Sorry

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I
am sorry for leaving, You
without good bye. But
I want you to believe me, Because
I am not going to lie. The
pain I felt was too much, For
me to bare any longer. I
tried so very hard to touch, You
and make you stronger. You
meant everything to me, And
what you grieved, so did I. I
wanted you so to be free, But
only found you would not try. I
struggled day and night, To
do everything to help you. I
did not know why you would fight. I
could not get through to you. I
cried every time you hurt me, And
strived to be strong. I
tried to be who you wanted me to be. But
somehow, I felt
I did not belong. So,
here I am missing you, Wishing
there were another way. I
feel like some hopeless fool, Perhaps
wishing I had stayed. The
tears I now cry, Are for the both of us. Please
remember I will continue to try, Never
giving up until all turns to dust. I
am sorry for leaving, You
without a goodbye. But
I want you to believe me, Because
I am not going to lie. {Sorry} -Charlette
Small 1999
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