These are all songs/lyrics that Ive written in the past few months, they all just reflect how I
feel about myself, someone, or a situation.
LONELY BOY
Im all alone
Alone at home
Its how I spend most of my time
When I should be doing more important things
Like talkin on the phone
People think I like being by myself
But Id rather be among friends
Only cause I think it helps
I'll never be able to decide
If I wanna cry
Or if I wanna die
When I'm alone my depression feels intensified
Growing and growing with time
Maybe its all in my mind
Lonliness is my big fear
Can I learn to live with it
Year after year
I'll never be able to decide
If I wanna cry
Or if I wanna die
I'll never be able to decide
If I wanna cry
Or if I wanna die
No one ever asks what wrong
I just sit alone all day long
Who really gives a damn
No ones gonna treat me like a baby
And guide my hand
Is alone the way to be
It seems so sad
That no one will talk to me
Do I need to see a shrink
Someone who will lie
I say forget that
Thats not the answer Im tryin to find
I'll never be able to decide
If I wanna cry
Or if I wanna die
I'll never be able to decide
If I wanna cry
Or if I wanna die
I'll never be able to decide
If I wanna cry
Or if I wanna die
I've always been real shy
I dont mean to pry but
Should I cry or die
I wrote "Lonely Boy" one night while I was feeling very lonely and depressed
CLAIRE BEAR
You know that I need you
I think you need me too
I fell in love with you
But you dont feel the way I do
She's always on my mind
But she never has the time
To stay and play
Or hang out all day
Am I the only one who thinks
She's a total babe
Do or dare I still love my Claire Bear
I bet we'd make the perfect pair
Do or dare I still love my Claire Bear
I love touching her long red hair
Do or dare I still love my Claire Bear
But she dosn't love me
So why should I care
I shouldn't feel this way
She's my best friend
I see her everyday
I love to make her grin
But why do I feel this way
She's gotta a smile that I hold true
But she's always with another guy
I guess that leaves me stuck feelin blue
I want you and only you
And I want for you
To love me too
I walk to her house
I tell her she looks pretty in her blouse
I kiss her on the cheek
But she lets out a small shreek
What the hell am I doin
I shouldnt feel this way
Do or dare I still love my Claire Bear
I bet we'd make the perfect pair
Do or dare I still love my Claire Bear
I love touching her long red hair
Do or dare I still love my Claire Bear
But she dosn't love me
So why should I care
Do or dare I still love my Claire Bear
I bet we'd make the perfect pair
Do or dare I still love my Claire Bear
I love touching her long red hair
Do or dare I still love my Claire Bear
But she dosn't love me
So why should I care
Do or dare I still love my Claire Bear
I bet we'd make the perfect pair
Do or dare I still love my Claire Bear
I love touching her long red hair
Do or dare I still love my Claire Bear
But she dosn't love me
So why should I care
"Claire Bear" is about my friend Claire, but all her friends call her Claire Bear, so I thought it be cute do a song titled "Claire Bear"
FRIENDLY PICTURE
Im a pain in your ass
But you love me anyway
We always have fun together in class
You'll always be my friend
All the way to the end
But...
What would you do if you fell for me too
Then I'd have to believe that dreams come true
What would you do if you fell for me too
Then I'd have to believe that dreams come true
I don't know what to do
Im head over heals in love with you
Im so lazy
But it dosn't matter
Cause I drive you crazy
You think about hitting be with a bat
But you remember I make you laugh
So...
What would you do if you fell for me too
Then I'd have to believe that dreams come true
What would you do if you fell for me too
Then I'd have to believe that dreams come true
I don't know what to do
Im head over heals in love with you
I'll always be your biggest chore
I'll anoy you more and more
And you'll always be the one I adore
What would you do if you fell for me too
Then I'd have to believe that dreams come true
What would you do if you fell for me too
Then I'd have to believe that dreams come true
I don't know what to do
Im head over heals in love with you
All the lyrics in "Friendly Picture" (excluding the chorus) were all taken from the back of the picture of my friend Claire, who wrote me a little note on the back of the pic
TV GIRL
Hey pretty TV Girl
Are ya gonna rock my world
I have a big big crush
A crush thats sure to make you blush
I think I need to get a clue
Im never gonna be with you
How long will it take
Till we meet face to face
Go out on a date
Is it left up to fate
I see pics of you online
Your so easy on the eyes
Am I just wastin my time
Hey pretty TV Girl
Are ya gonna rock my world
I have a big big crush
A crush thats sure to make you blush
I think I need to get a clue
Im never gonna be with you
There's no need to worry
I'm not some crazy stalker
I just wanna take a walk together
We could walk downtown
Where you could show me around
I don't care that you're older
You shouldnt either
Cause we can dance shoulder to shoulder
But I can't dance, could you please teach me how
Hey pretty TV Girl
Are ya gonna rock my world
I have a big big crush
A crush thats sure to make you blush
I think I need to get a clue
Im never gonna be with you
I need to see you
Figure out what to do
Maybe go see a movie too
Sleeping next to you would be the best
Id be sure to feel my heart
Pounding in my chest
Hey pretty TV Girl
Are ya gonna rock my world
I have a big big crush
A crush thats sure to make you blush
I think I need to get a clue
Im never gonna be with you
Are you lonely like me
Do you want someone
To give you what you need
Do you need someone
Who will make you laugh
Give you fun and romance
When your lookin pretty in your bubble bath
Is this your fantasy
Do I have to ask
Will answer if I say pretty please
Think about it
Would it be so bad for you and me
AH TV GIRL!
