You Said Forever
We we're in love
We promised each other forever
You told me you'd never hurt me
And you said you were different you weren't like the rest
I lay here as the blood flows freely from my wrists wondering where we went
wrong
I can't think of anything
I am starting to fade
I feel it Death approaching and welcome it with open arms
I will hurt no more
You promised me forever
But forever has come and gone
Now i lay here dieing thinking of all you did to me.
Whats that i hear?
The phone is ringing!
I stumble through the door and pick it up
"Hello?" i say in a groggy voice
The room is spinning i can't feel my arms
"Hey baby i love you"
Of course its you who else would it be here to tell me more lies?
I fall to the floor i tell you i hate you and try to say more but the words
won't come out
"Carrie? CARRIE?" you scream my name over and over again
I always warned you of my tiring of your games and you always used to shrug
me off and tell me i would never do it.
As i lay here the room is spinning and i no longer have control the phone has
fallen from my hand and i can hear you pleading with me to answer
Why don't you call 911? i try to scream i dont' want to die im too young but
there's no hope now.
You are the reason its all your fault i can't live longer knowin you are on
this earth.
God forgive me please don't let me die im only 14 plese god stop the bleeding
stop the pain.
You never helped me you never listened you never even tried.
You come through the door and scream my name there's no answer its too late
im already gone.
You can't figure it out you don't understand why and no one else does either.
But as you lay in bed at nite you remeber all the times i tried to give you
warnin signs of my nearing death you sit and cry and regret every time you
laughed you realized right then had you once taken me seriously i'd still be
here
a curse upon your house and everyone's house that you love.
You will get you're payback in due time
You pushed me over the edge and i will avenge myself
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