Only God Can Judge Me Now...
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*Pitcha Page of one my best friendz Luis Azana*
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March 16 2003 - 11:36am

This Is Who I Am, This Is What I Be, People Run Around- Tryna Change Me.. Oh No No No.. No No No..

Its the words famouz... lil kim queen bee,
I am Who I am ... U jus cant change me..
I havent updated this shyt ina minute...... well its wateva but damn kid mad shyt has been happenin, not dat bad but ,.... jus some shyt u feel me, well lemme update cha'll, i violated mah probation but who gives a fuck, i went ta franklin ave n chilld wit jose 2 satadays in a row, i think i rote bout tha first sataday in ha last entry, but las week me n maryssa wenta franklin n chilld wit jose n got chased by devon, n hung out wit dis lil rican kid named G n his crackhead cuzen brian, saw pnut thru his window wit no shirt talkn on the fone n while he was staren out da window jose startd flickn his ass off cuz they dont like eachotha that much... den afta went ta da mall, amba n dannt broked up :(, das my gyrl n das my boy n i feel hella bad.... i neva thought id see this day.. but who knos wat wil happen in the future.... i been talkn 2 my gyrl lexa alot.. dassss myyy gyrlllll lol we needa chill again gyrl, monday nite jerry piked me up n brought me ta his house ta see my lil jeffery lol, i had a good time wit him.. y he gota b so damn cute? i ain gone blow up our spots but i got high as fuck.. til the 3rd period the next day lol.. das kina sad but wateva, friday my gyrls jevana n maryssa came ova mah crib on da bus n we was bouta go ta the movies on new park ave ta see sum bringn down tha house, but my moms got mad sik n we ain had no ride.. well we did but my moms was bein grimey n wuldnt let us go, but afta skoo i hada go ta wheela clinic ta get evaluated an my gyrls came n we all was sitin in some chairs n dis afganistan man came up n is liek r u kathryn n he had a turbon on his head n h is eyes was all blood shot n he had one dem accents that ghandi mart mens got but damn i startd rolln n i culdnt stop n my mom was like KATIE STOP TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY.. but rotf i mus been laughn rite in his face fo bout like... 15 mins ..,.. lol but yea afta we talkd n he said my grades had suddenly dropd n i am not motivated to go to skoo n i jusdont give a fuck bout ne thing n e mo... which is kina tru.. n he said i cant sleep at nite dat well, n thas tru also n he said some otha shyt which was uh...tru but i 4get wha it was, but he said i was depressed n he said i shuld take these meds calld zoro..sumden or z..sumden wateva... well see but its all g, afta we went bak ta mah crib n chilld the whole nite talkn on the computa n the fone all nite n watchd the ring n otha shyt, this kid who likes jevana stopd by fo a cuple ta say wuddup, but yea we hada good time... sataday mornin they asses went home n amber calld me talkn bout we getn tickets ta hot 93.7 conect 'hot jam 2' hollllaaaaa so we bof is goin, 50 cent , fabolous, freeway, n nivea so far is goin, my boys david, pnut, blake,dale n jose goin, n jeff told me they is goin also so that shyt gone b crunk... but chea rite now im jus chilln... worried wit some shyt on mah mind but i ain gone put it in hea cuz i don wan nobody ta kno untill i kno its 4seriously tru.... lexa knos wha im talkn bout... but yea maryssa jevana me n lil' jose n my jose is gone b at the mall on friday so holla at us....
molto amore .. play on playa

March 1 2003 - 9:36pm

I Cant Imagen life.. Wit Out U By MY Side, This Is Love Baby- That Im Feeln, n Im Hopen That Ur Feeln The Same


Ryte Now Im On Tha Edge
So Dont Push Meh...
I Aim Str8 Fo Yo Head
So Dont Push Meh...
Fill Yo Ass Up Wit Lead
So Dont Push Meh...
I Got Sumden Fo Yo Ass, Keep Thinkn Im Pussy
Some days wouldn't be special, if it wasn't for rain Joy wouldn't feel so good, if it wasn't for pain Death gotta be easy, 'cause life is hard It'll leave you physically, mentally, and emotionally scarred

