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The Manifesto
All lyrics and antimatter by Darren J. Seeley "The Cruel Messenger"

NERVEit's a dangerous groove -a deadly move -when you just don't know if yer steppin out or steppin back /try to avert your eyes /she says /to every guy/ your'e mine /she doesn't open her mouth
she lets the box do that talking /so your eyes do the walking/ if nothing else she wears a smile on her face/ sometimes the smile is on her lace /why trick that why need that dont ya get that why want that  first comes the illusion -then sets in confusion -don't know the left from your right -don't know from day or night -think yer moving up in truth you crash down
see all the faces just kinda blend in why go back to see them again some wear clothes few have shame do you know where you are or who you are do you recall your name?
 Now they all come in all shapes - sizes pretty colors -nice hair nice smile so what you wonder -why does lust have to kill a brother / yeah she's a person "a fine human being"/ two questions-is she for real do you belive what you wanted to be seeing /can't see that way you get funny feelings /can't call her- can't have her- is it her real name -and even if ya knew it so what is the next loose girl on your brain?/It could lead to something /a place you don't want to be- why does it lead you- why does it feed you -why does it come to this -all you got to do is pray to God and resist. {Don't ya get it?}
 now they got great lookin bods and there's nothing wrong with sex
 as cute as they are they still are far from a class act
And Why o Why do you think she's your girlfriend when other guys see her
you don't care if they do cause like you they never even met her

She's your three dollar mistress /hide her from your girlfriend or your wife
she's in closet with the 'zines shes in the kitchen with the knives
under the sofa in the computer
and on your mind why dispute it
she's everywhere but its true love you left behind Why?
There she is in the window There she is on the shelf
You wonder how far she will go Why go there as well?
Do you know who you are? Do you know where you are? Do you know God's watching you watching her  and he's asking  do you know who you are where you came from who you are where you came from where you are that he's got someone real for you if you just  resist the spirit of lust Do you know who you are?What's your name?
A PASSING MOMENT
went back to bed in the morning  woke up in the middle of the night
watched the late late B movie until i got tired
time goes by too fast/got to find sometimething to do/ dancing with the video blasting my brains
on a static tone call me insane but i feel the same
and i was thinking of you
getting my eye coffee getting knocked around from information overload
having an obsession to watch a simulated waterfall getting kicked around on information overload keeping my eye on the time someday my luck will come i'll discover something new
talking back to the tv gouging out my eye on channel two
call it a delusion if you want i was only thinking of you
so after the athlem is played and i feel o so patriotic
i think i'm gonna start praying to cure this isolated insomniac
dive in the water if you like wait until first light before information overload
keep my eye on the time i know my brain will hum i'll find a sight to see
as the TV talks back to me
putting my right eye back into me on channel three
call it a test pattern if you want i was only thinking of you

TOO GOOD & TOO BAD
If you feel the same way I do Then You know its not easy to speak words
If I forfilled every wish on your list And would give you anything you asked for
I got a feeling  I'd get a shaking fist just before I'm thrown to the floor
Kicking out my teeth you get your fill of me
Too Good For You Too Bad For You
You say your prayers and you don't like the answer
Too Good for you Too Bad for you
Step out of your lair you still won't like it even if you get your way.
If you feel the same way I do Then You Know it's not easy avoiding the truth
If I lived up to all the standards and met every test you made up
I got a tip that in all your fanfare  you would still see something wrong
Too Good For You Too Bad For You
Say its not fair when you get an answer
Too Good For You Too Bad For You
We make an interesting pair but you just won't have it
even if you get your way
Too Good For You Too Bad For You
Say your prayers and you still don't like the answer
Too Good For You Too Bad For You
Once you get out of your snare you still won't like it
Even When You Get Away....
Flight Fight
taking off please fasten your seatbelt
in flight movie kickback and enjoy the chewing gum
peanuts for your consumption,ginger ale washing it down
now take a look outside to see who's really getting served
there will be turbulance
let God, the pilot of the pilot
take all control...let go
look out of your window seat and see the clouds below
jack into the audio get on the channel
jack into the visual
when you open your eyes
when you open your mind
let God take all control...let go
blue is the color of the sky the sky is where i fly
diamond light bright in the corners of my eyes
don't be alarmed you won't be harmed
I'm on God's side relax my friend relax here we go on a trip
let God take control...and let go...
A Matter Of Opinon
i stay awake in the after hours of the night.
i thought about us in the heart of my mind
memories burn but they don't fade away
under pressure can't hold back forever then one day
there will be one day-just you and me lady
for without you i could get a bit crazy
i know there's a way all we got to do is wait
now i've been sleeping by the phone
wondering when it rings will it take me home
i have my voice to tell you how i feel
i have this choice to tell you its all real
one of these days i could get a little crazy
i know there's a way all i have to do is wait
i don't know what the future holds
if i see you again in this life i don't even know
but one more day without you
is one more day closer to you
now please understand this is who i really am
I wait on God he has us in his hands
And one more day without you
is one more day closer to you
DERRINGER
alone strapped down  on a bed of white
moving clock rolls on awake all night
staring at the second hand
where i lay is where i stand....
Stars on the celing, no stars in the sky
One lung breathing, why am I alive?...
Hear people praying...voices in and out
hardly hear what they're saying...and they are speaking up
as they go, I think I'm alone
Something's wrong I'm not ready to go home
Something's wrong...I'm fighting not to go home
Wouldn't mind falling on my knees to
worship the king at his throne
But there's a fear a problem
God is here and I don't want to go

