of know got stuck with this girl that is to big for him. not that she is big or anything, just he's kinda small and she's not tiny. they are like the same size. and when he tried to pick her up, he almost dropped her. and he can't hold her compleatly. He can only get one of her legs up. It is so funny. Some one was smoking in the hall outside of the auditorium, because we could smell it. It was bad. Then this guy asked if it was me and nicole. I was like, yeah rich, Right in the front row, in front of Mr. W. and Mr. Fish Face. We're up here just smoking some weed. He is stupid. Then he was like, do you guys even smoke? andi said, Why is that any of your buisiness? (We don't, but... it's hard to explain...) and then he like.. gave me that look. And then he said Do you want me Brittany? and i said Oh yeah rich, You know it! and turned around. they laughed. It was funny. I don't like him. But one of the actor guys is really hot. I couldn't help staring at him the whole time.... Oops.

Bowling...
We are going bowling during gym class. It's rather fun. Today was our first day. I discovered that i am the worst bowler EVER. I scored a 37. Yes, I know that it is pathetic.... But i had fun anyways. Even if i did embarress myself enormously.

English Class Escapades
We are reading this book, all quiet on the western front in english... and it was really warm, so my teacher let us go outside to read. I was sitting near this girl named kate. she's not really my friend, but she's nice. Any ways, we were at this part where on of the guys was "pleasuring himself over a picture" and another guy was "supporting him nobely" well, we understood the first part, but we wanted to know what it ment by supporting him. So, she called the teacher over, and was like, Mrs. S.what does this mean? and Mrs. S. said, what do you think it means? and i was like, well, we get the first part, But what does it mean by supporting him? and Mrs S was like what do you think Brittany? and not thinking that there were people listening i said real loud, Was he helping him????? and Kate laughed and was like, but he has two hands of his own, Why does he need help?? the teacher said, I don't think thats quite what he ment. So i said, Oh, was he just cheering him on??? And she said, i think thats what it ment. I laughed and then this other girl said, you have too keep in mind, it was war time, and they were away from there wives and girlfriends and there wasn't much to do. And i said, yeah, but cheering him on? i mean, what did he say? Go GO Go!!!? and then it was time to go in. But when this guy walked by,he kind of gave me a funny look... and then i realized that everybody probably heard.... BUt it was funny.

So Angry
I AM SO ANGRY AT ALI RIGHT NOW I THINK I MIGHT EXPLODE. IF SHE WASN'T THOUSANDS OF MILES AWAY I THINK I MIGHT HAVE HARMED HER BY NOW. AND ALI, IF YOUR READING THIS, I'M PISSED.

Best Friends... Who needs em anyways????
Since I moved to virginia in June, I have talked to my best friend exactly 4 times. 3 of those 4 times, i made the call. She has not written me a single letter. I sent her a Birthday present, A christmas card, and several post cards. Not a single letter in return. I have e-mailed her severl times, and she once wrote back. And this is my best friend. I practically lived at her house. Her mom said she would have adopted me if she could just so i could have stayed there. I was at her house every weekend, and several times during the week. and as soon as i moved, it was like she forgot about me. Like a disposable Brittany. God. The other day, one of my friends (the only friend who talks to me at all now) told me that amanda is moving. And she didn't tell me. I was supposed to go visit her this summer.... I'm not even sure she is going to be there now. Was she just like, not going to tell me or something???? God. Even if she will still be there i don't know if i even want to go any more. i have a strange feeling we don't have much in commen anymore. I think i can honestly say she's not my best friend right now. I don't know... I think Nicole is my best friend... But i don't like to say that. We became good friends very very fast. And that scares me. It really scares me. I am afraid to have someone be close to me... Thats why i have trouble with guys. It took a very long time for me to trust amanda. we weren't best friends till we had know each other for a year and a half. And i still had trouble telling her things. It's just to easy with Nicole. It's difficult. I trust her... And i feel like i can tell her things.. But i'm afraid it's all going to blow up in my face... I mean, it seems so quick to have a new best friend. And I feel like i'm replacing amanda.... i don't know... I'm having some trust isues. And i'm afraid i'm going to start pushing Nicole away because of it. Which could potentially ruin everything. This is all why i don't have a boyfriend. The Very second i seem to be getting close to one, i push them away.... I'm so stupid sometimes... god....

Musical
I'm participating in the school musical. Just as part of the pit orchestra though, not actually IN it. This year it is Lil Abner. I have no clue what it is about yet.... Anyways, we started practice... the music is... interesting. It's somewhat challenging. Which is what i wanted. I'm sick and tired of this concert band music. We have been playing the one peice since before christmas. it's rediculous. I am the only one in the pit orchestra from concert band. Everyone else is either Jazz or Symphonic. Well, Nicole is in the concert band class, with me, but she is actaully in symphonic. Schedule conflicts that couldn't be sorted out. Next week we start to practice with the people in the play. our schedule is mad crazy. We practice from like... 6-9 then 7-10 then 7-11. it's crazy. We are gonna be soooo dead those 2 weeks. But it should be alot of fun. And we won't be playing that entire time, sice the actors will have to redo things and we won't be needed. Nicole and i will probably play skreep, since it's quiet and it will keep us quiet. (skreep is a game we invented..) So, my entries will probably be less frequent starting soon. I will have to do myhomework in between all that. And i need to start concentrating more on school anyways. We got interims today.. My grades have actually improved. just one c this time. i have to get it up by report cards though. It was in spanish, so at least it's somewhat understandable. I brought my english grade up to an A, which is very good. I also brought Biology up to a B. I should be getting an A in there though. It could be an easy class, if our teacher actually taught us. I can't see that happening anytime soon though.... who knows. My dad hasn't seen it yet... I don't think he'll be to upset though. I did improve...
This weekend I made plans with nicole and amanda and james and john to go bowling. That should be fun.
Well, I have to go. I have to print off my bio homework, before the O.C. comes on. :)

blah...
I finally finished my English project that i've been working on this weekend. I must say, It's pretty good. I better get a good grade on it. If i don't, i'm gonna be pretty mad... I worked hard... well, i had to work hard since i've known about it for three weeks and started friday... I'm Such a procrastinator... oh well. I went to my brothers hockey game today. They lost, But it was only because the other teams goalie was Very VERY good. It's ok, cause last night they won 11-1. So it was ok. It was a very exciting game though. I love hockey. It's so exciting. Well, It's getting late, and i'm real tired, so i better go to bed now so i'm not dead when i wake up in the morning.

Astral Projection
I've been interested in things like dreams and astral projection lately. It really interests me a lot. I'm not really sure why, But I like researching it and even attempting to astral. For anyone who doesn't know, Astral Projection is a way of leaving your body, weather it is consciously or subconsciously. It’s really neat. I have yet to do it my self, but I’m working on different techniques. Read that one of the first steps is remembering your dreams. The reason for this is that sometimes you do it without realizing, through your dreams. It’s pretty much the same. You have many dreams a lot, so remembering them helps. One way to work on that is writing them down as soon as you wake up. Because you forget 50 % of what you dream in the first 5 minutes of being awake, and 90% in the first 10 minutes. Eventually you should be remembering 3-5 dreams a night, which is pretty cool. After doing this, you can do different exercises able to control when you astral. It’s supposedly a really neat thing, but it can be a little scary. Of course, as with anything that might be viewed as super natural, some religions don’t really encourage it. So, just in case some one reading this is extremely against things like this, I would just like to include that I am not trying to promote it, it’s just something that I find interesting. If you don’t like the idea of it, or are against this sort of thing, don’t do it. That’s simple enough. There is information all over the Internet about it, so if you are interested, just do a search.