naTesavebi farTe mcnebaa
axlo naTesavebSi, upirveles yovlisa, piradad me vTvli, qeTevan bebias debi arian mosaxseneblebi:
Tamar WeiSvili
uganaTlebulesi pirovneba, fsiqiatri, saukeTeso mosaubre. samwuxarod, misi piradi arqivi gaanadgures imis gamo, rom Tamar WeiSvili kiboTi daiRupa da eSinodaT, rom vinmeze ar gadasuliyo es saSineli daavadeba.
ase rom, Tamar WeiSvilis arqivi msxverpli Seiqmna kibos warmoSobis da ganviTarebis virusuli koncefciisa. maSin, rodesac, es asec aris da arc aris ase. "eSmakma dalaxvros".
am sakiTxs Semdeg kidev davubrundebiT, ufro detalurad, rodesac saubari gveqneba im SesaZlo morfo-fiziologiur meqanizmebze, romlebic unda hqonodaT miTiuri "oqros xanis" adamianebs.
me ratomRac vfiqrob, rom Tamar WeiSvilis fsiqiatrad gaxdomaSi didi roli unda eTamaSa, evgeni gvancelaZis orwliani mivlinebis semdeg moyolil ambebs. Tamar WeiSvili, maSin skolaSi swavlobda da samtrediaSi, maTTan stumrad Camosul siZisgan monayol ambebs, iseTive interesiT ismenda, albaT, rogorc me vusmendi Tamar WeiSvilis mier moyolil ambebs pataraobisas.
ase rom, Cems garkveul miswrafebebs fsiqosomaturi xasiaTis mqone moslenebis kvlevebisaken me vukavSireb erT garkveul jaWvs, romlis erT-erTi rgoli SeiZleba iyos leningradi, 1925-1927 wlebSi evgeni babuas mier iq Catarebuli moRvaweobisas miRebuli Sedegebi.
jaWvis meore rgolia Tamar WeiSvilis fsiqiatris profesia da mis mier monayoli ambrebis gavlena Cems bavSvur fantaziebsa da inteleqtze. gansakuTrebiT maxsovs zamTris grZeli, eleqtruli Suqis garese ganvlili Rameebi, rodesac, "kafelis feCiT" gamTbar oTaxSi, orjonikiZis quCis binaSi, qeTo bebiasTan stumrad iyo xolme Tamar WeiSvili da saintereso ambebs yveboda Tavisi pacientebis cxovrebidan.
oTaxSi TiTqmis bneloda, Rumelis patara karidan odnav gamodioda sinaTlis magvari ram da Wers ki navTis lampisa an "kerosinkis Suqi" anaTebda. navTquraze Caidani idga da wyali unda aduRebuliyo, rom mere saubari Cais smisasac garZelebuliyo. me ki xan Tamara deidas vusmendi da xan ki Cidans susmendi. diax, Caidans vusmendi, dadgan erT-erTi sayvareli wigni in periodisa, Cems skolis adrindel WlebSi iyo Cemi megobari gis naCuqari wigni: - ras gviambobs Caidani. am wignis Cuqeba Saocrad moxerxebulad Tu mistiurad daemTxva Cems im STabeWdilebebs, romlebic zafxulSi miviRe samtrediaSi dasasveneblad yofnisas. am wignSi moTxrobili iyo im pirvel rkinisgzaze da im pirvel orTqmavlebze, romelTa momdevno Taobebis Sesaxeb me zalian bevri gogi biZias saintereso, Tanamedrove wignebidan vicodi.
ase rom, rodesac me am ambebs 1999 wels vigoneb, gamodis, rom 40 wlis winaTac ar gvqonia didad awyobili da eleqtrobiT gabrwyinebuli cxovreba. da rom ykve masin, Cemi tvinis muSaobis stili CemSic iwvevda gakvirvebas. magram, maSin me kidev ar vicidi is mravalazrovani da araerTmnisvnelovani terminebi, romlis gamoyeneba exla semizlia. magram, vSiSob, rom axali da rTuli mniSvnelobis sityvebis gamoyeneba yovelTvis sazianoa. salaparako ena isea mowyobili, rom misi saSualebiT ragind rTuli movlenis Tu gancdis gadmocema Seizleba. mTavaria sulswrafi ar iyo da azrebis gadmocemis xelovnurad Sekumsul formebi, anu axali da uaxlesi terminologia ar gamoiyeno.
