s'All About Me

†the One and Only†

I'm not the greatest person you'll meet, Not the best you'll ever see, I change a lot, influenced by other's. But, some things never change. Like the way I feel,When I see your smile.

So what if people think you're not pretty? That's their problem, not your's. You're beautiful, no matter who you are. But, no matter where you go, people will critisize you, try to bring you down. They will try to control you for either for the good or bad. Be careful...

I just don't have the words to tell you what I've felt all these years. It's hard to concentrate everytime you're near. It's hard to speak when ever you're here. What am I suppose to do? I surely can't tell you, I know that you're feelings are different from mine. But my friends say all you need is time. I know you don't like me that way. "Oh sure he does!" is what they say. But I know well enough, that what I must do is stay tough.

Trying to dream happier so I made myself smile. I wanted to believe, at least for awhile. But I can't keep smiling, this is pain is still here. I'm so tired, because of all those years. My heart was broken and left to die, while I sat there wanting to cry...

No, I'm not the perfect girl and I'm not a great kisser (okay, so i haven't had my first kiss, so sew me). No, I'm not the greatest comforter or the greatest friend. Yes, I keep my problems to myself and speak the truth even if it hurts. So what if I am what I am? Like me or not, I'm not going to change. You think I'm a bit of a b*tch? Whatever dude, that's me. Get over it. ;]

We're just humans, in a world that we all messed up. Some of us just say whatever and go on with our lives but then others complain. But what is there to complain about? It's life, it's a part of life. It is life. You don't like it? Why don't you just go screw yourself.

I've got my problems, so I don't need your's alright? I don't need to worry about you, I will if I want. I have best friends but sometimes things change. I have my real friends and my fake, everyone does. A best friend is someone you can trust, someone who will speak the truth even if it hurts. They might not be there to comfort you but to listen 'cause you know what? Your friend won't make you feel better. No, not until you accept the frickin' truth. So we b*tch at each other sometimes, we have our own thoughts and ideas. We're all different no matter what.