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MY Boring Life :p
Sunday, 19 June 2005
The end of everything
Mood:  down
Now Playing: Tong Hua by Guang Liang
Yesterday, I sent an sms to my crush.. telling how I felt.. Once again.. after 2 years.. I face rejection..
I thought I'll be ok. But today.. I kept crying.. I couldn't help myself.. I'm a lot more depress than I thought I would be. All the things I saw, all the things I heared b4.. It was all a lie from god.. jus like last time.. I kept asking myself, why? You came to me first? I did not approach u! Whats with all the eye contact? We dont even know each other!! why did you come n talk to me for no reason? Why did you keep looking at me when u know I like you and u don't! I'm confused.. I dont know what's happening.. I want everything back to b4 I tell out my feelings.. But I had to face the truth.. I had to face rejection. I'm begging god.. Dont do this to me! Not again!! Why????? The first time was a good experience where I learn to love, but what is this time for??? I'm suffering again!! Help me!!
I cant stop thinking of u, all the things u done, all the things u said... Why?????? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted by comics/blackbishop at 9:33 PM JST
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Saturday, 11 June 2005
Freedom
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: N'sync - This I promise you, Westlife - Angel's Wings
This is the second time I felt so free, from all the pain, the curiosity, from all the uncomfortable and beautiful feelings.
I feel empty and clear. I'm not confused anymore
I'm awake from this dream that I've been trapped in for almost a year. IT came to me and now I'm free.
I dared myself to face the change and finally I'm free. I never felt so relieved in my life.

Posted by comics/blackbishop at 3:57 PM JST
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Wednesday, 25 May 2005
Back after months...
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Evanescence - My Immortal
Was doing my assignments last minute again and taking a break from it, I went n surf the net, friendster, circles, deviantart etc. And I came back to this site.. my own homepage. At my suprise, OMG!! how come 287? err.. I dont even remember wat the number it was the last time i came here. Oh well, still I wonder who would come here hahahah. I'm jus taking this as a sort of diary.

Well here I go again. Finally I got into Digital Animation major. cost about RM6200 per term (3 months) OMg..... If I fail I gona cry.The subjects are interesting and the lecturers are really good unlike Term 3!! Sharon sounds exactly like britney spears!! and she look like Sarah from Cd42 (my foundation year class). Syed my classical animation lecturer is funny and the lecture is not bad. The topics are so interesting! No wonder i came to this major haha.. but the assignments still last minute aiih. But I can see improvement a bit. But the best part is NO MORE FIGURES!!!! wahahahahha. sadly have to draw 100 frames every week. I'm on my 80th frame right now.
Dota is very addictive.. It's one of the reason why I din do my homework earlier. I'm sooo addicted to it now!! AIIH!! stupid ol me. This year's peraduan bakat baru (comic competition) is coming soon! Jun 1st - sept 30th i tink. Cant wait man! Oh man I'm hungry.. its 12 30 and I forget i havent eat my dinner.
About my love life.. I've gotten closer n closer to my crush now.. But still I dont dare to say hi. When we talk, I cant look straight into the eyes of my crush.. I duno y I'm sooooo shy n scared. But today finally we talked haha. But only about studies. Still no eye contact man! I suck! But I feel like I'm falling deeper n deeper right now.. Scared later cannot climb back out.

Posted by comics/blackbishop at 1:16 AM JST
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Tuesday, 1 February 2005
SO GAY!! HAHAHAHA
Mood:  silly
Last night I did my radio ad for comm skills 3.
I had planned the dialogue of this radio ad since 2 weeks ago. Just that I duno when to record it. In the end, it turned out.. kinda GAY and...hilarious? heh.
So this morning when my comm skills lecturer listened to my radio ad, he laughed and laughed and laughed. Even after he finished listening, he still laughs coz he think back about it. Lol he must be very IMAGINATIVE! I got an A for that assignment but because I pass it up late, so I got an A-. It's ok! I'm very proud of the ad and I'm gona convert it into wav format to post it here! Just duno when it'll be converted hahahah.
Hmm.. looks like I'm gona dedicate my love song to Erinn. since I'm desperate for someone to dedicate it to, Erinns ok! She's sporting and she wouldn't mind being TEASED by my song hahahahhaha!

