LYRICS I WROTE/ POEMS...

Lyrics:

Gone with the breeze – Lyrics: Richard Lousich© 2002

I still feel the blood rush to my head,

Every time I hear your name being said,

You were everything to a once strong soul,

But now all that’s left is a giant hole!

I thought we’d spend a lifetime together,

Unfortunately that thought was as thin as a feather,

My broken Heart will never heal,

My soul will forever feel,

The pain that you have caused to a once strong soul,

We were meant to be,

But apparently this is not to be seen,

The fact that you are forever gone,

Plagues my heart with love forgotten,

I thought we’d spend a lifetime together,

Unfortunately that thought was as thin as a feather,

My broken Heart will never heal,

My soul will forever feel,

The pain that you have caused to a once strong soul,

I see your face now

And nothing is there now,

The feelings once had for me,

Are lost like leaves in the breeze,

You show no emotion,

You show no care,

You say that you do,

But it just isn’t there,

I thought we’d spend a lifetime together,

Unfortunately that thought was as thin as a feather,

My broken Heart will never heal,

My soul will forever feel,

The pain that you have caused to a once strong soul,

I want us together,

Forever and ever,

But this is not to be seen,

My whole life has gone with the breeze…

Because She Left Me – Lyrics: Richard Lousich©2002

Walking around these streets,

I come up with these beats,

Wondering what to do with my life,

My girl had up and gone

So now I’m singing this song,

Wondering if she’ll ever feel my strife,

But the feelings for her are low,

She aint the same no more,

And I am going to get on with my life,

Because she aint the same anymore,

She threw me out that door,

I can never go back now,

Living that life now,

She isn’t with me no more,

Because she left me,

I doubt that she feels the same,

‘Cuz when ever I see her face,

That face says “hey who are you?”

So now im going to go away,

Anywhere far away,

Somewhere where you, your not there,

Because she aint the same anymore,

She threw me out that door,

I can never go back now,

Living that life now,

She isn’t with me no more,

Because she left me,

If her mind ever came back to,

And realised what she’d do,

I doubt that she’d even say, hey, im sorry,

I'm only asking for some pain,

The pain of going away,

What did I do to ever deserve this?

I can still see her smiling face,

That face now isn’t the same,

I wish I could go back to that moment, (repeat chorus)

Love of my life – Lyrics: Richard Lousich© 2002

I never thought that she would go,

I always thought we’d be together,

We were as perfect as could be,

But then she left and I was all alone,

We had a perfect life together,

She said we’d be that way forever,

But she was wrong, and I was right,

So now I’m fighting for my goddamn life,

Another day goes by,

And I am not so high,

She just goes through my mind all day,

She abused me,

And she used me,

She was the love of my life,

Don’t know what happened,

Something had changed,

She wasn’t there for me no more,

I'm going crazy,

My mind is hazy,

I think I’m going my own way,

Another day goes by,

And I am not so high,

She just goes through my mind all day,

She abused me,

And she used me,

She was the love of my life, oh yeah,

I keep thinking of that day,

But know it’s gonna be okay,

My life is fine now,

Don’t need her now,

I’ll be going on my way, uh huh,

Another day goes by,

And I am not so high,

She just goes through my mind all day,

She abused me,

And she used me,

She was the love of my life

No Drive – Lyrics: Richard Lousich© 2002

When I sit at my own desk and cry,

I start to think and wonder why,

Why you left and caused this pain,

Now it’s all gone anyway,

There was a time when we would laugh and smile,

And look into each others eyes,

Wondering what we’d do that day,

That day we’d have to go away,

But you are gone,

You have left me,

We were one,

But now there’s nothing,

What to do,

With my life,

Without you,

There is no drive

I would love to go back to that day,

When I first saw your smiling face,

Full of light in your brown eyes,

I stop and think and wonder why?

That day when you first kissed my lips,

My life was no longer the pits,

I will never forget your smiling face,

And the way you moved with so much grace,

But you are gone,

You have left me,

We were one,

But now there’s nothing,

What to do,

With my life,

Without you,

There is no drive

POEMS

Hate - Richard Lousich ©2003 Freakwreckordz productions

Around me all I ever see,

Things that aren’t meant to be,

Those hateful eyes,

And drowning skies,

My bloodied arms,

I try to harm,

Why do I do this to myself?

Drives me crazy,

Want to help?

My mind goes all hazy,

Nothing churns inside but hate,

Maybe im just lazy,

Could be something I just ate,

Prepare yourself cuz I am here,

Driving you to your fears,

My thoughts are dangerous,

My soul is empty,

Making me want to die,

… There’s nothing left to do but cry

There’s nothing in my heart but hate,

Waking up I just can’t wait,

Till the day my life has past,

You’ll never stop me,

Life’s too fast…

Rebellion - Richard Lousich ©2003 Freakwreckordz productions

Sitting around I keep hearing a sound,
The pain in my head doesn’t make me feel proud,
My soul is so dark,
I could never part,
With me and my insane mind...