"moCqares mougviandeso, naTqvamia". me rom ar meCqara da erTi wigni 1980 wels ar gamogveca, aramed vrclad gameSala... Tumca, SesaZloa, saerTod aRarasodes damewera is wignic da am meores dawerasac ar vcdiliyavi.
jaWvis mesame rgoli, samecniero popularuli, saTavgadasavlo da fantastikuri literaturiT gataceba iyo. Zalian kargad maxsovs pirveli wigni, romlis kiTxvac daviwye rusul enaze.
es quTaisSi moxda. lurj ydiani, patara formatis, oRond sakmaod sqel taniani iyo.
"rva aTasi lie wylis qveS". ase erqva im wigns da im wigniT gavecani pirvelad Jiul vernis samyaros. zafxuli iyo. babuas saxlSi aRmovaCine, quTaisis binaSi, goWouraze, avTo biZias wignebs Soris. jer suraTebiT davinteresdi. albaT meoTxe klasSi viyavi maSin. TiTqmis ar vicodi rusuli saliteraturo ena. yoveli sityva axali da gaugebari iyo, amitom gulmodgined amoviwerdi, leqsikonsi sesabamis mniSvnelobas vpoulobdi da mere sityvebisagan winadadebebis agebas vcdilobdi. romanis saidumloebiT mocul ambebs esec rom emateboda, kidev ufro sainteresos xdida yovelives...
ai saidan modis saTaveebi Cemi garkveuli interesebisa, mkvlevarisa da mecnieris gaazrebiT, yovelive imasTan rasac exla var SeWidebuli.
da kidev erTi mogoneba, dakavsirebuli Tamar WeiSvilTan da nodarisTan da qaraqiani funTuSas gemosTan.
zafxulis erTi cxeli dRis Semdeg, Seramebisas, dedam me da gogi Tamar WeiSvilTan wagviyvana stumrad. TamarasTan rom mivediT, is axali misuli iyo samsaxuridan da vaxsmobda. ufro sworad, Cai unda daelia, da swored drouli aRmoCnda dedaCemis ZRveni, ramdenime axalgamomcxvari funTuSa. me da gogi cota xnis win viyaviT nakvebi da sufras ar gavekareT. Tamara deidam, mainc gadaawyo CvenTvis gankuTvnil TefSebze TiTo-TiTo funTuSa, suasi gaWra orive, saTiTaod, karaqi wausva da isev Seaweba erTmaneTTan daSorebuli naxevrebi. me da gogi fanjarasTan mivediT da iqidan, meore sarTulis simaRlidan viYurebodiT, qvemoT. mopirdapire snobasi sinaTleebi TandaTan inTeboda, SemoRamebis proporciulad da binebis Ria fanjrebsi yvelaferi ise mosCanda, Tavi Teatris sazeimo d gaCaxCaxebul kuluarebsi gvegona. TiTqos, kidev cota xani da zariC dairekeboda da raRac uCveulo speqtakli daiwyeboda.
da, ai, asec moxda. magram ara quCis mxares, aramed, Tamara deidas mrgval magidasTan.
me da gogim verc sevnisneT, rodis daakakunes karebZe da rodis gavida Tamara deida karis gasaRebad. magram, xmamaRalma da mxiarulma, nacnobma xmam migvaxvedra, rom stumrad nodar QavTaraZe movida. Cven daCveuli viYaviT nodaris stumrobas CvenTan, saxlSi. nodari arqiteqturul fakultetze swavlobda da ETerisTan cxovrobda, nanas da Temuris oTaxsi. QeTinosTan stumrad misvla uyvarda imitom, rom deda da is deidasvilebi iyvnen, Cveni bebis yovelTvis sufras gaslida xolme da nidari yveboda Tavis studentur Tavgadasvlebs, mere ki deda da nodari erTmaneTs dakvrasi ejibrebodnen. dedac saucxood ukravda da nodaric. oRond, deda saucxood aawyobda xolme melodiebs kinofilmebidan da nidari da Cven aRtacebuli vusmendiT. mere ki nodari miujdeboda roials da jazs da roks ukravda. saocari umari hqonda oranJirebisa da erTi melodiidan meorSi gadsvlisa. pirvelad vnaxeT me da gogim nodari sxva garemoSi.
da, ai, tamar WeisvilTan me davinaxe CemTvus adre ucnobi Tamari da ucnobi nodari. me daCveuli viyavi rom tamar WeiSvils unda elaparaka saintereso Tavgadasavlebi Tavis reallur pacientTa sesaxeb, xolo nodaris Tavilsi studenturi Tavgadasavlebi.
exla ki, uceb saubari da xandaxan kamaTic ki gaCaRda viRac antuan de sent egziuperze. me jer sinaarsi ar mesmoda maTi saubrisa. Cemi yuradReba ufro im emociurma elferma miipyro, romelic am saubars Tu kamaTs Tan axlda da xan sevdisaken gadaixreboda, TiTqos da xan ki gakvirvebisa Tu aRtacebisaken am egziuperis mimarT.
