I quit my job yesterday, and today I found out that I have only $2.00 left in my bank account and this asshole in California who was all like, "oh, I love you!" yesterday, just informed me that him and his ex are probably going to get back together and I started smoking again today and my license plates still haven't come in (I ordered those suckers two months ago) and my ex-boyfriend e-mailed me telling me he sent me something "really big" in the mail and I think I might be pregnant, even though I bought one of those tests at Osco and it came out negative and today nothing I tried on looked right and I have a hang-nail and no money and my car payment is due today and tomorrow I get to watch my sister and her three bratty friends and my bangs are growing out but I have no money to get them cut so my mom will probably have to cut them which means they'll end up all crooked and I haven't drawn or written in a week and I'm sure if I did it would come out like crap and I ran out of Zoloft but today my doctor gave me some free samples and I walked out of the doctor's office and thought to myself about how pathetic it is that I have to rely on a little pill to make everything at least seem okay for a little while.