Yo watz good, its like a ma fuckn miracle o sumden cuz uh... jeff n me is talkn now n shyt n u coo peoples once again, we chilled sunday nite lol let me not give u 2 many details, but dayum yo he so adorably cute i swea, i really did miss chillen wit him, im glad n shyt that we is talkn again u kno u kno lol, but n e ways i hurd my skoo calld probation on me n some bullshyt so i went wenzday ta go see wat up, i hada go ta down town new britain ta the court house on the 3rd level ta the juvenile probation centa n this lady sat down n hollad at me n my mom buta she was talkn bout how serious my case is n blah blah blah n that it fulled wit shyt i gone n done n she pulld that ma fucka out n the file was pretty dayum big dawg, i aint even realized but yea she tryna say that she want me ta b put unda judical supervison n have all dese rules i needa follow n go ta court n shyt but i got a month ta str8en up n go ta skoo evyday n not get in truble which gone b a challenge but wateva yo, friday nite me n my gyrl jevana n maryssa n jevana friend mylon n her mans was chilln at different stores n shyt n then we went ta imperial buffet near the lowes plainville/ new britain theataz n ate there, rotf there was this chinese lady that was our waitress n we asked her how much the buffet shyt was n she was all like Oh- LION FeeTEE, n i lok at jevana like whaaa?? u get dat? n she like nah, so i ask the chinese lady again n she like OH LION FEETEEEEEE n i look at jevana n i jus start ta crack the fuck up in laughta cu zi culdnt help it n den evyone else startd laughn, n i kina felt bad fo laughn rite in the chinese lady face like that but it was 2 dayum funny dawg, i guess she was tryna say $11.50 lol but wateva son maryssa n me came bak ta my crib n hollad at some of our boyz lmao dat gyrl was wildn on mah fone tryna get wit all my manz liek dat, pnut got me upset doe :( but fuck himz, taday i gone ta franklin ave in hartford n josé met me at the happy holiday chinese resturant lmao thas jus ghetto rotf 'happy holiday' ... n eways we walkd bak ta his crib n chilled fo like 3hrs lol n wrestled lmao i got hims tho lol but n e way he was shown me his baby pitchas of hims n ohhhh lordddd he is prally the cutest lil boy i eva seen in mah life , he was soo damn adorable, shyt i hope my kids is that cute lol... well i kno dey willz b, but yea we was walkn bak down franklin n my mom drives by n she was mad early n im like got damnit , but we wenta DeFiores fo a hot minute ta pik up some raviolies n biscotti :-P yum, then wenta franklin giant grindas nexta happy holiday chiense shyt n i gota eggplant grinda n while i was waitn for it ta b cooked i was lookn out the window n the floridan society was rite on the otha side a the street n i see lil peewee standn outside n i wantd ta go ova there n punch him rite in the face but my mutha was there n shed tell the probation bitch, n shyt son im jus chillen u kno doin the dayum thang so holla at meh... alll yall stank bytchez who fo got tha digitz
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like blake b sayn BETTUH RECOGNIZE lmao yea so uh HOLLA!
molto amore....

Feb 19 2003 - 8:36am

I Really Wana B Witchu, Gota B Real Witchu, I Cant Leave U Alone, N I Know Im Livin Wrong ....But I Cant Letchu go...


