Another "Card"

I’ve been strong
In many sad songs
And it’s been too long

With my ears open
I’m still hoping
To hear things that are unspoken

I no longer want to hold it in
I’m letting out of what I feel within
I’ll take my chances and see how it’ll end

I want you to know how I feel
Maybe then my sore heart will heal
So listen and listen well

I want you to know I love you
And everyday I miss you
But my question is do you too?

I don’t know it you even like me
I thought I found the key
But I guess it was not meant to be

I’m wondering it there another one?
Is she the one you like and want more?
If it is so, then what am I here for?

Pure and innocent as a dove
I play to get your love
But of course you play to be above

It’s true of what they say
That one will take it as a play
And the other will be the one to pay

In this deck you play king
I don’t exist, so I’m unknown without a name
I guess I’m playing the wrong game

I’m just another "card," shuffled in your deck.

-Maria ‘Reya’ Xiong

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