uceb saubarSi yuri movkari, rom antuan de sent egziuperi mfrinavi iyo da erT-erTi gafrenis dros misi TviTmfrinavi da TviTon is samudamod gauCinardnen. am sitYvebma wamsve erT-erT Cems bavSvur amoucnob kiTxvasTan mimiyvana. saidan aRmoCnda Cveni saxlis srdafSi tviTmfrinavis propeleri?
ratom kidia is iq ise oblad da miusaFrad?
ra Tqma unda, me vicodi, rom is iyo Cveni moxuci mezomlis, vasil bogdaniCis svilis TviTmfrinavis prpeleri, da rom vasil bogdaniCis Svili mfrinavi iyo da daiRupa da a. S. magram. me mainc ver vxvdebodi imas, Tu ratom unda kidebuliyo is propeleri sardaFSi da ar unda gaekeTebinaT axali TviTmfrinavi da zed is propeleri miemagrebinaT. etyoba, me sakmao sisruliT ver aRviqvamdi sityva darupvis mniSvnelobas, anda ufro sworad, aRviqvamdi da is Cemi mdgomareoba grkveuli protesti iyo imis mimarT, rasac sityva daRupva aRnisnavda.
xolo sityva daikarga, ufro misaRebi iyo, radgan am dros aris sesaZlebloba, rom adamiani ana sagani isev aRmoCndes, dabrundes. me avtomaturad, instiqturad davakavsire antuan de sent egziuperis dakargvis ambavi da Cveni sardafis kedelze Camokidebuli propeleri erTmaneTTan da sevqmeni legenda, rom antuan de sent egziuperi da Cemi moxuci mezoblis mFrinavi svili, erTad arian, robimzon kruzosaviT, romeliRac ukacriel kunzulze da rom TavianTi damtvreuli TviTmfrinavebis nawilebisagan cdiloben erTi axalis awyobsd da male gamoCndebian. Cemi simpaTiebi antuan-is mimarT zalian gaizarda mis mere, roca isic gavige, rom mas dauweria sesanisnavi moTxroba: "patara princi". am moTxrobis sinaarsi, iqve, imsaRamos gavige, rodesac Tamara da nodari sxvadasxva epizodebze laparakobdnen am wignidan. verc ki gavige, rogor avRmovCndi mrgval magidasTan da vusmendi ufrosebis saubars. dedam ufiqra: - mosivdaT da sufras imitom mouCoCdneno da funTusebiani Tefsebi dagvido win.
STabeWdilebebis alBaT, zomaze meti doza miviReT. cota xansi, Ceni tvini ukve imas aanalizebda, Turme ra gemrieli yofila karaqiani funTuSa meTqi.
dedam Seatyo rom mrc da gogisac mTqnareba dagvewyo. kargad semoRamebuliyo.
nodarim saxlamde migvacila da TiTon ETerisken gaswia.
im Rames sizmarSi pirvelad damesiZmra, rom haersi frena Semizlia.
naTela WeiSvili;Cems mexsierebaSi darCa, rogorc yvelaZe keTili adamiani. saucxoo gulis da keTilganwyobis adamiani. deda Cemi usayvarlesi biZisa - nodar qavTaraZesi; samtrediaSi rodesac CavdiodiT dasasveneblad. maSo bebias (mariams sinaurebi maSos eZaxdnen) saxli da saxlis garSemo karmidamo uzarmazar zRaprul sasxled meCveneboda. yovel oTaxSi sesvlisas axali samyaro iSleboda. gansakuTrebiT ki es iTqmis saxlis im frTaSi gallagebuli oTaxebis mimarT, romelic naTela WeiSvilsa da gogi qavTaraZis calke oJaxis kuTvnileba iyo. ra Tqma unda, iq Sesvlas aravin gvikrZalavda, magram, Tu saxlis sxva oTaXebisa da macxovreblebis mimarT me da gogis ridi gvqonda, saxlis im nawilis mimarT kidev ufro meti. amas, alBaT, is amZafrebda, rom im oTaxebSi iyo iseTi wignebi, romlebic me adre sxvagan arasodes menaxa.