Whaaaatttt is the dayum shyt?! lemme jus say rite quick that i love that fab n lil mo song- cant let cha go, damn but ne ways maddddd shyt has been poppn, but lemme summarize it up in one hot long sentence, basicaly cuple weeks bak on some sunday mornin me n moms got into a fight, bytch went crazy, kikd me out by drivin 2 manchesta n dropd me off at my dads g/f'z house, my dad n his gyrl wasnt home but her daughta n her daughtas bf was home so they let me in n wen my dads got home i tol him what happend, he made some calls and i had bruises on my arm n stomach soooo i dunno yo but n eways i went to hospital monday to get a report- on t he way i saw david n pnut standn out side they skoo- but yea ne ways then i talkd 2 a social worka, then the police, then tuesday went to dcf in new britain, talkd 2 anotha social worka, went to glasotnbary talkd to anotha social worka, wensday left his crib at 5:45 went to his crib in the ghetto of east hartford n then drove to skoo, thrsday we acendtly got up lata n i got to skoo late but who cares, wens nite i went 2 burlington police station, did writen statements n took pitchas n al that bulshyt n then the police calls my mom cuz she changed the locks on my door talkn bout i cant go bak n get my shyt n so they told her she gota let me in thrsday aftanoon cuz im goin bak, so i went bak n she had wheela clinic come out n they been comen out once a week n they kina helpn a lil so i really mind if they come, but yea so thas whas popn,
las weeknd i slept ova my boy jaimez house who lives off franklin ave n i been talkn 2 pnut alot latly, workn shyt out n stuff but i dunno, like i said b4 i care bout him alot but it lookz like his ass "wants 2 have fun being singel" but wateva yo he can find sum otha hoes ta have fun wit cuz it ain gone b wit me cuz if he got wit me its gone b me n only me unless he wana have his feet cementd n thrown in the riva..haha but yea we got ina fight las week n he said fuck u 2 me, n i was hella heatd but he calld me that nite talkn bout he sry n he wana see me that firday which was valentinez day, say he gone meet me at the mall.... yea wen friday came i found out from some italian boy his ass went wit dante ta god knos where so i was heatd bout that so i went ta the mall wit mike n edgardo n jose met me there n he gave me a big ass box of candy n that was mad sweet cuz i wasnt xpectn nuffin from him but i was happy ta see mike n edgardo cuz i missd them n jose 2 cuz i ain seen him ina quick minute but n e way he was all tryna hug me n whispern some spanish inta mah ear like..u my lil bendita or sumden n he wuldnt tell me wha he said lol its cute tho cuz he b calln me his lil punk or his lil juvenile or delingquent or sumden like dat. rotf we was at burga king n dese white boys was sitn next ta alla us n jose made his voice all gay sounden n he go 'hey dude, yea dude rock on' we was rolln out yo lmao but yo i had a good time there, n den that sataday mornin i woke up with tha ma fuckn flu cuz mike kissd me n he had jus goten ova it so that fuckd me all the way up so now it b like wenzday n im bouta go n help my gyrl gina work at her tannin salon she owns in new britain- bronze beach, so thas basicaly it u kno,
why cant my life eva b borin? lol rite amber
holla atcha gyrl~!~

Jan 23th 2003 - 10:05pm

Broke ass niggas cant roll wit me n even rich niggas cant geta holda me

what this the dayum shyt son. got dayum taday was some torture in skoo.. honors english n honors global examz... i dont thinka bytch ev done wrote so much in ha lyfe! Woooordddd life yall n some dat english shyt... how she expect us ta memba dis shyt wen she dont teach us nadda dayum thang i swea, but jus prais da lord jesus this shyt ova man...

i jus like getn home at 12:30 so mah ass can sleeeeeep, i feela sleep at 2:30 n den at 3 i woke up ta sumbody bangn' on mah door liek they was the pooleece so i finna got up n it was danny n i was so tired i was like WHA DA FUCK U WANN, n da boy all like chill bak gyrl, den he like we gota talk so we talk bout amba n shyt... yo at least he cares u kno that means alot that he cares about our frienship, but ne ways we playd some ghetto ass mario kart n he whoopd mah ass lol... das shame yall 4real, but yea den i talkd ta david n his gyrl n they was givin me adivce bout pnut telln me he wrong n he jus gone use me so ima take that inta mad consideration cuz i trus dem mo den pnut buttah n jelly lol but chea i mite go ta the basket ball game in wethasfield cuz juicy wan me ta go n i mite bring mike n edgardo n den i mite meet up wit my boy david aftawards but ne ways i think amba n me shuld tlak bout shyt n work things out cuz honestly im pissd at her but we been thru much i dont wana jus throw it alla way but i honestly beleeve that she doesnt understand wat she does n how it effects otha ppl u kno cuz best friends jus dont do that shyt 2 one notha.. but chea well see wat she gone say. Missy ain been in skoo fo the las 2days n i talkd 2 her las nite n a tiny bit 2nyte n she tol me she hada gp ta the hospital :( cuz she was thrown up blood n no one knos wats wrong wit her.. they think suttin wit her stomach :'( im really worried about her shes one my best friends n shes always there for me n we rely understand eachotha. i hope she get betta real soon love u gyrl!!!! n e ways im talkn ta david maken plans fo 2maro so ima b out so ill holla

Jan 22th 2003 - 1:14pm

N' Tha Fact A Da Matta Iz Nycca U Gon' Luv Who U Gon' Luv - U Gon' Trus Who U Gon' Trus- N' U Gon' Fuk Who U Gon' Fuk