There's stars on the celing  no stars in the sky
a tear falling is my heart right
stars on the celing, no stars in the sky
one lung breathing and i'm still alive
this sickness is bad might as well be from a smoking gun
Asking God for one more chance and he says I'm not done

One more breath to breathe Two Requests from me
never found a wife never lived a life
I belive in the Trinity I confess Jesus the Son Of God died for me
so much to learn a lot to do
knowing what i earned,God knows what I been through
storms and pain injury and shame
and now there's one more breath to breathe
one more new song from me
Lord if i never thanked i thank You now
been a few years but i believe yes i belive
that she was praying for me
and i agreed in her time of need that i may not yet know her name
but to pray for her just the same

Cause there will be stars in the celing and no stars in the sky
We all need healing all need God and the light
Stars in the celing no stars in the sky
need a heart beating need help from on high

One more breath to breathe
one more chance with thee
it is a scary thing to think Lord you won't know me
got to be a reason here i lie
isn't my season isn't my time to die
One more breath to breathe
One more move to make the movie
One more breath to breathe
one more song to sing

Stars in the celing, stars light the sky
when i'm done you say i'm done
when i'm gone i'm  really not gone
and if anyone should know
When you want me Lord I'll be home
  WICKED CHILD

Do you expect to hear what i say should i say as i do God hears us all anyway so would i stay close to you little of your charm might rub off could i get that smile that winning style that joy that good grin the walk of life dead to sin but here i am there you are cause i’m a wicked child a wicked child so i’ve been told can you say something else anyway why repeat repeat beat ourselves over the same line all the time well bye bye bye see you later with two eyes i’ll catch you later tiger five minutes from tommorow so long bon voyage amigo salute nothing to say now say it dozen and one hundred times i want to speak my heart and mind but we both can’t say anything unless its a bad day cause its funny when the day is crummy we all got something to say and like ice when the day is nice we need to all melt away cant get our lives in order before we get any younger I’m such a bad boy for bringing this up i’m a wicked child for speaking in love i’d be the scoundrel if i let it ride i had fallen i got back up now who am i to see you slide i had turned away and i turned around God had used you to help your friend get found now i’m a wicked child in the devil’s eyes all because i dont wanna see you die God told you to help a brother and help him see the light Now here you sit alone in doubt in a fight for your life You say your’e mad at God, to hell with me Deep down inside it aint the truth its not the way you see what i said may be a shock in your system to some its taboo to mention that you can’t forget that God exists and he loves you it’s time to clean up, shake the dust off its time to cheer up, get the rust off

Curious Foe

If the sky should fall then maybe i want it all if the sky should fall then help him up. This is for the listener who gives the time Time is Now and now time has past. For this is the time we meet again Time forgotten,memory surpressed If you cannot recall i blame you not because if you rerembered at all it was a past thought Have You Heard From The Tale Of Life? What have We learned from past strife? Sorrowful Joy,Laughing tear Devious Ploy,without inner fear I’m sure you heard about the trial of Death Passing of time,as the wars we wage go on inside the head Becoming of sights Rebirth starting anew Choosing what’s right and what was lost in Youth And Yes,True Love is Always True I have returned from watching the skies blue For This Is The Time Where we shall meet again we all watch but few really observe and see the eye sees and we all then learn Visible yet Invisible Indivisible so much alive Greeting with a smile but you still run and hide So Curious Foe I wonder where you wish to go But I wish you well,God Speed,on your way May We meet again another time of day For that is the time we shall meet again. Fare Thee Well.
JUST WOKE UP

i close my eyes after a long prayer-sleep on the celing how did i get there find myself sleepwalking on stairs in the air woke up in the morning new style of hair now when the workday is done I got more work to do I been waiting all this time just to spend some time with you and i drive for miles as the radio plays my song never miss a beat as long as i sing along there’s disco in my car, tech in my head i could fly somewhere else but i’d rather see you instead now as the day turns to night the night turns my way when i get there with you i wish i could stay stay stay now when the weekend comes i have some fun in mind i been laying low key now i want to step on out and shine now God has been really good to you that’s right God’s been good to me too out of all these crazy people on his Green and Blue earth he put me with people like you who believe his word never no one can be the same never no one feel no shame we live our lives like everyone else Only difference is we don’t want to see the world go to hell we seem out of tune with the rest of the world when when we wake up but when will they learn i’m being told being a Christian isn’t in with the times yet God’s word lasts forever its always proven right i close my eyes after a long prayer sleep on the celing how did i get there? find myself sleepwalking on the stairs in the air woke up in the morning with a new style of hair

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