I can’t sleep at night I’m busy thinking about you And when I close my eyes I see you I feel your presence next to me An infatuation for you explodes in my mind And the only thing I see, The only thing I feel, Is my deep love for you I know that I’m just fooling myself That I should just let it be Be content with what I have And that I’m selfish to even want more I have so much more than most people do But I don’t have a fraction of the love The love that they receive each and everyday There were days when I wondered What am I to do with my life If I don’t have the thing I need most… Love But then I met you My hopes for life refreshed Everything in the past didn’t matter The lessons I’ve learned no longer made sense You made my life so chaotic You’ve made such an impact I was confused by it all I have been presented with the gift of Gods A being to love and cherish One who is kind, caring, and intellectual Who is loving and devoted… But devoted to someone else Why? Why is it when things start to look up? They come crashing back down I tried to fight for your love… But it made no difference My infatuation could not break yours I find myself reaching for something That is only within a few inches from my grasp But it didn’t matter whether or not It was a few inches or a few miles I couldn’t get it And now I’m here thinking about it all Why can’t I reach you? Because the love that should’ve been gone Was refreshed every so often Keeping a tight grasp on your heart It’s as if your heart is under lock and key And the other has the only key Do I dare try to steal it? Do I dare try and extend my reach towards you? Do I have the courage? The nerve? Will it be worth it?