i wish i could say.... ... .. . . .. ... .... .....?
Mood:
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"oh my goodness", i havent wrote anything in so long. i know- everytime you hear from me i say that. but this time i am seriously surprised. the last post i wrote that was about work,was a long time ago. since then.. well, almost everything is completely different now.
so, my store manager is leaving us. he is sexist, ageist,(?) selfish, bitter, ignorant, and just overall-, a mean person.
so,
i couldnt be more happy!
kil count:1.
a few weeks ago,( a guy i thought was cool, )showed his true colors. he got himself transfered to another store, but, before he left, he had a guy fired for doing
him a favor! ...he left to cover his tracks, while trying to escape before anyone could breath a word of his betrayal.
kill count:3.
a few days ago, i found out one of our best supervisors is leaving because of store policy.
it turns out, someone in charge made a dicission to have it a rule that, anyone who works for the company and is paid hourly- but gets promoted to salary, has to get transfered to insure the risk of
'jealousy' is no longer as promenant. (big words!)
so, therefore-in english- we have (
one of)our best associates leaving, not because of a riff in the associates' attitudes toward eachother; but out of fear that there might be
later on.
we have an associate that has worked for a longer time, but "leap-frogged" some others, before above him, and now below him. HE DIDNT HAVE TO TRANSFER!
and that
is a case of indangering the associates' demeanor towards eachother. nothing has come of
that, so why is a completely
innocent co-worker being transfered for no reason???
kill count: a possible 4TH.
i dont want to sound like i have anything against anyone,
without fair reason.but i have to defend myself as well as the presumed innocent. i have to get a safe, unbiased point of view to do that. i have tried to do that. i havent felt any angst or prejudice against anyone without them first creating that little 'wave' towards me. i dont think anyone really goes into anything with that in mind. but i feel like, with what my other associates have told me, along with what i, myself have experienced, i have a fair assessment of the situation. i dont want anyone mad at me; that's the way i am. i like people, i give them a chance;(or three) but, when they do show me that they really dont care how they treat others... i really dont feel anything toward them; i cant.
i dont know what my friends are going to do, but i need to stay where i am for a year; for my own reasons and because of my own standards. i hate going into a store and finding out that everyone wants out. i have never experienced this before, but i am declaring it right now; i hate that. i kinda wish i knew this before i applied at this store. it took 8 tries and failures before they hired me,
and i had someone half the time
in there telling me when to go in!
ARGH!
so, now...i have all my friends...my two..."bestfriends"...all i need, .....working with me. and now they wanna quit!
because of that, and all the shit going on at work, i dont even wanna be there now! i dont know if i should stick it out, or try and leave. i cant transfer, it isnt that easy for me. i dont even have a car yet! i still bike. and this is the only officemax around me.....
it makes me wanna scream, not that i dont.
..., well..i gotta go...
i will ramp later. have a great time, no matter what time it is when you read this.
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crushed out
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