BLINDED BY LOVE! DOUBTS PUSHED ASIDE!

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ERIC - WHY DID GOD TAKE YOU FROM ME?

"If I could hold a star for every time I think of you, I would be holding the whole universe in the palm of my hand."

BLINDED DOUBTS AND LOVE!

Why did you hurt me I would realy like to know why. I had my whole life wrapped in you, I thought we could fly! My love for you I gave so freely from deep inside of me, Funny how now I look back and cry and see!

You took so very much away from me, my soul and all. When you motioned I came so quickly at your call. ....Replaced it with a painful hurt that encompassed me! Listened to all you said because I could not see.

If we went out for fun and friends They all knew because you would tell! How crazy in "love" you were with me then. I listened to you and never acknowledged them!

Yes I did as you asked each time of me to please. Each time you raised your hand and beat on me! Don't you understand I still wanted to be your slave. But you only stole away and never gave!

Twisted was so badly my so called "love" and devotion. No matter what form your abuse it was as an emotion! Because I thought I could not ever resist That within its bounds I felt I must only exist!

But now I have discovered away from you a newness I bare no grudge for what you did I won't feel less! A breath of life I thought I had replaced with you. Yet I shall never again allow myself to be used!

Hate is a terrible thing inside, it eats away every day. I have to give that up and find in my own silly way! That maybe just maybe a love I will find. Someone that I will be able to always call mine!

...Maybe by putting my feelings into this poem I will heal from a hurtful relationship that I endured for over three years!

Don't mistake as I did those "blinded doubts!"