ok things r really messed up right now with the whole guy situation ... ive liked this kid for a while but we started talkin again bc hes in my schhol now bc i moved to his school last yr but hes in my school now *hes a yr younger* well everyday i see him maybe 2 times n i give him a hug ... but i found out friday that ive been pushing him too much??? umm ok a hug .. how is that pushin a guy to0o much im so0o confused . hes the one that started huggin me 1st ahhhh im so0o confused right now i think i might jsut say hi to him for now on n keep walkin ... so0o i dont push him nemore *how ever i did that* n theres another issue ... i like my freinds cuz n all but hes gotta grl .. but we always talk about chillin n all n ive known his since this summa n he doesnt kno if he wants to break up with her n all n i asked him if it was bc of me n he said i dunno i jsut wanna see u***howw cutee lol*hes so0o sweet but i dunno its up to him .. even tho we like never see eachother bc of the distance we live like 20 min away from eachother n none of us got a car or a permit yet*even tho i shoulda already but my fuckin mom lost my social security card ... n it takes forever for them to send u a new one fuckin bitch* ne ways but i dunno what to do im so0o lost .. i jsut wanna find someone whos really sweet n will be there for me no matter what n vise versa ya kno .. i dunno i jsut got a lot of shit goin on .. even tho this itsnt the most major one but yea ... i gotta fucked up life but im not goin into everything .. tis way to0o damn long lol i think im cursed with bad luck honeslty nothin good has happened since last yr ... except for some of the pplz ive met when i came to my new school expecially my grls ... n meetin a few sweeties too .. well thats all im gunna say for today .. if i didnt say enough lol well im out aight cya peace