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Now Playing: Tong Hua by Guang Liang
Yesterday, I sent an sms to my crush.. telling how I felt.. Once again.. after 2 years.. I face rejection..
I thought I'll be ok. But today.. I kept crying.. I couldn't help myself.. I'm a lot more depress than I thought I would be. All the things I saw, all the things I heared b4.. It was all a lie from god.. jus like last time.. I kept asking myself, why? You came to me first? I did not approach u! Whats with all the eye contact? We dont even know each other!! why did you come n talk to me for no reason? Why did you keep looking at me when u know I like you and u don't! I'm confused.. I dont know what's happening.. I want everything back to b4 I tell out my feelings.. But I had to face the truth.. I had to face rejection. I'm begging god.. Dont do this to me! Not again!! Why????? The first time was a good experience where I learn to love, but what is this time for??? I'm suffering again!! Help me!!
I cant stop thinking of u, all the things u done, all the things u said... Why?????? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!