When will I rock your world
If you say you have a crush on me
Your pretty face is what I'll believe
Is this something we'll get to do
Am I ever gonna be with you
"TV Girl" is about the actress Alyson Hannigan. A friend of mine got me watching Buffy:The Vampire Slayer and upon waching all the many eps I began thinking "wow Alyson is so cute and so pretty" and later I relized that we all as teens get those celeb crushes (I dont know if crush is the right word, but I cant think of anything else)and then I decided to write a song about my feelings and the whole experience
LONG GONE LOVER
I met this girl when I ran away
I remember it like it was yesterday
We went all the way
All the way
When I didnt have a place to stay
We talked all night long
Asking questions about one another
Not knowing that it would leed to us being lovers
I fell for her
She fell for me
We kept it all a secret
From friends and family
She slept me
But shes not easy
I slept with her
But Im not sleezy
Burying a lover is never easy
Is her soul free
Does she watch over me
Its supposed to get easier with time
When people say that I think theyre wrong
Cause I see her on my mind all day long
Why did she have to be taken
Can someone give me a reason
Is it because Im forsaken
Was it some kind of sign
If I had a single wish
It would be to see her one more time
I miss her every day
My feelings never went away
I still love her to this day
I fell for her
She fell for me
We kept it all a secret
From friends and family
She slept me
But shes not easy
I slept with her
But Im not sleezy
Burying a lover is never easy
"Long Gone Lover" is about my girlfriend Jessica who died in a car crash
This next set of songs are all meant to be funny. I actually wrote them for a friend's band who just sings a bunch of funny perverse shit most of the time. The last couple of songs are unfinished.
THAT JOKE SONG
Listen to me you bitch ass hoe
There's something you need to know
Or maybe you just need to see
That I'm only 16 and you're 23
But I'm still old enough to knock you up
In anywhere except your big ol'...
Butt we should still go out about
The rumor you heard back in May
Although Im sure its fake
I know its all you got left to say
You couldnt see and ya had to pee
Probaly due to all the extecy
Is that why we had all the dirty sex
Man I love that pill people call "X"
And after that night you became a psycho bitch
A litte annoying fucking itch
Dude this bitch is no fun
Oh my God I'd rather date a nun
But when its all said and done
I know she'll still want my tongue
"That Joke Song" was the first joke song I ever wrote, and its just a bunch of random crap
MY GIRLFRIEND'S BACK
She ran away and I hung around even after every little fight
And when I was alone without you I went to a strip club every night
My Girlfriend's back and Im gonna be in trouble ( Hey-la, hey-la My Girlfirend's back )
When she finds what Im doing she'll hit me with a shovel ( Hey-la, hey-la My Girlfirend's back )
She spread lies that I was untrue ( Hey-la, hey-la My Girlfirend's back )
I only fucked her sister cause she was feelin kinda blue ( Hey-la, hey-la My Girlfirend's back )
Yeah she knows that I've been lying
And she wants to see me dying
She's been gone for such a long time ( Hey-la, hey-la My Girlfirend's back )
Now she's back and she'll cry and wine ( Hey-la, hey-la My Girlfirend's back )
I'm gonna be sorry I was ever born ( Hey-la, hey-la My Girlfirend's back )
Cause I made her sister blow my horn ( Hey-la, hey-la My Girlfirend's back )
What makes me think she'd believe all my lies
She's gonna stab out my eyes and make me go blind
My Girlfriend's back and she's gonna ruin my reputation ( Hey-la, hey-la My Girlfirend's back )
If I were me I'd take a heavy dose of medication ( Hey-la, hey-la My Girlfirend's back )
Hey she knows that I've been cheatin'
And Im gonna catch a beatin'
Wa-ooh
Wa-ooh
My Girlfriend's back to give me some sexuaction ( Hey-la, hey-la My Girlfirend's back )
With any luck she'll eat my ejaculation ( Hey-la, hey-la My Girlfirend's back )
Hey My Girlfriend's back
Hey My Girlfriend's back
Hey My Girlfriend's back
My First parody song. Its a parody to the old song "My Boyfriends Back" I always thought it be funny if the old song had a counterpart
MAKING IT
Whats sell'n out?
Years back it used to be signing a record contact
Now its becoming famous and making it into the mainstream
Forming a good all around band
Giving yourselves some stupid name like “The A Team”
I'll make it far
Singing what I like
And playin my red guitar
How big will I get?
Will I become a rock star?
When I sing I won’t have to lip sync
Won’t have to be like Brittny Spears
Need twelve back up singer’s
And date Justin from N' Sync
How low will I sink?