Eh.. silly emoticon again.. Looks like these days I'm been quite happy huh.

Posted by comics/blackbishop at 5:19 PM WST
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Sunday, 30 January 2005
At Nando's
Mood:  silly
Today I worked at nando's doing opening and service till 5:30. at about 3 pm, there's this family that sat on a table for quite some time and not having any orders. So I went to them and asked if they wanted to order, the man jus nodded and said he ordered d. So i went to the counter feeling wierd, checked that table's order, err... there was still no order! wat is wrong? so I looked at that man with a wierd kind of expression, he jus smile at me and continue to talk to his wife. I was like wat the hell???
After a while, being curious again coz there was no drinks nor food on their table, I went to them and ask again, he told me he order and smile again.. WAT THE HELl????? so I guess I could only mind my own business coz the restrautant was kinda busy at that moment. Soon that man finally called me and ask for order. WAT THE HELL? I thought u said u order??? never mind.. maybe i heard wrong..
Then I jus took his order (he was very clear and fast so there was no problem taking his order) So I didn't repeat my order.
After some time, he called the manager. WOW I was like WHAT THE HELL? they said he was some kind of PR or HR or sumthing. Maybe sum high rank manager lol. He's a new manager from HQ i think (1 month). Guess he came to check on us. Well of course when manager's come, they sure complain about our service hahhaha. He complained about most of us, coz we didn't greet the customers with BOMDIA loudly, or repeat order hahaha. Dam!
But when he was talking with one of the senior workers, he did say I was a good staff (WAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH, maybe coz I cared about customers ngekngekngek!!! LOL)
Other than that, something else happened. At about 5:25 pm, a customer called me and asked me

Customer : Hey, Do u have normal chilli sauce?

Me : (In a very serious look) Oh sorry sir we don't have normal chilli sauce, maybe you can go to McD next door to get some sauce there. ( I was serious!!)

then he and his gf jus laughed. BUT I WAS SERIOuS!!! AWW COME ON!! Is that such a dispicable thing to do? He had this sinister evil dispicable laugh, I couldn't control myself but to laugh too. It all seems so natural as if I was telling a joke hahaha.
Working was fun but it has been affecting my understanding in sum subjects like design 3 and lettering and caligraphy. Also my results in Illustration Fundamentals!! So I've decided to quit on CNY! MUEHEHEHEH!!

Posted by comics/blackbishop at 6:58 PM WST
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Saturday, 29 January 2005
BAD bad BAD
Mood:  down
Today was the second time we try to present for Pengajian Malaysia. she gave us another chance to present it. YET the group members were still absent, Jan Faye told me at 1 am yesterday that she couldn't EDIT the video. And then, i found out that the computer in the class had problems with speakers. We had to act out some of the scenes and show some of the video like Charlie Chaplin's movie, NO SOUND all ACTIONS! well at least they laughed eventhough they learned nothing.
After the presentation, the lecturer commented on the presentation, BLAMING us for not getting ready by bringing our own speaker. (WTF u give us so little time, and I din't even know the speaker not working since last week the speaker was working well!)
I do not know what marks we got for the project but I can be sure it's very low. It's totally unfair for us coz we're the first group, so little time while the last group had like, a whole 3 months to do!
No wonder polly hates miss Jaya, she never said she hated any lecturer's except for Ms Jaya and 1 more lecturer. Stupid lecturer, this is only pengajian malaysia and u're taking it sooo seriously! Li Sim was much better than u!!!!!
Anyway after this project, i don't think I can be a group leader anymore. No more confidence, I dont' feel that I'm suitable for this post.

Posted by comics/blackbishop at 2:42 PM WST
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Wednesday, 26 January 2005
NEVER!!
Now Playing: Celine Dion - My Precious One
Blog is back! the kepo fella who always visit this site stopped visiting already since the blogging stopped for a while.
Well again it's the night b4 illustration fundamental class. This time I dowanna DO!! I'm tired of it!!! stooooppid composition!! FARK IT!!
Tsunami is not an interesting topic!
Oh ya! I'm joinin the cornetto sing for valentine competition! Duno who to dedicate to wor.. anyone wan me to dedicate, giv me ur h/p num ok? maybe can get a new handphone weh! hahaahah! If u really want it, msg me in friendster or email/msn/icq :p
I've got a new hairstyle d, kinda liked it lol. I mean liked it a lot! sum ppl liked it too, sum ppl jus think it sucked ghahahaha.
Lately, I cant sleep every night, depressed, missing my crush... haih.. Cannot forget that smile... ARGH!! Morning I dam active, at night I'll be like a zombie min hak hak liddat.
haaiiiiih....