Oh nigga u mad now,
ackn' bad- pulln out cho gatz now
all u care about is cash so my feelnz is assed out
cuz its so saddddd how i do fo u
b da woman who come thru fo u
wen u do wrong poolece come thru fo u
... ill even bend the truth fo u
But tha fact a da matta is nycca u gone love who u gon love, u gone trus who u gone trus, n u gone fuck who u gone fuck
but u wont trus me
no way now how
gota give yo whole life fo a nigga now dayz
cant leave yo house
cant even speak yo mouf
cant even beat em down .. ma fuckaz is so
krazy- deranged
let em into yo brain bringz misery n pain
cuz they call us lamez, bytchez n heffaz n sluts
think yo nut gone heel mah bruisez n battuhz n cutz
bytchez yall bettuh get tuff
HOLLLLAAAAA!!! yo wats good, da only thang i like bout theze midtermz is we get out hella early. Yo las nite i read dis notebook where i use ta write in alot n alota it had shyt bout jeff n wat was happen wit us at the tim en some boogish convosations that we had n yo i was readn dem n im like dayum.. y i act so stupid n blew up at him fo evythang.. shyt not dat im readn that shyt i was the one who was the bitch n i always thought it was him n afta readn it i felt hella bad on the real, n i culdnt fall asleep at all cuz dis shyt was on my mind n i decided that next time he online ima jus try n apoligize fo putn him thru hell cuz ima hava guilty ass consence till i get it ova wid, but den wen i finna fell asleep ta make shyt worse i hada dream bout it n i apoligzed ta him in person n i gave him a big ass hug n kiss n i 4get wat else happend but in the dream i had tears down my face n wen i finna woked up i was really cryn... like my eyes was tearn ... so i guess that shyt was mad emotional but i kno nuin like dat wuld eva happen... itz jus dreamn but dayum
well ne ways im mad bored n i mite write in dis shyt latuh in 2nyte if ne thang intarestin happenz but lemme let chall go
molto amore....

Jan 21th 2003 - 7:09pm

All My Gyrls Drink Cryst..Think Dis.. Uza Courtaroy Hoe, Ima Mink Bitch...


Aiight chall this 4real im blown' up her spot rite chea.... u think she culda at least say it ta my face or leave me time ta type bak or sumden...its kina pathetic cuz this gyrl stay on 2nd grade shyt... i jus hada laugh wen i read it, aiight chall peep this:
BabyGyrl1692: i dunno and dont care if u wanna talk yet but i hafta tell u dat some 1 is tellin me u ain a real friend and dey dont want me talkin to u noo more
BabyGyrl1692: jus thought id let u kno
“BabyGyrl1692” signed off at 4:49:09 PM.
ahhahahha sorry i hada laugh again... n e ways since she signd off so dayum quick i hada rite her a email.. i thought i was pretty dayum nice, but heres my response:
-lol thats the stupidest shyt i eva herd ... y do u even waste ur time even typen thatshyt.. not a real friend n someone told u they dont want u talkn 2 me... i rrally dont give a 2cent fuck who said it and obviously they dont kno shyt cuz ur the one who isant real, first of all im not ur friend so dont even worry bout it, 2nd of all at least i dont drop my best friends off so i can go fuck my boyfriend all the time n then brag bout it 2 evyone ... REAL friends dont do that shyt, so dont act all touf sayn u dont know and dont care cuz u were the one at fault
wat i dont understand is how u get all mad when u the one who does something wrong, but wat eva ... i think i wasted enuff time writen u this gay ass letter cuz u dont deserve a got dayum thang
peace
n dont write bak cuz i really dont give a shyt wat u have to say uve already done enuff in the past n i gave u way 2many chances 2 b forgiven.... and in skoo dont even try ta place those 2nd grade games cuz u jus make ur self look stupid cuz im not gone call u names n bitch a bout u ta half the skoo cuz nobody wants 2 here about u... u wana queation wats real..... i jus said it

lol well wateva im coo .... she signd bak on read it n didnt say a dayum thang 2 me... ahaha now wha biatch... but shyt n eways nuff wasten my time bout her...
hea dis song im really feelin- its on pinkz 1st cd...

Is It Love- P!NK
Is it love, or just a curse Do you feel good when I hurt I need your heart to open up If this love's not real, then it's just my luck
Mommy help me, I need your help This little boy, he took my love And he says these things that make my body pump up But then he runs leavin me un-done And I don't understand For sex he said he'd be my man
Daddy listen, I gave it up I'm not your little girl My cherry, and all the trust is missing But please listen, what do I do I know you wanna hurt him But I like what he do, he's only doin what you used to
You never told me bout the birds and the bees Or bout hide n' go seek or what he gets when he finds me The biggest mistakes in the choices I make Won't you help me decide, what's goin down in my mind
That thing you're puttin on me Has got me so confused Won't somebody help me, tell me what should I do In my heart it feels so good, is it just a curse Will it get better, or will it get worse

im really feeln' that joint, its kina like wat happend wit me n my momz n dadz....
lol movin onz... heaz couple picz of one my best friends Luis Azana... lol he doin the blood sign in one deez picz... lol pleaze dont shoot himz :-P (he da tann wun)

