There seem to be many different types of spirits,
from hauntings caused by violent death and those
who do not realise that they have died to nature
spirits that Shamanistic religions revere. One
such spirit I came across in my wanderings helped me.
I was on holiday with my family and my brother-in-law's
family in the Highlands of Scotland. We had rented
a croft in Shieldaig, on Loch Torridon so that the men
in the family could prove their manhood by climbing
the mountains. I too had wished to climb, but at my
own speed rather than the frenetic pace they travel at.
I had already tried to climb one of the local peaks with
the other women in the group and had been deeply
frustrated when they had insisted in aborting the
ascent due to the midges. So I decided to go off on
my own to climb Beinn Alligan. It is considered one
of the gentler slopes and one least likely to cause
trouble for a lone walker.
I left early on a summers morning, with food, water,
map and suitable clothing. I arrived at the car park
at the foot of the mountain early enough for there to be
only a few cars visible. I had decided to go up the
mountain in the opposite direction to the general
way as it meant I could climb to the top, and then
descend by a less used route which avoided the
difficult bits of the climb - the horns of Alligan.
The climb was easy but fairly tiring. The ground was
boggy but the path was visible. I reached the bowl
of the Coire an Laoigh with the mountain still to myself.
Suddenly I was aware that I was not alone. I had
been joined by a very happy spirit. It swooped down
to me from the top of the coire and was literally dancing
around me beaming joy. I stopped walking to commune
with it and was astonished to discover that it was
a mountain spirit which I named Tom. The reason
for the name was that the first peak I would come
to at the top of the coire was Tom na Gruagaich,
and I certainly could not pronounce the second
part of that.
Tom told me that it was the mountain spirit and was
happy that I had come to see its mountain, the most
beautiful and gentle of the mountains of Scotland,
not like Liathach next door. Liathach had a nasty
cruel spirit that lived there, one that hated humans
and was known to push them off the top. This
information did not please me too much as that was
where my husband and brother-in-law had gone
to climb. Tom accompanied me as I made a push
for the top of the coire, and then for the peak itself.
There I stopped to gaze across the landscape and
marvel at the view towards Skye. I could write much
about that view, but it not the point of the story,
Tom is. Together we left the first peak of the Munro
and walked towards the second, Sgurr Mhor, past
the scar Eag Dhuibh.
Once I reached the second Munro peak I was going
to leave the well trodden path so as to avoid the horns
of Alligen which would involve climbing, something
I would not do alone, the earlier part of the climb
had been hill walking rather than mountaineering.
The back of Sgurr Mhor went down at a gentle slope
to another path that went between Beinn Allingen,
Laithach and another mountain that was just under
Munro height and ultimately returned to the car park.
This was the path I was going to follow. As I descended
the gentle slope Tom started to flutter around me,
trying to insist I go over the horns. I told it that I was
too scared to go on to the horns alone. Tom said it
would take care of me. When I insisted on going the
other way Tom sighed and left me, saying that there
were other climbers on its mountain now who need it.
I carried on down the gentle slope and on to the rock
outcroppings. What I had not noticed on the map
was the cliff edges (I am not the best of map readers),
Actually, I had noticed them but thought that they
looked easy. I was wrong. The path was no longer
easy to find as a path does not show up on rock and
there were no more cairns to mark it. Most people
went over the horns so why mark it? I began to get
worried as I found myself on giant steps of rock
faces and no rope to use to get me down. I tried to
climb down a few of the faces and found myself
looking down a cliff too large for me to handle
. I started to lose it, so I sat down and cried to myself.
Then suddenly I noticed that Tom was back with
me. Tom soothed and comforted me and encouraged
me to go back the way I had come, then along the
top of the cliff until I suddenly heard the waterfall
I knew I had to find from the map. Tom literally took
my hand and led me to the cairn by the waterfall where walkers had to cross it. It had brought me back to the path. Tom said that its beautiful mountain was there for pleasure, not to harm humans, and then left me to follow the path back to the car park
I always think of Tom when other 'ghost stories'
seem to refer more to nature spirits rather than
hauntings. Tom was not human and never had been.
It was the spirit of the mountain made manifest.
Those who had the sensitivity to feel Tom would,
as I had. To me Tom was a spirit of place.