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Why do we try to answer what we do not understand? It's this power that makes us look for the answer that has brought us to where we are today. Greed is mans favorite ally in modern Euro-American society. "What's in it for me?", is a very popular question millions of people ponder over daily.
Once we can look past all of our smoke and mirrors, we can understand that there is no grounds for truth. Truth is based on beliefs of ethics and morals. Morals and ethics are tought to us all our life, conscienceously and subconscieneously. An experience for one person may be pleasant, while others find it horrific. A rollercoaster thrills thousands of people daily, but there are those who hold pure fear and hatred towards thease mechanisms. Our mind, or conscience guides us and helps us choose which path to take. Our conscience is based on our morals and ethics we believe in. Someone still may be swayed by an idea, even if they dont believe in it. It's the fact that there are more options available which change peoples conscience.
If a peice of art is presented, it may be more aesthetically pleasing andf considerred a fine peice of art by some, and just a peice of garbage to others. This is due to our concience and what we believe to be as art. We are programmed, and reprogrammed, like a buggy computer application. Our experiences help us reprogram what we beleive to be true.
The complete destruction of limits
One may fear death, and one may embrace it. One may not care about death, and one may try to reject it. But it is this end that we dont understand, and musn't understand. What ever happens will happen. Althou we can change what we do, we still ending up doing something. Weather you're doing something or nothing, you are still doing something. Everything you do has some implication on the greater events in this universe, weather it be minute or gigantic. But it is this change that is the only natural occurance we can predict. There is no good and no evil, as these are created by our minds. Nothing can be known for sure, and our facts are just imagination. To believe in a fact you must imagine it to be true. One can disbelieve easier then one can believe, and it is this ability that lets us believe in nothing. By living with no beliefs one would be lost, an outcast to society, and probably detained in an insane asylum. It is a dangerous time to believe in nothing. One can find truth in one thing and one thing only, self. Nothing cannot exist without everything. While we are all nothing, at the same time we are everything. And it is our minds capacity to understand this which lets us exceed as individuals. I believe in nothing, I believe in everything. An individual is someone who thinks for himself, and has a creative mind. How can we have a planet full of individuals when almost all of us share the same morals and ethics. It is these ethics and morals that guide our aesthetic mind. By removing our boundries and understanding that the only judgement is judgement itself, we can push ourselves into a new golden age. Imigine a planet where one cares not about self, for hes found the truth of the universe within. There is no right or wrong, and there is only peace. Why be angry at anything when you can cry, laugh, jump for joy, or experience any other emotion you choose. Our conscience tells us what emotion to experience, but our conscience does not hold us back. One can will himself to be angry, as one can will himself to be sad, and mad. The most difficult will to achieve is contentness. A content life is not a boring life, but a fulfilled life. A content person knows happiness, and knows sadness, but does not let them interfeare with the objective. Once all of man kind can live in content, all will live in harmony.
As I walk down the street I laugh. I don't know what I laugh at, or why I'm laughing, but that doesnt mean I shouldn't stop. I embrace my laughter, and remember the feeling. Laughter is my tone, and content is my being.
"God is dead!" - Nietzsche
Thanks for letting us know, and who killed god? Greed. God used to be the power within us, and this power that unified us. Now we pessimistically look at god as some holy being who watches over everything and gets mad and throws some lightning bolts down to kill us. Lets change the meaning of god to good. If you believe in god you believe in good. Good is a very undescriptive word, so let me explain it before you dismiss it. To one, it is perfectly alright to kill an animal, and to another it is preposterous. It is OK for the first person, and a good thing when they have killed their prey. The later of the two may be disgusted that one would hold such evil inside himself, and disagree with the killing of an animal. Now put the second of the two into a survival situation, and an animal is attacking him. Odds are this person fights back, or tries to fight back, most likely killing the attacker if possible. It's not so evil anymore, is it? Now put that same person into a baron land where they need to hunt to survive, they need the food of an animal to live, and they hunt and kill a weaker animal to survive. I am not trying to portray the will to survive, but the environment which guides the conscience. At one point this animal lover wouldnt think of killing an animal, but in a kill or be killed situation, they turn into a murderer. By changing our environment we controll the definition of good, and the definition of evil. In a land where thouasands upon thousands are enslaved, it would be difficult to determine weather slavery was right, as it is the norm. The change in our environment has a direct effect on our thought patterns.
A land where nobody forces others to do anything, and everyone is content with them self is what I strive for. The only possible way to achieve true harmony is to live with no greater power. We all live for the greater good of the universe, as there is no right or wrong path we can choose. A new golden age is upon us.
"No greater power! You're crazy! Everyone would go mad and loot in the streets and defend themselves with semi auto weapons and explosives!" Yes, this is probably true, if change happened over night. In order to change our land to this Utopia, it would have to be a steady gradual change. We have to give up certain powers to gain others. We give up greed, and our self centered natures, to gain a stronger sense of individuality, and creativity. Utopia is a tricky word, and I say Utopia meaning a land where there is complete harmony. But complete harmony is too far for humabns, our minds are not capable of living like this. A harmonious society would be so flawless, you wouldnt notice its harmonious nature. Even now as we live one may argue this is our harmonious society. We have our ups, we have our downs. Yes, this is true, but we also have noticable flaws and defects. As long as we see problems that need to be changed we are still on the path to our harmonious Utopia.
That's enough for now, my mind is swimming with thoughts, ideas arguments and counter arguments.. So until next time, I'm just a messenger signing out. Next time I update I am guna try and structure my ideas, today was mainly a brainstorm.
