10.16.05
Mood:  rushed
Now Playing: Frankie J's album
Topic: Emotional
as times goes by, all tuan does is game his day away. well as he put it he barely games, but whenever i see him, he's gaming most of the time. so you tell me! don't you think he's gaming like 24/7 if i see him most of the day gaming? i don't know. he told me that he doesn't game that much, he's doing his ebay shit before he games and yaddy yaddy yahh. i was like okk. this is what i meant by limiting your gaming time. i swear, one of these days, i would break that desktop. even though it belongs to be, i don't give anymore. i can't take all this gaming time when he can do something else productive. like finding a sport to do, doing his homework, helping his mom with choirs.. things like that. but right now, he doesn't even bother doing any of those. the only thing i see him doing the best is gaming his day away. i mean, i know he works 5 to 11 at night so i let him game. but usually the game goes for an hour or so, but last night was way out of line. gaming till 1 in the morning. that's when i know that it's out of control. him and his freaking brother. i swear one day! just one of these days, if he tells him to game longer then yesterday, then i'm just going to forget him. i'm not saying that i'm going to give up on himm and our relationship or anything like that..but i'm just going return what he's been acting towards wme when he games. i'm going to make sure he knows how it feels like when i'm trying to talk to him and his expression is all toward his freaking games. i don't know how far this limit of mine is going to keep up.. thinking about it makes me want to cry, but in order for this relationship to go right, i want to solve this with him, but whenever i bring up a problem with him, he it turns it all around on me. and that causes me to get more piss at him and his gaming, so i sit in my room and cry myself to sleep until he comes in my room and try to comfort me..lifes hardd..