Living A Lie
The Way That I Am
all the letters you wrote me
all the notes that you passed me
all the pictues you drew me
all the poems you wrote me
they're all ripped up
I threw them away
burned them all now
you made me shed my tears
you made me realize
that I could do so much better than you
you didn't love me but I pretended you did
for my own benefits, I was living a lie
everything you said to me
everything you did for me
everything you gave to me
everything you left me with
it's all gone now
I threw it all away
smashed it all to pieces
you made me shed my tears
you made me realize
that I could do so much better than you
you didn't love me but I pretended you did
for my own benefits, I was living a lie
these scars you left me with
these bruises you caused
these tears that you took
these people that you lied to
those are still here
I can't get rid of that
but I can get rid of you
you made me shed my tears
you made me realize
that I could do so much better than you
you didn't love me but I pretended you did
for my own benefits, I was living a lie
I won't shed my tears
I won't let you hurt me
but I know I can do so much better than you
I shouldn't have loved you or pretended
I should've been true to myself, instead of living a lie