es iyo rkinigzis inJinris biblioTekis wignebi da atlasebi. naTelas qmari - gogi biZia, samtrediis rkinigzis teqnikumsi aswavlida. samtredia, dasvleT saqarTvelos rkinigzis centraluri kvanZi iyo. gogi biZias ruseTSi qonda damTavrebuli umaRlesi saswavlebeli da cnobili specialisti iyo Tavisi dargisa. ra ar iyo im wignebSi: sxvadsxva tipis samgzavro, satvirTo Tu specdaniSnulebis vagonebis suraTebi, sqenebi, naxazebiTa da gaugebari formulebiT. atlasebi. da a.S. anu yovelive is, rac biWunebis interesis sagani iyo, aris da, imedia momavalSic iqneba. da ai, gogi biZiam es yvelaferi, rac am wignebSi iyo daxatuli Tu aRwerili, araTu icoda, aramed, sxva did biZiebs aswaclida. exla ukve gasagebi unda iyos is, rom Tu me Jiul vernis romanis gmirebiT SemeZlo vyofiliyavi aRtaCebuli da maTi Tavgadasavlebis moziare, aq, samtrediaSi, aranakleb saocari, oRond cocxal gmirs Sevxvdi. ra Tqma unda, gogi biZia saxlSi gvian modioda, rogorc wesi, da cota xniT gvqonda maTTan urTierToba, magram es xels ar gviSlida imaSi, rom ar davmegobrebuliyaviT, asakSi didi sxvaobis miuxedavad. Tu me ufro meocnebe viyavi da gogi biZias pirovnebis mimarTv Cemi mimarTeba yvelasaTvis dafaruli iyo, Cemi Zmisa da mas Soris megobroba ufro naTlad Canda. es imaSi gamoixateboda, rom maT saerTo "miwieri" hobi gamonaxes da erToblivad, sakmaod xSirad sensaciur aRmoCenebs akeTebdnen sasoflo-sameurneo saqmeSi, sasoflo sameurneo iaraRebis gamoyenebis TvalsazrisiT. magaliTad, gamoigones arnaxuli sigrZia tariani Toxi, romli saSualebiTac SeiZleboda bostanis gamargvla aivnidan! Zirs Causvlelad da fexsacmlis gatalaxianebis gareSe. Tu me aseT maT qmedebebs filosofiur da zogadsakacobrio masStabebis TvalsazrisiT, mivesalmebodi, rogoc progresisken gadagmul nabiJs, Cveni qalebi amas cota sxvanairi poziciebidan afasebdnen. yovel SemTxvevaSi, aseTi teqnologiebi ekosistemebis wonasworobas rRveviT ar emuqrebodnen.
da, ai, aseTi kacis coli iyo naTela. me ra Tqma unda, maSin gagebaSi ar viyavi Tu ra iyo col-qmroba (marTali rom giTxrasT, exlac mgoni, ufro meti ki vici, masgram, mesmis meTqi, verc exla davitrabaxeb), magram imas ki vxedavdi, rom naTela deida, musikaluri saswavleblidan rom modioda, maSo bebias im idumalebiT aRsavse oTaxebSi Sevidoda da gavidoda samzareuloSi da...
ai, kidev erTi saidumlo saTave imisa, Tu ratom gavxdi, albaT, biofizikosi. imsamzareuloSi ucnauri rameebi xdeboda. rodesac iq saWmelebs ar amzadebdnen da es xSirad xdeboda, radgan saxlSi ori samzareulo iyo da zafxulobiT, samtrediaSi ara marto qeTinos Svlili Tamari da SviliSvilebi anu me da gogi CavdiodiT, aramed eTeric, Tavisi nana da TemuriT, Tamara WeiSvilic, da faqtiurad, leo biZias garda, porfiresa da mariamis Svidi Svilidan eqvsi, erTi samzareuloSi sul idga ramdenime Rumelze qvabebi da SiSinebdnen da TuXTuxebdnen da Cven, patarebs, iq Sesvla sastikad akrZaluli gvqonda. arc Zalian gvindoda, radgan, zafxulis sicxesi romeli WkuaTamyofeli Seva RumelebiT gavarvarebul samzareuloSi. xolo sasiamovno surneli isedac kargad swvdeboda, Soridanac, Cvens yvelaferSi Camyofi cxviris nestoebs. aba, maSin, raRa gaintereseddat, meore, iseTive, oRond cariel samzareuloSio? ikitXavs adamiani.
saqmec swored magaSi iyo.
rogorc yoveli udidesi aRmoCena, esec semTxveviT moxda.
