hey!!! sorry i havent writen anything in a long time..i've been busy...and a lot of stuff has happened. where to start, where to start? hmmmm, i uess i'll start with the fact that kevins being an ass and i dont know hiw muchh longer its gonnaa last...i dont wanna let go of him but if thiis is how hess gonna be then i cant be with hiim..maybe if he an be a "big boy" and keep himself out of trouble then we could stay together but i dont think he'd be able to do that.. that would be too hard for him and i'd be asking for too much...am i wrong for wanting to talk to my BOYFRIEND? should i just sit around waiting to talk to hiim hile hes out dooing god knows what...i cant trust him..what happened with sarah proves it..i havent forgiven him for that..i dont think i ever will...i cant believe he would do something like that, and with my BEST FRIEND! oh well...a good thing is that me and mike are friends again...hes being nice..well we havent really talked that much yet but he semes to being nice and i'll get to talk to him in thursday because we dont have time to tealk before then..wel i do, he doesnt. and well thats pretty much all thats happened.. beside the wlk jess and i took in the rain..that was fun..we got soaked..so did my phone..what is it with my phone and water?