Infinite Love---
My heart not able to escape, thousands of miles is the only thing that contains it. Perhaps its a good thing for it frightends me to imagine the intensity of it. Passion, like a crashing wave, fluctuating but never ceasing is the fixation of my love. But let there be no mistakes, passion is not the only flame. Just one of many that brings us together. Together such a simple word
in so many ways it can be reffered
The Junior High "together" is light and free,
a simple "will you go out with me?"
Another together is the sexual based one
where its over before its begun
then there is our imply
together forever, together we'll die
The Angelic Dance
I take your hand and we begin to dance
letting all the background fade. Our bodies touching as we stare wordless. Our Minds in deep colloquy without a sound. As we look deeper into each others eyes, the music begins to fade. Our faces inches away, I can feel your lips with mine. We close our eyes and coninue kissing. I feel your arms close in tighter around my head, and I bring your waist even closer. We stop kissing and you rest your head on my sholders. I quitely whisper in your delicate ears "I Love you.".
An Eternal Flame
An Eternal Flame, A light refusing to die
with nothing but love to amplify
nor rain, nor sleet, nor wind or snow
will ever let the eternal flame burn low
it continues to burn with passion as fuel
but still there is hatred and ridicule
they say the flame will not last
may I remind them of its past
they say distant will be the end
but the flame burns bright and continues to ascend
how happy th flames been, yet tears fill it's eyes
no touch, or sight, only thoughts to fantasize
how I long to be with you and share this special day
I have only love to give you, and this bouquet
A Special Night
I want us to sit down for dinner at my place
when its cold outside in front of the fireplace
I want us to watch a romantic movie on my bed.
But let there be no sexual thoughts in our head
I want to hold you and make our time last forever.
because I fear when we seperate the pain will be to much to endeavor.
and when the movie comes to a close
we will begin a walk to where the Lord only knows
We will walk and walk and until we've walked to far
then we'll lay down a blanket and find our very own star
we will find a name which we both love so dear,
we will imagine our star and hold it so near
I will kiss your lips and hold your hand
as if we were in a magical fairy tale land
we will love each other as if u were juliet and I was romeo
we will love each other as if we've been shot a hundred times by cupid's bow n arrow
As we lay under the falling Crested moon
we know that our special time is ending to soon
sadly the sun begins to rise
and our special night dies
I drive you safely to the place you sleep
I see your beautiful body as you continue counting sheep
ever so gently I give you a kiss
knowing that this night I would never miss
The Touch of an Eagle
I wish I was an eagle, so I could fly
take you in my arms, in the serene black sky
we'd soar to unreachable heights
below thousands of minature lights
So magnificent and terrifying yet mysteriously still
together we both know our love is gods will
as we float noiseless, and seemingly motionless
with nothing to supress, our feelings we express
the cold trying its best to penatrate
but the love had already locked the gate
miles above any one soul
a theif in the night, my heart you stole
we continue to fly, in the night we soar
the beauty means nothing to us, not anymore
If we're together we can be anywhere at all
Even miserbly wet, underneaths heaven's rainfall
together forever our heart and soul
the miles between us is tough to control
but I have nothing to be concerned about now
for my heart has told me we'll be together someday.... somehow
Never Again
never again will it be the same
never again this foolish game
never again will my heart be full
never again will I feel my soul
with that comes the end of our love's mighty quest
and the knife sinks deeper into my chest
as the poison of love runs its course
back into the dark atop my horse
riding swiftly, I take a final look back
not able to see my love, I feel what I lack
but now blind I look ahead
my greatest fears I now dread
I know you hate this intimate type letter
one last goodbye, is for the better
you ask, why I must say goodbye
to loose the abilty to love, I'd sooner loose an eye.
then you ask why have I lost the ability to love
to hide my love, is not love, my young turtle dove
and me on my horse I look to the sky
you open your wings, and I say my goodbye.
How Lucky I Am
where have you been, you've been my dream every sleeping night, why have we lost contact why do we not
communicate every day? is it not fair enough as romeo
and juliet or Cyrano de bBerserac. I had a dream
about you last night, you and I were bathing in the
sea. you were my wish in my fantasy. the tide breaks
and returns to the sea, I trip upon our entangled feet
we crash to the ground in an inch of water. I stare
upward into the beautiful starlit sky. both dripping
wet, laying on the sea bed, I want to lay like this
forever. but no the uncertanty of the ocean returns.
I want to know how much, i want to know why, I want to
know how lucky i am.