"Sen xar Cemi batoni"... da mogexsenebaT, rom bavSvebs uYvarT TamaSi. gansakuTrebiT ki damalobana da omobana. aLbaT, es ukve genetikur donezea Cadebuli da misi Secvla SeuZlebelia, mimarTulebis micema da sasrgeblod gamoyeneba ki savsebiT SesaZlebelia. (Tumca, sanam gavagrZelebde, minda giTxraT, rom es abZaci Segnebulad daviWye im fenomenalurad mJReradi gamoTqmiT, romlis xmareba uYvarda gogi biZias. "Sen xar Cemi batoni" - TiTqos ra aris am sitYvebSi iseTi, romelic raime qveteqsts seiZleba moicavdes an sxva azriT SeiZleba iyos gamoyenebuli, anda gagebuli. gogi biZia me ver warmommidgenia am raRac Selocvis Tu idumalebis momcvel winadadebis gamoyenebis gareSe. ityoda amas da icodi, rom raRac Zalian sainteresos moyveboda. iseve rogorc evgeni babua, Tavisi aranakleb uCveulo da egzotikuri fZeologiiT: "eSmakma waiRos", an "eSmakma wairos magisi Tavi" anda, "esmakma dalaxvros").
amrigad, "Sen xar Cemi batoni", vTamaSobT erT Cveulebriv dRes damalobanas me da Cemi Zma. SuadRea. iseTi papanaqebaa, rom WriWinwbsac, TiTqos guli misdiTo da lamis gaWirvebiT imeoreben maTTvis Cveul melodias. samtrediis didi saxlis karfanjris darabebi mixurulia da didebi oTaxebis CrdilSi da sigrileSi cdiloden am ori-sami saaTis ganmavlobaSi mzis simxurvalisagan Tavis aridebas. me da gogi ki saxlis qveviTa sardafis, Tu xSiri buCqebis Tu kidev vin icis ris CrdilqveS ar davdivarT, davxoxavT, davforTxavT, davZvrebiT da rig rigobiT, xan erTmaneTs vemalebiT, an daveZebT. exla Cemi damalvis jeria.
me moulodnelobis strategias varCev da viwyeb mis Sesrulebas. am saxlisa da ezos yvela kuTxesa da kunWulsi davmalulvar garda erTi adgilisa. es adgili samzareuloa. diax, samzareulo. magram, iq Sesvla xom sastikad akrZalulia, da Tanac, ras unda Sempirdes adamiani (davuSvaT, pnevmatur Tofsac?) rom am sicxeSi iq Seviparo? da main, samzareuloSi unda davimalo...
magram, ara imaSi, sadac exla ramdenime gemrieli kerZi TuxTuxebs. kerZis da saWmelis gaxsenebaZe uneburad nerwyvi momadga da gadavylape. mivxvdi rom momSivnoda. albaT male iqneba sadili- gavifiqre.
-ra dros Wamaa-gamoverkvie uceb. Soridan gogis xmamaRali Tvla ismoda. ocis mere Zebnas daiwyebda.
-TerTmeti, Tormeti, cameti, - ismoda monotonurad, WriWinebis akompanimentis qves.
da... mec davriske, da samzareulos karis saxeluri Camovwie da frTxilad mivaweqi. kari uxmod gaiRo. me cariel samzareuloSi Sevyavi Tavi da rom davrWmundi, rom Sig araviTari Winka anda ali ar iyo, gulazgerebuli did rusul RumelTan fexakrebiT mivedi da Favicucqe.
raki es gavbede, ukve namdvilad darwmunebuli viYavi, rom gogi ver momZebnida. ai, es iyo Cemi strategiuli Canafiqri, romelic, am ramdenime wuTis win momivida TavSi, rodesac ukana ezosi myofma, dafnis xSirtotebiani da foTlebiani buCqidan movkari Tvali, Tu rogor gamovida iqidan maSo bebia raRac TeTri qvabiT da sasadilo oTaxSi Seitana. instinqturad, saxlis meore frTis carieri samzareulos mixurul kars Sevxede da gavifiqre, rom iq seizleboda damalva. aqamde, azrad es ar momsvlia, albaT imitom, rom samzareulo, samzareulo iyo, da naTqvami iyo, rom sig ar sexvideTo. is ar uTqvamT, carielSi seiZleba da momuSavesi arao. da ai... TiTqmis daufiqreblad, didi analizisa da gansjis darese, verc ki gavige, rogor avRmoCndi naTela deidas samzareulos karTan.
ukve yvelaferi moxda. me ukve samzareuloSi vimalebi. gatrunuli var da yurebdacqvetili vusmen.
