somethings shouldnt have happened just to think im suppose to learn from my mistakes and yet i feel as though im reliving it all over again but alot worse how crazy is that this is fucked if you know what i mean and yet somehow im happy enough to make others comfortable or laugh how is that its like a switch that automatically turns on or some shyt imagine a chic that seems to know what shes about but has no fucking clue my boyfriend says its a phase is that possible?