Mood:  blue
**sigh** ...does anyone know how to turn back time? i need to go back to like fraday night or something. i need everything the way it was last week...and then i cant screw saturday up...my one chance at happiness and i ruined it. now he doesnt even want to talk to me...i mean last week as soon as he got on he IMed me...or if he was on and i got on he would IM me..and now nothing. if i dont say anything then we dont talk...and even if i do say something the conversation goes no where. im so stupid to think that someone could like me...o the joys of being me..anyone want to trade places for a while?...i dont want to be me anymore

"i tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn't even matter"