Quitting
Mood:  sad
Topic: School
I feel like a total loser. When I was little I wanted to be a writer, then I hit high school and changed my mind. I went into psychology instead. This way I could help more people, really make a difference. Unfortunately, psychology is too damn hard for me, and therefor I am changing my major to journalism. Actually, it isn't too hard for me, what it is, is too emotional for me. Since I have dealt with depression for a long time, sitting in a class, learning about the theories of what is wrong with me kinda sucks. My problem is, I have no idea if this is right. I have tried to look at from every possible angle I can think of, and still nothing is sliding into place. I know who I need to call, but if I call, he will get mad, because it is too expensive or some crap ass excuse like that. It wasn't bad before, because he use to be online all the time, but no more. Jeesh, now I sound like one of those dependent people, really I am not, I just need to be convinced that this is the right choice, and I know he will tell me if it is bull or not. Okay, well I am done ranting for now, Loads of Love and Laughs,
Amber