Will I resort to using potty mouth like Blink
Girls flashing their tits
Exciting the nerdy guy with zits
Will I have a PHD
Like Dexter from The Offspring
What style of music will I play
They’re all same some fast some slower
Am I gonna have to rehearse all damn day
Can’t imagine what people will say
They'll think I suck
Or they'll think I’m gay
Not really a joke song and not really a serious song. "Making It" is about making it in the music industury and then making fun of it
THE INTERNET
Lights are getting dim
Been up all night playing The Sims
Got IMed by some guy I don’t know named Jim
The internet’s a scary place
Specialy when a trucker named Earl
Pretends to be a teenage lezbian
Talks to little Tommy at age seven
Who is really an Afgani workin at seven eleven
People come together to buy and sell on Ebay
Guys buying Barbie's pretending not to be gay
Elderly seniors buying sex toys
Sweatshop workers buying baby boys
Only on the internet can you get free porn
Download songs from bands like Korn
But no one could save poor Napster
From greedy German record industry owners
Who scream Schizer Schizer!!
I go on time to time
Looking for guitar tabs
Learning how to play "Time Of Your Life"
Idiots tabbing out how they think the song is played
Maybe they shouldn’t tab stuff they heard yesterday
Everyone wants to pay less and less
Is that why they download it all off Morpheus
Ah, the world that is the internet. I don't think I have to explain anything about "The Internet"
HOMOPHOBE
Don’t be so homophobic
Just cause you’re a guy
Unpleased with his dick
I hate using gay as a darogative
It makes me sick
To think that I’m that homophobic
I have a homophobic dad
It’s true, he hates any guy who’s a fag
He says the bible told him its wrong
But that book is so God damn long
"Homophobe" is unfinished, but its basicly about how people are homophobic or use gay as a darogative statement
INSESSTFULL BASTARD
He kissed his sister
It wasn’t done in fun
That insesstfull bastard used his tongue
(Unfinished) I saw some movie where one of the characters in it slept with his own sister, and thought that was fucked up, but worth writting a song about an "Insesstful Bastard"
ME AND THEM
Bitch bitch is all they ever do
Can’t complain cause I just wanna screw
Boys and girls both like sexual pleasure
When I pop it looks orgasmic ceasure
What kinda girl kicks you when you’re down
What kinda girl fucks you over and then leaves town
Ill tell you what kind
The kinda of girl that’s evil without making a sound
She bangs bangs bangs on my door
She bangs bangs bangs like some cracked out whore
It’s quite annoying when she snores
(Unfinished) "Me And Her" is basicly about an annoying girlfriend
This is basicly a section for music recomendations, or in other words what I like and think you should listen to. Seriously though, people tell me I have a pretty good ear for music, so here I'll post songs that I think are good. I mostly listen to stuff thats not popular so try not to think along the lines of "huh? who?"
21st Century Digital Boy - Bad Religion
867-5309(cover) - Bracket (usually comes up as Less Than Jake)
867-5309(cover) - Crease (faster than the one above)
99 Red Ballons(cover) - Goldfinger
A Bigger Mood - American Hi Fi
All My Fault - Fenix TX
Barbie Girl(cover) - Homegrown
Big In Japan(cover) - Guano Apes
Butterfly - Dance Dance Revolution
Certian - New Found Glory
Church On Sunday - Greenday
Cinema - Tuuli
CLERKS: Animated Series Theme (nice instrumental song)
Compromises - Third
Cosmic Castaway - Electrasy
Danny's Song(cover) - Me First And The Gimme Gimmes
Earth Angel(cover) - Ghoti Hook
Fairytale New York - No Use For A Name
Fast Times At Dropout High - The Ataris
Final Fantasy 7 Theme{Fully Orchistrated}(very beatiful)
Fred Astaire - Lucky Boys Confusion
Go Your Own Way(cover) - NOFX
Ghostbusters(cover) - Attaboy Skip
Handle This - Sum 41
Heaven(cover) - New Found Glory
High - Feeder
I.O.U. One Galaxy - The Ataris
Ill Be There For You(Friends Theme) - Rembrants
Im In Over My Head - Lit
Just Rock N Roll - Midtown
Kung Fu - Ash
Lifesize Mirror - No Use For A Name
Living In Spite(acoustic) - Midtown
Please Take Me Back - The Ataris
Makes No Diffrence - Sum 41
Morning Afterglow - Electrasy
San Dimas High School Football Rules - The Ataris
Scooby Doo(cover) - Dave Matthews Band (dont like dave matthews, just think its funny)
She's Anti - Homegrown
So Many Ways - New Found Glory (unreleased song)
Solitude - Euphoria
Speed Racer(cover) - Everclear
Speed Racer(cover) - Sponge
Stand By Me - Dexter Holland of The Offspring with Pennywise
Superman - Goldfinger
Take Me On - Mxpx
Teenage Dirtbag - Wheatus
That Special Girl - The Ataris
There - Ultraspank
Up,Up,Down,Down,Left,Right,B,A,Start - The Ataris
Whats That You Say - Sprung Monkey
Won't Lie Down - Face To Face