- oci- damarjvebulis intonaciiT CaaTava daTvla gogim. me mis adgilZe warmovidgine Tavi da mivxvdi, rom merabis saqme wasulia. ukana ezoSi, otXi samalavia, saidanac, rac ar unda swrafad gaiqce, meTvalyure masinc dagaswres da "dagastukebs". da, ai, me mesmis rogor semodis gogi ukana ezoSi. balaxis sriai, faCuni, ai damfrTxali qaTami gavarda kisristexiT gverdiTi ezos Txilis buCqebisken. albasT Tu ifiqra, es biWuna ise miZvreba, namdvilad Cems daWerasac apirebso. albaT, imanac dainaxa, Tu rogor waacales dRes diliT Tavi bazridan moyvanil uzarmazar mamals. amis gaxseneba nadvilad ar mesiamovna. gamaxsenda Tu ramdeni xani daxtoda uTavod mamali da farTxalebda mwvane balaxsi. irgvliv isev siCume iyo. gogim ramdenimejer semoiara ukana ezo da erTi orjer isic ki gavigone, kibezec rom amovida. iwriala, etyoba zemodan zveravda ukana ezos. mere Cavida da male is xmauric miwyda, gogis mozraobiT mis adgilsamyofels rom vxvdebodi.
svebiT amovisunTqe. mTavari is ki ar iyo, exla, Tu vin gaimarjvebda, anu "daastukebda". mTavari iyo, rom armovaCine Cems Tavsi iseTi ram, razec adre warmodgenac ar mqonda. es raRac raiyo, jer gaazrebuli ar mqonda, magram vxvdebodi, rom es iyo analizisa da qmedebis erTmaneTSi sakmaod swrafi gadasvla.
uceb, raRac iseTi xmebi momesma, rac adre arasodes gamegona. es xmebi garedan ar semodiodnen.
amas isic daemata, rom iseTi segrZneba gamiCnda, TiTqos viRac miyurebda. damikvirda. - gogi xom ar mixvda samzareuloSi rom var da fanjaraSi xom ar semoixeda meTqi. ara, es seuZlebeli iyo, radgan,samzareulos fanjridan rom semogexeda samzareuloSi. saxlTan axlos mdgom xeze unda amzvraliyavi. da xe arc Tu axlos iyo kedelTan. Tanac iseTi segrZneba mqonda, rom miyurebdnen Rumelidan. Rumelis mxridam. Tavi nel-nela mivatriale SeWvartluli aguris Rumelisken da... pirispir avRmovCndi saSinel urCxulTan!
es urCxuli uzarmazari Savi tarakana aRmocnda, romelic romeliRac xvrelidan gamosuliyo da tarakanebis beladiviT gadmomyurebda zemodan.
ramdenime wami erTmanets SevcqerodiT. isev momesma is ucmauri Sriali. nel-nela wamoviwie, tarakanebis belads rom ar efiqra, mnebdeba da lamis damiCoqoso. gadavwyvite, Rirsebis grZnoba semenarCunebina sakuTari Tavis winaSe, radgan momentalurad ertma survilma semipyro: saswrafod gavclodi aqaurobas da saSineli yviriliT... "dagastuke, dagastuke" samzareulodan gavvardniliyavi, kibeebs gadavfrenodi da im dedalze ufro mkvircxlad momesva "dasastukeblad" danTqmul adgilisaken. magram, mivxvdi rom es moulodneli SiSiT gamowveuli survili iyo.
-idioti- Cavilaparake CemTvis, magram me xom vicodi, rom es am uzarmazar ulvaSebias Sav tarakanas exeboda. -ras momCerebixar? -Seni bedi, rom iatakze ara xar, Torem giCvenebdi seirs.
ar maxsovs, kidev ra sityvebiT vamkobdi tarakanebis belads da im momentSi kidev raze vfiqrobdi, magram anmjeradac, etyoba, CemSi kvlav gaiRviZa strategma da etyoba, taqtikosmac...
gadawyvetili mqonda Cemi zomebSi upiratesoba gamomeyenebina da zemodan me mecqira misTvis da fsiqologiuru Seteva ganmexorcielebina.
neta ar damewyo Cemi ganzraxvis sisruleSi moyvana.
rogorc ki aguris Rumelis gamWvartluli zedapiris kideSi Zemodan qedmaRlurad gadmomyure tarakanebis belads gausworda Cemi Subli da ukve, gulSi gamarjvebas vzeimobdi, radgan beladi ukve iseTi uzarmazari ar meCveneboda... Tvali tarakanebis beladis ukan arsebul sirces miswvda da ukve imiT vstkbebodi, Tu rogor sevadarebdi beladi zomebs aguris Rumelis zomebs da ...
es ra dainaxes Cemma Tvalebma. is ucnauri xmauri, Turme aTasobiT rCeuli Savi taraknebis jaris fexebis xma yofila. gaunzrevlad da mrisxaned idgnen erTmanetis gverdiT, Savi, molaplape javSnebiT aRkazmuli meomari taraknebi.
