"I want to kill myself sometimes when I think that I'm the only person in the world. And that part of me that feels that way is trapped inside this body that only bumps into other bodies, without ever connecting to the only other person in the world trapped inside of them. We have to connect. We just have to." –Frankie and Johnny That's me and intentionally bad photoshop for your entertainment. I almost got one of those things in the corner too, until I found out I was allergic to the cat's saliva and not their dander. Plus I took a second look at the thing and realized it was a cat and that it didn't have any hair.... So....me.....*sigh* I am lost, but isn't everyone? That's not a bad thing. For now I am stuck going to the University of Wisconsin and since I'll be here for the rest of the year I've made it my duty to take all the fun classes I can. I do mostly communication arts video and film stuff, but the occasional psychology or entomology peaks my interest. For so long I was enslaved to athleticism (gymnastics to be specific). Now I'm no longer "student athlete", I'm just lonely "student" with no team and no artificial sense of stardom. It's good, great...RAD. Next year I plan on moving somewhere out of my element to start the overrated climb up the ladder of the entertainment industry. A lot of people want me to finish college first, I can't wait that long, I can't just try to make it through a few more years. That's not good enough, I want to like something. I'm 20 now and I feel like I am having a midlife crisis...does that mean I expire at 40? I fill my spare time the best I can, doing little in school. I play with paint, edit video on the computer, drink too much, read, write, and watch obscene amounts of DVDs. I love knowing this about people so here, have some of my favorites.... All time top 5 Actors: Dennis Hopper, Steve Buscemi, John Cusack, Kevin Spacey, Al Pacino (note: my "all time top 5" isn't so "all time" it changes a lot) Movies: Donnie Darko, Apocalypse Now, High Fidelity. Books: "My First Movie" Edited by Stephen Lowenstein, "The Little Prince" by Antoine de Saint-Exupery Music: Something Corporate, David Bowie, The Streets, The Clash TV (Damn, I thought I'd never have "a show"): Alias, and of course, OZ |
