Hello!
Have we met before? If not let me tell you a little about myself.
I don't share myself with just anyone. I pick only a chosen few who
will appreciate me, and then only when the time is perfect. I have
chosen you. For people like you are very special to me, because it is
your kind who are receptive to my many talents. You'll be very anxious
to know me better, and as soon as we touch, the physical attraction between us soars. We'll continue
our encounter, with me leading you down
a path of pure physical ecstasy. You'll feel no shame at having "gone
all the way" on your first date. All you'll feel is exhilaration, and
you'll beg for more.
At first our attraction will be purely physical, but you must realize that this is very important phase of our relationship. Be confident
that it will grow into something much deeper. I am. As we get to know
each other better, your interest will become emotional as well as
physical. You'll learn to come to me with your problems, for not only
will I help with them, But I will somehow take away their deep pain.
I'll give you the best of what I have, and I'll be patient. I'll know
in time that you will give yourself totally to me.
When you're with me you'll feel warm and secure. I will ease your
mind, soothe away your troubles, and fill your soul with pleasure. With
me, you'll feel as if you can conquer the world, as if you have a
special key to happiness. You'll enjoy living again. I'll be the answer
to your unspoken prayers. You'll soon wonder how you ever lived
without me.
As our relationship grows, you'll start to exclude others from
your life....But that's OK, you know that I can give you all you need.
I'll be your lover, your best friend, and confidant. I will always be
available when you need me. This I will prove to you time and time
again, and you'll realize that you don't need others. When you have
someone like me, all others seem inadequate.
So we'll see more and more of each other and decide that it is
really impractical not to live together, so we'll make that move. Our
life together will encompass many beautiful experiences. We'll do it
all together; swim in the ocean, picnic on the beach, fly kites, and
whenever you fell the urge, we'll make love. Our relationship will be
devoid of fights and arguments. I'll give myself completely to you,
knowing I'll receive the same in return.
You'll soon realize that you've dedicated your life to me. It
will happen before you know it. It sort of takes you by surprise, and
you'll wonder if maybe, you should spend some time alone, away from
me. After all people say everyone needs some time alone, even though
you don't really want to. You'll start out to spend the day in
solitary adventure, doing something you have always wanted to do.
After only a few hours, though, you'll find that you're not really
enjoying yourself, and realize that you miss me more than you ever
thought you could. You'll feel a terrible empty void without me and
think about coming back home. It makes you a little angry that you
didn't keep the promise to yourself. But you rationalize that you
don't HAVE to come back home, rather you just WANT to. The whole way
home you tell yourself, that if you really wanted to spend the day
alone, you could...you just didn't want to.
When you walk through the door, it will fill my heart with
pleasure, for I'd been hoping that you wouldn't spend the whole day
away from me.
You'll come running to me, and I'll take you in my arms and hold
you close. I will hold you so tightly that it becomes a bit painful,
but you won't mind. Though you won't see my face as I embrace you, I'll
have a very satisfied smile. For it is the moment I've been waiting
for. I've got you where I want you. You now have no choice, you cannot
live without me and I love it.
It is precisely at this point that you cease to be my lover and
become my victim. You see, my ultimate goal is to murder you, and I
have begun to do just that. But my methods are slow. I can do it
slowly because you won't be able to leave me even though you know I am
killing you. That's the joy of it, the beauty if it! You will make a
choice to die, and you'll let me do it.
Do you recognize me yet? You should.... For, you see, this
relationship has already taken place between you and I. We are
intimately aquatinted, and now, I am patiently waiting for you to
come back to me. I will follow you and wait for you, wherever you go.
I can wait forever...for you see, I am your drug of choice.