Precious
You make me think how precious life can really be
knowing that you exist allows my heart to flee
not to run away but to chase something it knows it needs
to capture your love is all my heart pleads
I sit here so close to you but still far away
waiting for the perfect time of day, to say, with no delay
just how much I really care for you
but no our society has changed love, it's a game
my heart beseeches for you all the same
but I cannot tell you, for you will be scared and hide
I cannot play the game because of my feeling inside
I look into your angelic face and all I can see is bliss
I continue staring, my one desire aches, a kiss
Your lips so perfect and behind the lips hides the treasure
the elation of your beauty only god can measure
Your smile is so amazing it makes me melt when I see it
like the sun, when closing my eyes, the image returns, I cant forget
Your body like a beautiful treasure box holding everything important inside
I want the treasure, I want it more then anything, my secrets I'll confide
your gorgeous eyes, all I desire is to stare into them forever
to not feel the same, my heart will sever
The heart that beats alone
Your leaving, forever, I'll never see your beautiful face
over seas to another world, to a far away place
I miss you already, even though you haven't gone
I want to see you every waking dawn
I'm so scared, my legs shake, I want you to know
I want you know to how much, how much you flow
I've loved you sense the first time we met in 1st grade
my feelings I've concealed for so long, why have I delayed
now its to late, I wish I had courage, I want to express
the feelings I possess but I still depress, to scared to confess
you leave in the morning, and I sit alone on my bed
2 doors away you live, my feet held down by humiliating lead
your things are all packed, I helped you earlier today
my legs are moving, I'm gonna do it, but what will I say
down my stairs out the front door towards my adoration
this is my last pathetic hope, this is my last desperation
the feelings have been strong, maybe she's felt the same
maybe we both separately own a passionate flame
I have to do this, I can see the light in her room
talking to all her boyfriends I presume
maybe she's waiting for me, maybe she wants to tell me
what if she's waiting all alone, In her head I wish I could see
on her porch now, I'm close, just knock the door
anxiety is destroying my stomach to tough to ignore
fist drawn back reading to strike at the wooden foe
someone else in the room I can see, my heart takes a blow
It's Sam the football stud, they look like they are talking
emotions flood as I turn towards home and begin walking
gravity defeat my tears as they stream down my face
angry and heartbroken, home in site, I quicken my pace
upstairs into my room, I stare upwards on my bed
so many thoughts racing through my head
every moment I've lived to only be with her
tonight was the night when I wanted my love to occur
19 years of love I've waited for her passionate embrace
and never again will I see her beautiful face
The Rose
I have a feeling inside
to something I feel tied
but it's different, I'm willing of the ropes
the image of staying here are filled with hopes
I don't want to be anywhere else but here
being here I no longer fear what is near
I have something in my heart that aches
from an unknown place this feeling creates
a rose glides to me, as I sit helpless with no power
with a stretched out hand I grab the flower
I'm untied
I'm free and I didn't even try
I hold this rose so close to me
because of this I am free
I can now travel this beautiful land
all because of my stretched out hand
I thought, I loved being bond, but knowing no
different I thought it was just good to be alive
but with this beautiful rose I have been revived
now every where I want to go this flower I will take
in a puddle of sweat, nervous and scared I awake
Dullness of Normality
Hello, there's a different side to me that you don't know or understand yet
let me introduce you to him his name's Sam don't forget
alright I'm gonna begin its gonna be strange but try to apprehend
I want to talk about whats real and the loving that I'm gonna lend
this rhyme needs to be understood
so take in every single word
feel it flow beneath your veins
like a subway tunnel full of trains
its time to step outside of what's normal and what's strange
I want to have something with you, which everything we exchange
its time to step out of death and life, look at life as a whole
I'm going to be different, I'm going to speak from my entire soul
its time to step out of our average day and begin to analyze
life is just a bunch of words that criticize
its time to step out of irrelevant hypocrisy
no more imagining its time to live our fantasy
its time to step out of what's right and what's wrong
I want to have something with you, that's why I begin this song
don't look at me with anything but what you know that's real
just like a pineapple entirely different once you began to peal
close your eyes when you see me and imagine my heart and mind
you'll begin to realize just how real things are and the things you'll find
I'm shackled down by the stimulating sensation of beauty
I'm not talking about the cutie beauty of the tight booty
So I'm gonna remind the blind that declined the mind
I want to take the trail that no one takes
I want to be the person that creates
someone who will do things because its what they feel
I don't want to play games, everything we'll reveal
lets do crazy things that defeat the purpose of sanity
lets look at each other from beauty and not vanity
lets do things out of the way we perceive
let the things happen as they all conceive
don't give me crap like this is to weird of a change
I told you to step outside of whats normal and whats strange
I want to live life as random as I can
to be different each day is my initial plan
so please tell me if you understood
our relationship random think it could
so hear me now, and listen to my plead
let the cuts of sanity continue to bleed
if you understand and want to exceed
then let the normality of souls be freed