His new whip a *LeXus* that he got in the summa.... nycca dont even got his lisence yet... lol spolied azz

Jan 20th 2003 - 11:03pm

Come listen to my truest thoughts, my truest feelings...

wha chall wan?
unconditional love
it don' fade...
It'll las for all these crazy days....
.....these crazy nites
whetha u wrong or u rite
ima still love u
still feel u
still there fo u
...no matta what
u will always b in mah heart
with Unconditional Love

In this game the lessons in your eyes ta see
tho thangs change, the futures still inside a me
we must remeba that 2maro comes afta the dark
so ull always b in mah heart......
Wit Unconditional Love
i'll prally neva undastand yo ways, with evyday i swea i hear ya tryna change,- ur ways while getn paid at the same time, jus hada baby with the same eyes, somethin inside, please let me die theres r strange times, how come i neva made it, mayb its the way they played it in my heat, i kne one day i gota b a star, so many hopes n wishez, so many vivid pitchas, n all the currency ill neva even geta seeeeee, this fast life soon shatta us, cause afta all the lights and screams -nothin but my dreamz matta, hopen fo betta dayz, mayb a peaceful nite, baby dont cry cuz evythang gone b alright, jus lay yo head on my shoulda, dont worry bout a thang baby gyrl ima souljah, neva treated me bad - no matta who i was, u still came wit dat
Unconditional Love
Wats good yall- mid terms 2maro.. got dayumz... i gota 2hrs study hall den a 2hr geometry test... yea yea i kno yall ma fuckas is jealous... a 2hr geometry test woo ma fuckn hoo i kno yall wan do dat... dont front lol, but yo n e ways i ain do a got dayum thang 2day cuz im still "grounded" ahhhaaha das funny cuz if my mutha eva says im grounded i jus lauf at her ass n carry on wit my planz but dayum i ain do shiiaatttttt. I finna talkd 2 p-nut 2day, n tol me how he wenta a club n hada good time n den got Fuckd up im like on what???... he said E as in.....
ExTaSy
when i hurd dat .... dayum yo i culdnt baleeve dat... its not like oooo extasy wow i neva see dat b4 cuz i seen it plenty...but das kina hardcore n i neva fuckd wit it in the past, i ain fuckn wit it now, n i ain planin on fuckn wit it n e time soon. but dayum yo i ain down wit nun dat, i think ita got dayum shame wen sumbody gota resort ta shyt like crack - cociane- extasy- lsd- n wateva the fuck else.... to me .. weed i ain got no pralem wit cuz das like social smoken n u down n u smoke wit yo home boyz n its proven that it dont cause no long term damage unlike extasy which fuckn eats yo brain n kills u n gets u adicted n ahhh yo i jus cant even discribe how i feel wen someone i love does sumden dat harmful ta them selfs like luis did dat once,,,,,,, he knos how i react ta dat n he ain eva gone do wat he did again. but dayum wen pnut said dat if i was there i swea i wulda smackd him upside his dayum head, i tol david ta smack him 2maro fo me but i ain sho if he got my message.. but i been thinkn n i really care bout pnut alot. i dont think he realize how much i care bout him, but i ain eva fogot wha he did in april-may-june n how much he helped me wen i was pregnant, he really did care, n he showed it.... alot more then jeff... pnut was ALWAYZ there fo me... wen i told him the bad news it hurt him but he took it in n did evythang he culd ta help me out... he calld me all the time n wantd to kno how i was feeln n wuld tell me ta rest cuz he dont want me or da baby ta get hurt. he said wen da kid came he'd help me out all that he culd n treat it like it was his n that he still loves me..... n i ll neva foget that
n i wana say ta pnut that thank u fo bein there... n i kno it was hard fo u at times but i really .. truly apreicate evy thing u did n u prally didnt even realised how much u impactd my life... but u have....
alot...
n i jus wan u2 kno ill always b here fo u like u was 2 me, and its not like i dont want u ta have fun but u really cant do no extasy no mo cuz i love u and i dont wan u ta get hurt... u 2 good of a person n u dont needa resort ta that boo.... molto amore,...
Fo-alwayz AND Fo-eva

Jan 19th 2003 - 6:10pm

Itz Been 2 Long n' Im Lost Without You...

