After school, a place I haven't really been in the last week, I went to Amy's uncle's house for his birthday. I don't really feel right going there, I guess just because Buddy and Beth never actually invite me. But I go for Amy. She wants me there, and I want to be there. Meredith is such a cutie. I gave her Amy's bracelet when I first came in, and she seemed to really like me for the rest of the night. Nobody was really fond of Cody tonight. Aparantly he inadvertantly left a message on his dad's voice mail that was somewhat inappropriate, and he wasn't being very respectful of Beth concidering he was in her house.
Amy's really worried about me going away. And, yeah, so am I, but I don't think things will be so different when I get back. I'll still love her. I know it's going to be hard. I just don't want her to be so distressed about it. And I really don't want her to kill herself (figuratively) or our relationship because she thinks things are going to be drastically different once I've returned. I just want her to be all right while I'm gone, and I want her to still love me the same way when I get back.
I talked to Anika (Megan, from Canada) on the internet today. She's a real sweatheart. I really enjoy talking to her. She understood my 4d God schpeel, although I put it a little differently. She usually understands me. I'm very thankful for that.
I have to get up tomorrow to write my History report. Can't stay up any longer.
This is not the greatest song in the world... this is just a tribute.
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