25/4/3

Krad

Self Jealousy

So it’s approximately 15 after 9pm. And I’m jealous of myself. That may sound self-defeating, and highly impossible, it isn’t. I assure you it is quite possible, considering the fact that I am. Now I’ll try to clarify this a little, but if it doesn’t make sense, well then you’re fortunate and not a crazy fool like me.

The foolishness as follows;

It isn’t that I’m jealous of myself in this moment; it’s more that I’m jealous of my memory. That is, of myself about three hours ago. Of course this is ridiculous since what I am doing three hours ago, I too, as myself now, have done, and should therefore not be jealous of past self. Right?

What madness I’ve become.

“…the fool shall look to the madman.”
Ø Twelfth Night; or What You Will
Ø Shakespeare