IT'S OVER!!
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: Done with Blake
I have just broken up with my boyfriend Blake.It turns out he never really loved me but was using me!As for Maddy, Jason and Xander I flat out told him "I'm still going to be around for those children!I love them and I'm not leaving them I'm leaving you!"...Whats odd is I don't feel any pain(yet)I know eventually I'll start feeling pain mainly when I'm h/o/r/n/y...LOL!Other then this I'm not going to miss him.

Intro to my life
Mood:  caffeinated
Topic: Maddy and Jason
It's beem six months since I met Blake. With him, he brought 16 month old Maddy, and 1 month old Jason. Two adorable little kids, and he is a wonder with them. When I first saw him with two kids in tow, i thought I was crazy for even wanting to get involved with him. Now we've been together for 6 months, and i'm glad I got over my first impression. Now, there is a third child, Alexander. Surprisingly, none of these children are my own, butI love them as if they are. And no, he didn't cheat on me for all those people out there who were thinking it. We adopted Alexander. Maddy calls me Mama, and Jason is learning to crawl now, and it is the most beautiful thing. Now I know why women have so many kids. These are the happiest days of my life!