April 3, 2007
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Tynisha Keli - My First Love
Topic: Memories
i'm sick, and tired, and my nose is stuffy, and reminising about everything that have happen to me this past 19 years of my life. so much has happened, both good and bad. but i guess it's a lesson to be learn. i miss my little cousins dearly. i'm wondering how they're doing. i have changed so much since the day i moved to san diego. from growing up and taking care of myself. mature at such a young age due to family problems. not having the parental love and family sincerity bless. so now i am on my own to proof to everyone that i can make it out on my own. i am ready to proof to the world that no one can bring little brenda down. those tears that i have shed not only did it make me feel sad, but it also made me a stronger person inside.

i miss my parents. i miss my first love. i miss the year 2004. if i could relive any moment of my life. i would definitly go back to saving my parents or going back to my first love and never letting go of him. I LOVE YOU.


Doan Thi Lung
Jan 5, 1957 - Apr 9, 1996

Hinh Phuc Hy
May 5, 1957 - Apr 9, 1996

Nguyen Van-Cam Thanh
Dec 5, 1987 - Jul 7, 2006


there's not a day that i don't think about you guys. just hoping that one day we will all reunit. i will wait for that one day. just know that i'm willing to do anything for you guys. from the bottom of my heart. the day you left was the day you took a piece of my heart. so now my heart is shattered. it will never be the same without you guys. rest in peace. missing you dearly.

ONE day before our 7 months anniversary
Mood:  smelly
Now Playing: Mariah Carey - SHAKE IT OFF
Topic: Memories
Brenda: today is the first day that i have this new blog entry. it's kind of sol, but yeah. anyways, me and tuan stayed home until like 6-7pm then we started to get bored so then we called his friends up and see what they were up to. and they were at callahan's. so then we headed there for a bit and ate with thm. or tuan finished their food. ;] then we went to go swimming. but then i didn't swim because it's them time of month and yeah. instead i went to KFC to get me some chicken since i didn't get any at callanhan's and then i headed to the pool. and chilled at the spa for a bit and then we all just head home. and now i'm online fixing up sites cause tuan's gaming an i got nothing else to do. and yeahh. ..well i'm going to end this entry here. until next time. PEACE