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Danielle lamb
Pietermaritzeburg University
3201
0834942955 (+27834942955)
http://www.angelfire.comclone/zana/

http://www.geocities.com/zanainternational
zanainternational@yahoo.com

Thank you for visiting my page at Angelfire. Please come back and visit again! My name Is Danielle... I am Danielle a pre op transsexual and I was born in Newcastle South Africa in 1981 the 4th of the 8th 1981 and I was wanting to be a girl ever since i was 5 but did not realy want to but the idea or desire first occured in that age,then time went by and puberty came, all through my school life i felt separated,different fom the rest of the people,ad the time I first started to learn about music and i was an angel in singing,and performed in Chrastian rock concerts and the first instrument i played was the base guitar and my parents was the first band , my brother played the drums,I played the base guitar ,my mother the piano and my father the guitar. When puberty went on the more i disliked my male side and was classified as "gay" at school becuase i was feminin and shaved my legs and thing, i denied my self i was gay, I was different,similar to gay but not quite gay...Life was a continuoise battle..Later in that year I had picked up a virus a virus that was dangerouse and it had killed many people and I was one of the few that survived but my hearing got effected and became deaf for a quarter of a year and God healed me.. Then when i was in high school i learned that people can have sex changes and did not know that those people where called transsexuals.. as time went by I was afraid to tell my parents that i want to become a girl because i knew it was against their beliefs and so I did not say anything until I was 19 and out of school,when i told my parents they were shocked and they got angree and sent me to the doctor and the doctor took me to aspecialist and so on and then i went to a proffessor in Durbam he passed me as transsexual and then wanted to put me on hormone treatment as soon as possible and then my parenst cancelled the apointments and i was all alone and I developed a self destruct mode from my parents keeping me inside there little cage .. and so I attemted suicide 3 or more times and the worst was when i jumped out of the window and broke my back and i was in hospital because my L5 vertabrae was crushed and there is still a loose bone in my spanal canal ,thats why I must be carefull to reduce the sport i do such as bodyboarding which is like surfing which I love so much,I was an average body boarder(surfer-boogie) and the largest wave i rode was 20 ft just amonth before my suicidal jump... and well the maximim sized wave my back could cope was 8 ft.. I love the sea so much :-) And i forgot I do have photo's made into a gif of me in the water , but its not good a freind took it when i was recently in Umdloti!!and he emailed me them but when i rode that wave i hurt my back,lol,lol I was good then even entered the SOB bodyboarding competition once ,well i was average to the rest.........that was when i was still in highschool well I have learned in time by myself how to play keyboard and do vocals and recently performed a my 3 songs just for fun:-) At the moment I am batteling to obtain hormones and I am looking for much help as possible because i only started growing masculin traits since 18 like facial hair and it stoped at 20 i have a smooth face again but sometimes the hairs fee like comming out again and then tney stop.. I am desperately looking for hormones... to get bigger breasts and look more feminin,even if I am a Dana International look alike,lol If I come with more info it would be in text or doc format attached to my site Love ya lots Danielle (Zana International) <