How can you hate some one, so much?

When you keep on trying hard to make him happy.
When all that you dream of is of making him proud.
When you actually turn your whole life around.
To have some things in common.
But you are still not enough.
When all the hard work, don't seam to pay up.
How can you keep on having faith?

How can you keep on dreaming?
I can't seam to get to the point, where enough is enough.
I keep telling my self, "I'm not giving everything I got".
"Just keep trying, he'll come around".
Why should I care so much?
When that's his job.
And he doesn't seem to care much.
Why I'm the one trying to change
When he's the one with problems in his head.
I guess I might give it a rest
before I convince my self that I'm just a mess.