Bored at work
Mood:  lazy





It's a very slow day in the city where I live and work. A big horse race is going down tomorrow and the city is all geared up for it.

I've been given a large painting. It's abstract and 4 ft. by 5 ft. It has mirrors and corrugated cardboard in it. I have some touch up to do but when done I will post a picture.

I'm trying to point out to my nervy ex what's wrong with her posting about me and my friends on her blog and why I don't trust her.

What if you woke up one morning and found someone posted something on the internet? Something you told someone but you thought it was in confidence. What if this person thought herself pure, better yet what if she thought she was always right? I would want to slap myself for letting my guard down to someone I trust. A large part of the time I imagine she wants to write her own MEIN KAMPF . We all know how hitler thougt he was right all the time. One day I hope she comes around to common sense. She likes her blog but her opinions are sometimes way out there. I can't recall ever knowing anyone who feels they're so right all the time when I see them as mostly wrong. Another justification for divorce. Once she had moved on I felt better about myself more than I ever had before. It's like a dark curtain was pulled off me. It's funny how an unpleasant experience can work out so well. What's the saying? Why is divorce so expensive? Cause it's worth it. For now though I avoid her as much as I can.

I see my ex as being as unbiased as Dominick Dunne. She has always been opinionated. See my cartoon "prize" in the older post. Of all the people I've ever known, she's become my worst acquaintance. What draws someone to choose a path of hate? Who can tell?


TBB...........

Life is good, Good news about my club
Mood:  a-ok





I'm trying to negotiate with the ex about lowering my child support when my oldest graduates high school and turns 18. This way I can avoid lawyer cost. I want to keep an eye on the calculating during negotiations so there's no she said, he said pointing. When I emailed and told her how tough it is for me to get along she replied ( in her silly colored response ), I need to live within my means. I should have fired back and said I was but someone mean changed that.

My Hot Wheels club was featured in our local newspaper. Here are some pics followed by a link.

Newspaper article

The weather has warmed up so I'm doing a lot of yard and house work. Looking forward to spending time with a new friend.

I'll keep you posted......TBB

Yay for May 21
Mood:  cool
Hi there,

I don't use this blog much anymore but I have good news and I wanted to make sure everyone knew it. The evil ex is getting married 4/21/07. This means my last name won't be attached to her anymore. I've been waiting for this. Of all the people with my last name she was the worst. I quit being her friend when she accepted talking behind my back was ok for her. Would you be friends or trust someone who relishes talking about YOU behind YOUR back and doesn't regret it? I have good memories of our raising our kids but I've forgotten the us memories. She's clouded them over with her rude attitude.

Everything is ok. I regret my breaking up with the Baronette. We had different expectations of our relationship. I love her and always will. We grated too much when together.

Spring is upon us and I have plenty of yard work. I will spend a lot of time on the yard when it warms up. I enjoy it a lot.

My Hot Wheels club will be in our local newspaper on 4/25/07. It should be a nice article.

Take care all......TBB

Trashback Cryday
Mood:  energetic








Hello Friends,

I was thinking about how I met my ex. We we're introduced over the phone by a mutual friend. At the time the ex was a clerk at a laundromat. She had 2 years of college but smoked and drank herself to the point where she had to quit school. She would go nowhere. She was underage hanging out in bars shooting pool in a low cut jumpsuit. I know what she learned.
Now I'm with the Baronette. She is well educated and has put her education toward the career she does so well, teaching. I took my 2 years of technical training and had a job in my field before my class graduated. Telephony has been good. My ex claims she inspired me to go for my associates degree. I would have moved that way eventually. I now look back and think about how she has slowed me down at times.
That's it for now. I'm expecting some things in the mail from my buddy in Mexico. Both this and the money I get for brokering blogs to third party blog sites help my current money situation. I'm making it though it's rough.
I made a mistake the other day. The greasy boyfriend of my ex held the door open for me and I said "thanks". What was I thinking? He still, and will always be not worth regarding. He's a call center professional and that's all. What can I say?

I hope everyone of my buds are doing well...TBB

2 faced
Mood:  cool





Sigh, I had to see my mean ex today. She questions my trust in her, which I have none. Here lies an important lesson and I want my kids to be aware of it. NEVER like, trust, hang with, or confide in anyone who has bad things to say about you. It is a sign of low self esteem. I say things not so good about her in my blogs but only after she has slighted me. What good she very occasionally writes is always cancelled by her bad writing. She sets the tone for how I treat her. The perception I have of my ex will always be bad because of the things she has written and the non verbal approval of her weird greasy boyfriend and the things he's said about me and my girlfriend. She's about as pure as driven slush. Maybe one day she'll free her head from her lower region, stop writing bad things, and say she's sorry but until then the only reason I'll interact with her is to talk about our kids.
Things are good with the Baronette. I had some vacation time and we spent it alone together. She is usually with her kids so our aloneness was special. I'm real busy so for a while seeing each other as much will be harder. She is very sweet. Got my daughters this weekend and that's nice too.

TBB

So what
Mood:  chillin'
Sigh,

My mean ex gave me a birthday card the other day. Her name may as well be Janis instead of Tamela. She is 2 faced. It's odd how she imagines herself nice but yet writes bad things about me and my sf on her blog. She will always be regarded as if she's saying the bad things to our faces. Her and her greasy guy are strange on their blog culture.

TBB

Trust my ass
Mood:  energetic
Arrgh, I heard by word of mouth, that my mean bitchy ex wife is trash talking me and my girlfriend again. If she gets to read this, I want her to know I don't trust her as far as I could throw her. She's a self centered legend in her own mind, along with her greasy pony tailed boyfriend for now. I haven't trusted her since she started emailing, talking and gifting to him years ago. In fact in my distrust I "googled" his and her name and found she had gifted him.
One day all her angst and cockeyed self assurance might make her grinchy heart explode. Her time will come. I think she seethes inside knowing I'm far happier without her.
Keep patting yourself on the back deary, maybe one day you'll smack that blackness out of your soul.

Darkness, same as ever
Mood:  a-ok
I guess I'm not surprised that my ex can always top her last bitter action with new, darker bitter actions. What must course through her veins?

Now where did I put that picture disk I copied before my divorce?

TBB

I've moved on for now
Mood:  a-ok
Hi there,

I saw that a few of my friends were still reading this blog. I've contacted them and told them where to find me.

We knew things were going to get ugly and we prepped. Things are ok.

Thanks to all my supporters and benefactors.

I will be back on this blog occasionally. It was primarily created to be viewed by some particular people. I laced it with keywords and metatags for that reason.

c'ya,
TBB......

Hi there, sorry, I've been away
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: AJA, Steely Dan
Hello friends,

Glad to be back. I've had no rants or complaints as of late. I wish work was busier. I could do with the overtime. I did go to a birthday party for my nephew this past weekend. I took my girls. We had a great time. Now more than ever since my divorce we are having the best relationship dads and daughters can share. Not a glimmer of sourness. I love to do things for them.

Below is a picture of Amy enjoying some pool time.

Next is a cake and ice cream pic of my 2 teens (on the right) and 2 of my nieces.

The baronette is doing well despite working and mothering very hard.

Time to publish on my Benrik site...BYE BYE.