kidev kargi, rom ar damcalda yovelive imis gaazreba da yarmodgena,Tu ra saSineli brZola Seizleba gamarTuliyo Cemsa da CemZe gacilebiT mravalricxovan am saSinel mtera Soris, rodesac, uecrad, samzareulos meore kari xmauriT gasiRo da samzareulosi Semovida ki ara, TiTqos Semocurda naTela deida, romelsac xelSi uzarmazari, marWyviT savse kalaTa eWira da Tan Semoyva saxegabrwyinebuli Cemi Zna, romelsac, lamis Tavis xeva nesvi eWira xelSi.
oriveni ise iyvnen garTulni Tav-TavianTi tvirTis samzareuloSi SemotaniTa da saubriT, rom verc ki SeamCnies Cemsa da "mtrul taraknul civiliZacias" Soris arsebuli dramatuli momentis sidiade konfliqtis masStabebis Semzaravi grandiozuloba.
-es gogi biZiam damabara bazarSi meyida, gogis da merabis nesvi uyvarTo - eubneboda naTela deida gogis.
me, marTali giTxraT, absoluturad ar movelodi situaciis amrigad ganviTarebas, xolo, taraknebis civilizaciis Tavgamodebuli damcvalebi, ki, saerTod saSinelma panikam seipyro da iseTi siswrafiT gauCinardnen, rom naTela deidam mxolod ramdenimes danaxva Tu moaswro.
ar aris sawveli am taraknebisgano, - Cailaparaka. - megona, es samzareulo mTlad gavwmindeT maTgan da exla meore samzareulos movuvliT Tqo' da aq isev gaCenilan.
im adgilas, sadac mtris "uzarmazarma, mrisxane armiam", erTi wamis win kinaRam gulis Seronebamde mimiyvana, da Tavganwirul brzolaSi kinaRam Camaba, msxvili, saocrad lamazi wiTeli feris marwyviT savse mownulma kalaTam mSvidad daikava adgili. me mivxvdi, rom im civilizaciasac iseTive arsebobis ufleba hqonda dedamiwis Tundac am nawilSi, rogorc Cven, da maTTan mxolod saerTo enis gamonaxva Tu agvaridebda momaval konfliqtebs. bolosdabolos, Tu vvela sakuTari modgmis gadarcenisaTvis ibrZvis, erTad xom ufro advili iqneba rTuli situaciidan Tavis daRweva.
gogim maSin semamCnia, rodesac nesvi Rumelis zedapirze, iseT adgilas dado, saidanac ar dagordeboda.
me vifiqre, dedlad xom ar gadaiqca da buCqebSi gauCinarda meTqi-Tqva gogim.- wamodi, deda gveZaxis, sadili male iqnqba da xelebi daibaneTo.
me araferi miTqvia, mxrebi aviCeCe, erTxel kidev mivxede aguris SemWvartlul rusul Rumels da gogis gavedevne. saocaria, magram, gogi saocrad axlos idga Tavis mixvedrebSi im situaciis Sefasebisas, romelic am ramdenime wamis win am samzareuloSi gaTamaSda.
gogi biZias da naTela deidas oTaxebi gaviareT da saxlis wina mxris farTe, mziT ganaTebul xis aivanze gavediT.
ludmila WeiaSvili;
saSa WeiSvili;
eTeri WeiSvili;
daibada samtrediaSi 1920 wlis 23 dekembers. eTeri mariamisa da porfires meSvide bavSvi iyo. misi ufrosi da - qeTevani rom gaTxovda, eTeri ori slis iyo. bavSvoba samtrediaSi gaatara. 1927 wels Seiyvanes samtrediis musikalur saswavlebelSi. merve klasSi iyo, rodesac mama daapatimres. eTeris 1935 wlis ianvris is Rame kargad axsovs.
RamiT sami Cekisti Semovida WeiSvilebis karmidamoSi ZaRlebiT. saxlSi im dros mariami, porfire da maTi ori qaliSvili: naTela da eTeri ivnen. bavSvebs ukve eZinaT. Cekistebi saxlSi Sevidnen da ganacxades rom Cxreka unda CaetarebinaT. mariamma bavSvebi gaaRviZa da naxevrad mZinareebs CacmaSi daexmara. cota xanSi saxlSi yvelaferi Tavdayira iyo. Skafebi, Taroebi, magidis ujrebi daxsnes, gadmoangries da saguldagulod daaTvalieres. imavdroulad, saxlis Cxrekisas, rac ki ojaxSi dana-Cangali iyo oqro-vercxlis, erTad Seagroves. samkaulebi: saaTebi, beWdebi, yelsabamebi, samajurebi, sayureebi, oqrosa da vercxlis varayiani xatebi, zed daamates da uceremoniod waiRes. porfire WeiSvils Tavazianad uTxres, rom Tqvenc cota xniT wamobrZandiTo.
