It’s hard to focus on the things at hand When this chaotic world runs through my mind And I can think of nothing but the negativity When I think of you… Shivers run through my spine as I lay here in bed Wondering where life would lead us. The things I must do keeps piling up onto each other But I can’t seem to see anything more important Than you. I know you don’t feel the same way about me. I saw that distant look on your face When you held me in your arms. I felt your affection for me When you held me tight, I felt your concern and worry pass into me. You don’t want to hurt me, Because you do care. I feel as if even though you’re here with me physically, Mentally, you’re off somewhere in a distant land, Somewhere… Away from me… It’s so hard for me to feel complete When only half of you is here beside me. I know I must be patient For that is the only thing I can be at this moment Being with you makes me happy, But seeing your weary eyes forever watch that person… Is so… frustrating… But I will wait for you always Only time will tell whether or not we’ll be together But sooner or later… You must decide… Is it me… or him…?