Posted by comics/blackbishop at 9:47 PM WST
Updated: Wednesday, 26 January 2005 9:51 PM WST
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Thursday, 20 January 2005
RE 2 composition
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Utada Hikaru - First Love
It's 4 am and i woke up suddenly. Remembered that I should finish my composition of Resident Evil 2! Oh sheet! took my pencil and continue to do shading. Aiyo... So scary... so sleepy... I cant do!
Man perspective was much easier and less time consuming!
Wish I could play my Tales of Destiny II now.. so addicted to it! haih... RO also cannot play!
Now all i can do is listen to this song.. this song makes me remember my first love. Blind Love... Sob sob... Now no mood to do work again.. Better go sleep la aiih.....

Posted by comics/blackbishop at 4:15 AM WST
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Friday, 14 January 2005
First meeting for first time group leader
Mood:  a-ok
Today was the first meeting for pengajian malaysia group meeting. I dont even know why I'm the group leader, if compare busy, I'm busier than the people in my group, if compare history or malaysia knowledge, I was the worst. Why am I the leader??
Anyway this is my first time being a group leader in any college group subjects. So if it messed up, cannot blame me ok! I'm busy and bad at this!
We're doin on malaysian mentality and our group was suppose to go first (first week is our presentation, but we requested to persent on second week coz lack of time)
We're doin on littering, malaysian education too textbook and not practical and also malaysian traffic.
Well I have to say, this was the first group project that we had that is not last minute! and the group members quite cooperative (sum not very cooperative but still happy for support from Amy and politeia)
Maybe I'm bad at being a leader coz when I'm briefing about sumthing for them, the jus wouldn't listen! It's so insulting and Sarah's already scolding them for not listening to me briefing (they were distracted by other things like KEBAB and other ppl's dressings.
Well there's one scene for the documentary we're doing for the group project, where I was suppose to be a lalachai and flirt/tackle girls in public. I sat in the middle of the road and started throwing kisses to girls and combing my hair, winking my eyes to girls around/wakling pass me. OMG so embarassing! And guess what? they never filmed it!! they were busy talking! watafak!! So I refuse to do it anymore and the scene is not there anymore.
I'm a little afraid we're goin out of topic but it's so fun doing documentary!!
Hope I can blog more^^ c ya later whoever you are!

Posted by comics/blackbishop at 4:38 PM WST
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Thursday, 13 January 2005
Back after a week, man.. sucky blogger
Mood:  lazy
It's been a week since i wrote my last blog. Haha, is it coz I'm too bz? not really. I started to play RO back. Oh no!! It's like smoker who quit and smoke back after a few months. Now I cant stop! SO FUN! SO ADDICTIVE!!! Eventhough I'm now a noob, my old acc no items, low lv (2nd job oni ma) but I still have fun! Coz my super novice was amazing, everybody loves her, she's dam cute and she's so strong!!
Well other than RO, I also got do HW okeh! Jus finished my composition and passed up, GOT A C+???? WUAAA!!! Spent like 8 hours, never sleep and get a C+??? watafak! Looks like cannot do last minute composition hw anymore ;p
Perspective was kinda, easy i tink. duno y yvvone and Sarah say until so hard, work on it for 2 days and still cannot finish. Maybe they wanted it to be COMPLICATED, SPECIAL and DIFFERENT! Crazy gals. so kiasu (ahhaaahahahahhahaha)
I'm thinking of selling my RO ID (got 5, maybe selling 2-3 accs) maybe 1 for RM50-100 hehe. Sell cheap can d, as long as get $$.
Then can buy tablet and many more things.
Still wondering who's been entering this site though...

Posted by comics/blackbishop at 8:28 PM WST
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