NICHE

i sit alone, with no one to relate to. disease-ridden carcass that i occupy. the mind waits in shock for the body to die. systematically, you break me down. these moments reoccur when no one's around. patience is gone, i've let this go on for far too long. i can't understand why this happens to me. i've shown you the things that you can never be. systematically...i can't define, the state of mind which i'm consumed by. you justify your controlling needs, i can't live this way. cradle me...inside your fist. strangle me...cease to exist. i can't define...seperate, live out this fate. i prayed for this time of the pain in my chest. but now i drown in this hopeless distress. systematically...it rains here inside my shadowed niche. you only complain, contradict me, and bitch. i suffer because of the things i have seen. this life i now control, is filth and obscene.

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