Falling

I am falling again Victim to the fatal mind trap Of wanting so bad to be wanted Not so much of compromise or giving in But just the fact of lacking It's a vicious cycle If you think too much, you lose If you care too much, you die Be patient Your time will surely come But what if it doesn't? Doomed to forever be on the outside looking in Different time, different place, different people Same circumstances That vicious cyle Ridden solely on perceptions Fueled by anyone but yourself You're fine for awhile Some might even say happy But then something, one thing One insignificant thing Can shatter all that has built up You arrive to the bottom Again And scrape in vain to reach the top Superficiality is key Reach the top just long enough To taste what you cannot have Because you are never satisfied

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