A TEAR
It starts as a memory
Or a thought from the past
In a time gone forever;
In a dream you can't grasp.
Alive in your heart, but
Contained in your soul,
Unleashed by emotion,
From your eyes it will flow.
Running true down your face
Filled with a lifetime of blues
A drop in an ocean of heartache
Caused by pain you don't choose.
It falls in total silence
As everyone before,
It lands next to your feelings,
As it crashes to the floor.
BROKEN
BROKEN TRUST TO A BROKEN HEART
WHICH COMES WHEN MY TEARS COME TO PART.
BETRAYAL OF SO MANY ONES,
TO MAKE ME FEEL LIFE HAS NOT BEGUN.
CRYING ENDLESSLY TO DREAD WHAT YOUR ABOUT TO SAY
EVERY DAY ITS SOMETHING NEW
REMEMBERING HOW I FELT FOR YOU
YOU SAID YOU WERE MINE AND THAT YOU LOVED ME SO
BUT I GUESS ALL I AM TO YOU IS ONE BIG SHOW
I MADE YOU MAD ENOUGH TO SHOUT
SHOULD I GIVE UP AND SIT AND POUT?
MY HEART IS DONE TO LOVE NO MORE.
REALIZATIONS
THE LIGHTS ARE BRIGHT,BUT YOUR NOT HERE.ALL THE MEMORIES OF US I HOLD SO DEAR.I HEAR YOUR VOICE AND THE HAPPENINGS OF TODAY.THEY CONFUSE ME LIKE US A WAY IN OUR WAY.YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME, I CHOKED, BUT SAID IT BACK.THE WORDS WE EXCHANGED AND CAN NO LONGER TAKE BACK.THE NIGHT IS GOING ON AND ON..ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS YOU IM DIEING ON MY TEARS AND MY THOUHGTS THAT COME TO MIND BUT ITS ALL I CAN DO TO IGNORE THE LIGHTS AND MY FEELINGS.JUST KEEP ON THINKING THAT TOMORROW IT WILL BE BETTER.BUT THEN I WONDER WHY I THINK AND FEEL LIKE THIS AND ALL I CAN COME UP WITH IS I LOVE YOU.I KNOW I SAY IT A LOT AND ITS LOSING ALL IT MEANS, BUT THE TIME IS TIME I SAY WHAT I MEAN. NO LONGER HIDING WHATS TRULY INSIDE..IF YOU LOVE ME THEN TELL ME IF YOUR UNSURE THEN TELL ME I KNOW WHAT IS IN MY HEART.SO ILL BE HERE TODAY OR TOMORROW,UNTIL YOU FIND WHAT YOU WANT..ILL BE HERE WHEN YOU WANT A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON,SOMEONE TO TALK TO OR IF YOU DON’ ILL BE HERE FOREVER SO DON’ FORGET! JUST TAKE IT AS A CHNACE TO REALIZE!
DECISIONS
SMILES ARE SMILES AND KISSES JUST KISSES
MEANING LOST THROUGHOUT THE LOVE MANKIND
YOU TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVE HIM.HE BEGINS TO SAY IT BACK
YOU THINK YOUR IN LOVE AND THATS A FACT
YOU DECIDE YOUR TOGETHER, WHEN EVERYONE SAYS YOUR TOO YOUNG
YOU FALL IN YOUR BED AND YOU DECIDE TO MAKE LOVE
NINE MONTHS LATER THERES JUST A MOTHER AND A BABY
NO FATHER AROUND TO HELP YOU OUT
YOU START TO WORK PLAYING YOUR TRICKS AND TEASES
NEXT THING YOU KNOW YOUR IN A HOTEL DEAD ON THE SCENE
YOUR NAME IS FORGOTTEN EXCEPT FOR ONE LITTLE GIRL
YOUR LITTLE GIRL; SHE BEGINS TO CRY, TO CRY AND CRY
BUT NO ONE GIVES HER THE TIME OF DAY
LET ALONE THE LOVE THAT SHE DESERVES
NO ONE CARED SO SHE GREW UP ON THE STREETS
SHE IS NOW A REBEL, WITH THE SAME FATE AS YOU
BUT FOR NOW SHE ONLY KNOWS THAT
SMILES ARE SMILES
AND
KISSES JUST KISSES
THE END
THE END I SCOMING SOON..
NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU SAY ITS NOT WE ARE SPLITTING,DRIFTING AWAY AND REDEFINING A NEW LOV…
TIME IS THE ONLY THING TO BRING US CRASHING DOWN
PAIN HURT CRYING TODAY WHY SHOULD WE BE TOGETHER
YOU LOVE HER SHE LOVES YOU..STOP PLAYING ME AND LEADING ME TO BELIEVE THAT YOU LOVE ME LIKE YOU SAY YOU DO.
RING AROUND HER FINGER SAYS WHAT YOUR MIND DOES NOT..
GIVE IT ALL TO ME NOW..THE END IS NEAR
LEAVE ME HERE..BESIDES MYSELF
DON’ LIE TO ME I KNOW YOUR KISS..
DON’ LIE TO ME I KNOW THE REST
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE THAT IS WHAT YOU TO SHARE..
LEAVE ME HERE ALONE
UNDERSTANDING
ILL NEVER BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND
HOW YOU CAN LOVE AND CARE FOR ME,
I CAN LOOK AT YOU CROSS EYED AND STILL ILL NEVER SEE
I WONDER TO MYSELF IF ITS EVER WHAT I THINK,
I PONDER ABOUT SOMETHING AND MY HEART BEGINS TO SINK.
I THINK ABOUT TWO THINGS, TWO RELATIONSHIPS
I WONDER WHATS THE DIFFERENCE BUT I SOON SEEM TO FORGET.
A SIMPLE KISS FROM YOU IS AS DESIREABLE AS THEY COME,
WAITING AND DREADING THE DAY YOU FINALLY SAY WERE DONE.
PLEASE WHISPER SOFTLY FOR IN MY HEART YOU STAY,
HAPPY TIMES BETWEEN US ARE SLOWLY STARTING TO FADE.
I TELL YOU I LOVE YOU ONLY BECAUSE ITS TRUE.
PLEASE SAY YOU BELIEVE ME AND KNOW ITS ONLY YOU!!!
TO LOVE
COMPLETELY TWISTED SMILE OF FATE,BLOOD COVERING THE WORDS THAT ESCAPE,FROM YOUR OFT USCIOUS LIPS. IT FALLS AS MY BLOODY TEARS DRIP, IT DRIPS. MY HEARTACHE IS PRECIOUS IN THIS OCEAN OF BLUE. TRIALS AND ERRORS WITH FATE EVERLASTING, WHO KNEW? TIME COMES TO TELL IF ITS YOU I HAVE TO CHOOSE, OR IF ITS MY DIEING LOVE FOR YOU, ITS A GAME I SHALL FORVER LOOSE. THE PAIN YOU CAUSE CUTS MY HEART DEEP, BUT EVERY TIME YOU TOUCH ME MY HEART JUST SEEMS TO SLEEP. FROM HEAVEN TO HELL, BELOW TO ABOVE, FROM PAIN TO SORROW YOUR STILL MINE TO LOVE...
TORTURED
TATTERED WORN ABUSED FOREVER SCARRED FROM LOVE,MY MAN WITH SPARKLING EYES,KINDNESS IN HIS HEART,ALOT OF LOVE TO GIVE,WITH DOUBTS IN HIS MIND...CONVERSATION BECOMES SHORT, KISSES BECOME BARE...AT FIRST LOVE WAS THERE, NOW IN HIS EYES HE IS SCARED AND CONFUSED.LOVE FOR THIS HEARTBROKEN LITTLE GIRL BECOMES THE LAST OF HIS CARES...
CRYING
SITTING BY HERSELF IN THIS EMPTY ROOM SHE CRIES, WISHING HER LOVE WOULD WHISPER SWEET TO HER...HE'S NOT MAD THAT HE STILL IS IN LOVE... AS THE TEARS GROW NO ONE SOMES TO HER SIDE.TEMPTATION IN HER MIND GROWS, THOUGHTS KEEP HER AWAKE...BEFORE SHE SLIT HER WRIST...SHE ASKED ONE LAST QUESTION, DID HE LOVE HER AS MUCH AS SHE LOVED HIM?
THE REST IS BLACK THIS THOUGHT UNANSWERED...
