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My True Story
Thursday, 19 June 2003
MY TRUE STORY PART - 3
Mood:  hug me

LOVE IS LIKE A ROSE
IT NEEDS SOIL, WATHER, LIGHT, AND AIR
IT NEEDS CARES, TECHNIQUES, AND PASSIONS TO BLOOM

A MAN AND WOMAN RELATIONSHIP IS LIKE A ROSE
IT NEEDS SEX, INTIMACY, AND PASSION
IT NEEDS TECHNIQUES, CARES, AND ORGASMS TO BLOOM.



As a Catholic girl, I used to think that human beings have sex for reproduction. When I was with my ex-boy friend, I was stupid and dull, in terms of our sexual relationship. I did not know how to please him. I did not know how to react or response him. Even, sometimes, I refused to have sex in the light. I refused to takeoff my clothing. I refused to try anal sex. I refuse to perform oral sex – for him or for me. I refuse to shave my pussy hair. I just open my leg and wait until he finish. I never push back or make noise for him. Well, sometimes, it was painful because my pussy was dried. I also never got orgasm with him.

I knew that he had several sexual relationships with women because he knew about sex. One time, he tried to insert his cock inside my ass – I was crying for pain. As a small-petite girl, my ass was small and his cock was moderate size. It was horrible experience for me and for him. After I refused to have anal sex, he was upset though he did not say anything.

I never feel pretty or sexy my whole life and I always have a feeling that my body is not attractive like other pretty women in the world. Therefore, I refuse my ex-boy friend to perform oral sex to me. I don’t want my ex-boy friend to lick and suck my pussy. There are many reasons I refused to him to perform oral sex. As a catholic girl, I think, oral sex is dirty. Second of all, my pussy is kind of pink and dark and not really looks good as I have seen some nice, clean, and attractive pussies in the internet. Thirdly, my labia are kind of big and pink/black color. Above all, I don’t think that sucking and fucking my vulva is kind of nasty and dirty. I was totally wrong.

I tried to do my best but I knew that my sexual techniques are not good enough for him. He was me to stay on top but I always felt down. He tried to fuck from my back – called doggy style but I did not know how to response him in rhyme. I knew only missionary position and we always do missionary position, which later makes him bore with our sexual relationship.

I tried a few times oral sex but never make him cum. I used to feel that oral sex is dirty and nasty. I hated to put his dick inside my mouth and lick. The other problem is that my mouth is not very big so that it hurt my jaws. I did not know how to play with his balls.

My poor sex performances made him to fade away slowly. I knew that when the times went by his mood changes slowly. Although we really love each other, I could not fulfill his sexual drive. My poor sexual performance and knowledge kills our deep love slowly and steadily. If I had learnt how important sex is two peoples’ relationship, we would have falling in love forever.

However, after having sexual lessons from my BROL, I realized that sex as the most pleasant and available remedy for a whole bouquet of problems of Love, Marriage, Relationship, Happiness, Faithfulness, Loyalty, Intimacy, Passion, and all…..

My BROL told me that a good quality sex produces a spiritually elevating effect on the chemical level, which does not require any additional efforts. Prior to the culminating moment of an act of love, orgasm, the brain emits a dose of oxytocin - the hormone of the posterior lobe of pituitary. Oxytocin results in the production of sedative endorphins - natural analogues of morphine. Sex spurs the production of estrogen with women - the substance, which eases premenstrual pains. Therefore, sex is the best painkiller. I deeply agree with that.

My BROL told me that a hotel bed is the best equipment for physical exercises that man has ever designed. The pulse rate of a sexually excited individual increases from 70 to 150 beats per minute, which is comparable to muscle efforts of a weight-lifter. Only one sexual intercourse burns off the same amount of calories that a person loses running on a treadmill for 15 minutes. Needless to say that the first option is much more pleasant than the second one. Thirty minutes of sex kill about 200 calories. In other words, daily sex can take away 500 grams of your weight in a week. So, I and my BROL have been having sexual lessons at least once in a week and it shape my body, mind, and spirit. My boy, my skins, and my shape are really looking good and I feel really great now. After having a proper sex for six months, the size of my butt is getting bigger and looks really good now. The shapes increased almost two inches.

My BROL told me that sex is a very good impetus for the strengthening of the immune system. It has been tentatively proved that those people, who have sex on a regular basis, are much more protected against various viral diseases than those, who prefer abstinence: healthy sex saturates blood with antibodies. BUT, be careful with sexually transmitted diseases. But I know my BROL is diseases clean man.

It may seem unreal, but it is a fact: after having regular sex lessons with my BROL enlarges my breasts and butts. He told that excitement in sexual lessons intensifies the bloodstream, which can add 10 percent to a woman's breast size and 5 percent to a woman’s butt size. It also raise my IQ with every orgasm that they experience.

Our regular sex lessons’ trains almost all groups of muscles, especially muscles of pelvis, buttocks, stomach and arms, which is an important factor for me, a petite woman. Regular sex lessons also improve the bearing and exert a favorable influence on my musculoskeletal system. In addition, regular sex lessons results in the production of collagen - the substance, which adds smoothness and glow to my skin. My BROL told me that progesterone, another hormonal product of sex, helps person fight acne.

Now I am ready to challenge any man about how passionate sex can save us from this infirmity. I always thank my BROL for helping me to know the truth of the humanity and life, the value of sex and love, the price of courage and reward.

It has been almost a year and the milt depression I got from the day when my ex-boyfriend left me had gone. Now I always have good sleeps, enjoy foods, and my life is beautiful ever than before.

One of the most precious gift, any woman can get in her life is “having someone trustworthy man, who will never let her down.” As my friend, St. Peter told me long time a go, I have a very trust-worthy man – my brother in law, who will never, ever let me down and betray me for any reasons. He loves his wife, our family, and he cares his reputation, and his professional job. I am very fortunate for having such “trustworthy” man, who will always keep all these things inside his tiny little brain and will never let go out the rest of his life.


From my BROL, I have learnt more than 100 different things which I have never known in my life about sex. Different techniques, different styles, different ideas, different feelings, different thinking, and different experiences. If I knew about 10 out of 100, I would have able to keep my ex-boy friend. But, I am not sorry at all. If my ex-boyfriend did not left me, I would have not able to learn all of these. So, I thank both my ex-boy friend and my BROL as well as who advised me to all of these – St. Peter.

Take care of yourself,

To be continued:
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Posted by crazy/mytruestory at 12:01 AM EDT
Updated: Friday, 21 April 2006 12:36 PM EDT
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