Mood:  not sure

      Sigh, Looks like this upcoming holiday season won't be as happy as it could be again this year. No olive branch for the ex. She still sits on her ersatz self righteous throne.  Her odd belief is that she is never wrong it seems. She chooses for her and I not to have a responsible adult parental relationship for our kids. She won't get beyond her petty attitude. She won't respect me, blows me off. Judge not lest you be judged. I don't expect contrition from her and she knows she won't get it from me. I won't ever vindicate her poor decision making. It's over, move on. She should accept the best she can do is try to get along. Dump that dark spot that clouds her soul. I keep on pushing on. My resolve strengthened more with each bitter move she makes. We can hope one day a little light of goodness will flicker to life in her heart.

TBB