Yo wats good. I jus got bak from bein wit my dad- i left sat aftanoon n came bak like sun at 6. We saw dis movie at dis ghetto ass 2.50$ movie theata but that movie was pretty dayum hott. Bowlin fo Columbine- some guy was tryna find out why the usa has 11thousand n den some gun murdas n otha countrys is only in the 100's.. Canada only had like 68... sum crazy shyt. He made some realy good points, shyt my favarite part was wen he went to canada rite across the lake from detriot n evybody leaven they doors unlockd n detriot isnat even a mile away n i was like whaaaa, but fo real yo go peep that movie it was good. Den i went n copd a ftball jerzee, da rams lol numa 28, sash n lexa shuld b proud.... shyt i think... lol das yall favarite team rite?? but yo n e waysmy das startd bringn up jeff n dat shyt kina made me sad n shyt

cuz i dont like ta hea bout him cuz then i start ta rememba all the good shyt bout him n the times we spent ta geva n its mad hard on the real, hes a real good person, even tho he hates me now , n alla yall prally thinkn im so stupid helpless bitch that he still sometimes pops inta my minds but yall gota realize our situation... for a lil while we was thinkn we was gone b in eachothas lives fo eva, we was haven a kid tageva, n i realy loved him... n damn if dat boy eva saw dis hed b like fuck u bitch!!! but o well das him, n all dese ppl who think they kno evydayum thang n that they kno all the advice ta give cuz they been thru it all.... yall ppl really needa fuck off fo a hot one bcuz yal really dont kno a got dayum thang...

but ppl all like u shuld press charges n blah blah blah but u kno wat i ain cuz even doe he said sum real foul shyt ta me aftawards, its AFTAWARDS, he shuldnt b thrown in jail bcuz at the time i kno he liked me n i liked him n at the time nuttin was wrong wit it, but yo sumtimes i jus wan b like yo fuckn throw his ass in jail n let him get raped n pay mad fines n jus b like DONT DROP DA SOAP MA FUCKAAAA!! but thas jus words expressd outa anga n i cant do dat 2 hims.. even doe he mad wrong, but yo ima go ta the court cuz i wana find out what happens... but sometimesi jus wana go cuz i jujs wana see him one las time.... damn thas pathetic but its reall aiight chall im gone b ghost... my throught hurts like a mutha...
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oh yea.... i peepd his profyle las nite..finnaly in like 6months n he hada lil webpage n i read it n damn yo what i wuldnt give fo us ta b coo again, cuz he da same old jeff n damn yo i jus cant discribe, n luis gone b mad dat i b writen all bput jeff tanyte cuz he dont like him but n e ways evythang happens fo a reason but i sometimes question why god had us even meet if it was gone turn out like dis cuz its only mo pain adden onta bof our lives... but all i can say to him is that i wish him luck wit wateva he has goin on n ta have a good life u kno... lets leave it at dat molto amore...

Jan 17th 2003 - 4:56pm

But U Still Cant Undastand All Tha Pain... Like Darts Thrown Inta Her Heart, Dayum Its Sucha Shame

Wats good, thasa hot pitcha rite dea. 2pac look mad good lol but n eways shyt ruff at da moment. ish happenin at home n all dat got me stressn' and that shyt ain good u kno. I really need bounce from hea in the near future cuz i jus cant b livin like dis.

Pooleece was at my crib las nite talkn bout harrasin some boy n stealn shyt.. man fuck wha chu herd dem poolece can kiss my ass fa real. Mid terms next week n i ain lookn forward ta dat shyt at all. Dis weekend mike the dykes kids is hea this weekend, goddayum yo anotha thang i ain lookn 4ward ta. I hope i can see my boo p-nut dis weekend cuz i miss his gitana ass lol but n e ways me n amba ain talkn cuz im pissd n missy gone n tol me dat danny mad at me cuz amba was gone break up wit him or sum stupid shyt, but i really dont give a 2cent fuck, im really sik of all dis bullshyt n if danny calls n raises his damn voice at all i swea im gone flip tha dayum script.... Im sik all the dayum drama n bitchn n all yall internet ppl geta get up in my bidnass... yall some noise ass ppl yall kno dis... oh yea lemme give a shout ta luis azana, u one my best friends n u always hea fo me, i jus wan u ta kno that i will always b hea fo u thru thik n thin n wen i get mad at u its cuz i care fo u so much that i dont wan u ta get hurt.... tu eres todo para a mi.... love u :-*
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