Prayers of kindness try to comfort me,
I will not listen can you not see?
This pain deep inside,
I could never hide,
Destroying my mind,
I dont care, it’s my time...

Take my life,
Take my strife,
Destroy my rights,
This time I’ll fight,

Hating you can make me strong,
Hating you could not be wrong,
my pain, my world, this is my turn,
Get out of my way or you will burn...

Stupid Whore… Richard Lousich ©2003 Freakwreckordz productions

To say the least,

I'm going to feast,

Your stupid mind,

I shall find,

The time has come to destroy you,

What happens now? I will show you…

You come to me and try to preach,

You come to me and try to fight,

You find that I am not to teach,

And you are one big ass shite,

Can’t you see it’s you I hate?

Your fake ass smile and all your lies…

Can’t you see it’s you I hate?

You will soon die, and it makes me high…

You try and destroy me,

Makes me see,

But I am not the one to fuck with,

This will be your pain…

You are so stupid,

You are so fake, I will never be your boy,

Can’t you see? Im not a cupid…

I will never be your toy…

The time has come… you learn your lesson,

You hurt me but this is my blessing,

As you turn and walk away…

I will be the one who see’s another day…

My soul is hardened,

You’ve lost your pardon,

My time has come,

You’re not my mum!

I know that I am a bum,

Hate is your gift to me,

I will embrace it and say… “Please…”

My love for you… Richard Lousich - ©2003 Freakwreckordz productions

Take me away from all this pain,
I never want you to see my shame,
can’t you see with you I’d be,
never alone, I wish you could see...

Take these words that I write,
Think about what could be said tonight,
Embrace them with all your love,
it could be no tighter than a glove...

Torn up inside my life seems lost,
It's funny how much it costs,
For that perfect life with you by my side,
You must know my love for you I cannot hide...

The dreaming must come to an end,
My life could never be amend,
The pain inside always comes to me,
It hurts so much I want to scream,
But in the end... there is nothing...
 

The way things could have been – Richard Lousich ©2003 Freakwreckordz Productions

Standing here, i see nothing,
Then when you are here... you make my soul live,

You make my life whole,

But then again... life’s just so full,

You make me see,

What we could be,

But this time i know...this shall never be...

You made my life complete,
but then again... so did everything,
you were the one who made me smile,
could that have ever been a crime?

I look back at what we had,
I know that it wasn’t just a fad,
You made me laugh you made me cry,
I never believed you would ever lie,
You took my breath away,
now you know what I have to say,

 

Your eyes light up when things are dark,
making me not want to part,
you always had some light on things,
but now I know we will never be…

I want you to know you’re in my heart;
I want you to know we will never truly part,
alongside me we could have been,
more than you would ever believe…

Sometimes i feel alone in the dark,

I knew you would pull me out,

You make me strong,

We could do no wrong...

Take me into your arms,

I would do you no harm,

Make me believe that we could be,

More than anything in this world…

Following the road to life… Richard Lousich ©2003 Freakwreckordz productions

As time passes by,

I never stopped to think and wonder why,

Now the time has come to say goodbye,

Will I ever reach the age of 25?

The times that I have spent wondering these halls,

The times I have spent partying and going to malls…

High school was fun but now it is done,

The sad part is I had only begun,

My teenage life has been full of ups and downs,

Who’s to say I should never frown?

Working, partying, the whole lot,

Personally I stayed away from pot…

As time passes by,

Maybe this time I won’t be so shy,

Take the strength I have gathered all these years,

I will try and hide back all my tears,

Most of you are new to me,

Most of you will never be,

As close as some of my old friends,

But this I tell you friendship never ends,

The time has come to forgive and forget,

The time has come for you all to get,

Somewhere in this short life,

Hope we meet again, maybe we just might….

If I have made a difference in your life,

If I have done to you no strife,

I will be happy cuz then I will know

How much I meant to some of you now…

The love I have for all of you,

I must say a big thank you,

The ones who remain close to me,

You shall know that we will forever be,

Friends for life, that’s a promise I will keep,

You all remain in my heart…

Don’t forget me…

As I depart…

Together - Richard Lousich ©2003 Freakwreckordz productions

Standing right in front of you,

You make me see my life’s not blue,

Why can’t you see what I see?

An amazing girl that means everything to me!

Deep down inside you know what to say,

But when I get near you, you push me away,

Can’t you see what we could be?

I know what your thinking but im not gonna leave,

I think about you night and day,

I might even start to pray,

Believe in yourself I know you can do it,

I trust in you that you can do it,

The only thing stopping us is you,

I really don’t know what to do,

But I can take you in my arms and whisper in your ear,

Telling you to have no fear,

Be with me and you will see,

How happy we could be…

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