I should have known you'd be around
It makes no sense to me why we're still alive
You've got weeks to live and I am on a spiral dive
When you finally die I won't let you need me there
I know damn well you're not alone
Surrounded laughing by the death head grins
of all my friends who've overdosed,
overdosed and died
(And you know that's the way we'd go)
Back in your color room the shadows fall and break
We would waste away burning out, shooting up
I'm not gonna fall with you this time,
I might not get up
I'm not strong enough
You know
Can't you see it's killing me?
I'm not gonna walk back into the pit for you
Yeah, not for you or anyone
I don't want the speed,
I don't want the heroin
I'm not gonna break,
I'm not gonna play your game
When you die alone in that pit of hell
don't perpetuate the myth, don't romaticize
I'm not gonna watch you die again
I don't want to see
You know
You don't want to talk about it, but you know
You sit and laugh at me, you'll die laughing
Yeah, you're all fucked up,
can't you see it's killing me?
I'm not gonna walk back into the pit
I'm not gonna walk back into the pit for you
