Mood:  not sure
Today is my Birthday, it is also the day my step-mother was buried, She Died on the 24th of Cancer. I am not sure how i feel sure i am sad but she wasnt the nicest peson in the worldnd she always was mean to my dad. But at the funeral so many people were there that loved her all though her life and it makes me feel really bad. She had a hard life with he dad dying and then one of her brothers dying. I feel really bad for my dad and for my step-mothers mom. And for my step brother who is takeing this really bad. He made a big show at the funeral today, he was reallly making me mad. He tried to get all of his freinds and his teachers to ride in the limo. He brought them all to the funeral and supposedly he has been telling everyone that everyone in his family treats him like crap ad none of us are there for him and that we all hate him. His teacher tryed tell my uncle how we were a bad family for poor Jonhathan and my uncle went off on her. By the end of the funeral we were all really mad at him.

Me and him used to be really close, I really miss those days. As he grew older he changed and i cant say for the better. He has strted taking drugs, smoking, and drinking. Idont know if he'll ever recover now that his mom has died. he probably feels really guilty for being mean to he now thatshe is gone. I feel for him but he is being an idiot. I mean he went over to my dad's house ( his moms house before she died) and keyed his car!