-mamam icoda, ras niSnavda es "cota xniTo"- ixsenebs eTeri. dapatimrebebis Sesaxeb xmebi karga xania dadioda qalaqSi, magram, konkretulad vis apatimrebdnen, risTvis, ra viTarebaSi, es danamdvilebiT aravin icoda. xalxi ufrTxoda amaze laparaks. yvela daZabuli eloda daRamebas da aravin icoda vis ojaxs estumrebodnen Cekistebi.
da, ai TxuTmeti wlis eTeris Tvalwin, maT myudro da mSvenier saxlSi, ianvris civ RameSi SemoWrilma ucxo, formiasnma, SeiaraRebulma, ZaRlebianma adamianebma aaforiaqes maTi ojaxi, sulSi saSineli SiSi dauvanes, Seagroves maTi yoveldRiuri saWiroebis nivTebi, mamsa da dedis naCuqari samkaulebi, waiyvanes mama da gauCinardnen.
meore dRes da momdevno dReebsic, eTeri skolaSi ar wasula. mariams urCies ufrosi qalisvilebi naTesavebsi gaexizna, rom isinic ar daepatimrebinaT.
sami Tvis ganmavlobaSi Weisvil-gigineiSvilebis erT RameSi gaubedurebul ojaxSi mariami, Tavis umcros gogosTan - eTerisTan erTad marto imyofeboda. porfires Sesaxeb araferi icodnen danamdvilebiT, garda imisa, rom samtrediaSi imyofeboda da rom gauTbobel, cementis iatakian sakanSi iyo da RamiT iatakze eZina.
mere mariamic daapatimres da kulasidan nino bebia Camovida da svilisvilTan erTad imyofeboda porfiresa da mariamis dacarielebul da gaZarcul saxlSi.
mariami ori kviris Semdeg gamouSves.
sami Tvis patimrobis Semdeg gaanTavisufles porfire WeiSvilic. saSinlad Secvlili da motexili Canda, gauparsavi, naSimSilebi, daubaneli. ukve mZimed iyo daavadebuli. patimrobis Semdeg sul avadmyofobda. filtvebis anTeba gadaitana, magram, saSineli qronikuli bronqiti SemorCa. erTi wlia semdeg, misma qalisvilma - Tamar WeiSvuilma, TbilisSi waiyvana samkurnalod. filtvebis anTebis Semdgom garTulebebs daemata prostatas anTebac da mzime operaciis gadatana mouxda.
kidev erTi weli icocxla porfire Weisvilma gadatanili operaciis Semdeg da 1937 wels, gazafxulze, gardaicvala im dRes, ra dResac qalaqSi cnobili gaxda sergo orjonikiZis TviTmkvlelobis Sesaxeb. eTeri mexsierebaSi es ori movlena, gaazrebulad, Tu gauazreblad, erTmaneTs ratomRac mWidrod daukavSirda, da me, adamiani, romelic im periods ar moswrebivar, magram, rogorc Cans saqarTveloSi amJamad arsebuli ekonomikuri da socialuri aranakleb katastrofuli kataklizmebis uSualo mowme var, es absoluturad ar mikvirs da logikuradac ki meCveneba.
adamianebi yovelTvis grZnoben Tu vin aris realuri sazogado moRvawe da realurad ras akeTebs is samSoblosaTvis anu misi qveynis macxovrebelTa umravlesobisaTvis.
saqarTveloSi imisi pirveli da ara ukanaskneli mosavali iyo, rac meTerTmete armiis Semosvlisas daiTesa sazogadoebis WiaRSi. naTesic da sarevelac erTnairad imargleboda da imkeboda.
eTerim 1937 wels, mamis gardacvalebidan ramdenime Tvis mere daamTavra samtrediis musikaluri skola da mariamma droebiT Tavisi ufrosi qaliSvilis - QeTevanis ojaxSi gaagzavna Tavisi umcrosi qaliSvili.
baTumSi, emiliasa da konstantines ojaxi ganadgurebuli iyo, represiebis Sedegad. konstantines Sesaxeb araferi icodnen. emilia meuRlis naTesavebma Seifares xonSi. maTi mSvenieri WurWleulis maRazia da saxli saxelmwifom waiRo. erTaderTi saSualeba, eTeris swavla ganegrZo, quTaisSi sacxovreblad gadasvla da quTaisis musikalur teqnikumSi misaRebi gamocdebis Cabareba iyo.
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