He mixes the pain killers with the booze
He tells himself with a combination like that he can't lose
Hydrocodone with a double will make him feel fine
A double with hydrocodone will take him back in time
No one has ever been in love with him before
Now she no longer is and he just can't take it anymore
She was the one, She is the one, I'll die alone
He repeats things like this until he falls asleep
It was a choice she made with no logical explanation
Now its the choice he has to make that will change his life
I was in love with her, she was in love with me,I will never love again
He repeats things like this until he falls asleep
She was as essential to him as breathing
So in sixteen months hes leaving
Her presense is still fresh in his apartment
Her taste still lingers on his lips
His hands grasping tightly around her hips
But its all fading so quickly away
Which is why he cannot stay
So in sixteen months hes leaving
She would call him every night
Just to listen to his breathing
When he said goodbye she would put up a fight
Sometime he would pretend to be asleep for the evening
Sometimes fall asleep on the phone
But now when he calls her, shes never home
Its just a dream in a dream, when I wake up I'll see my beautiful girl
Its just a nightmare that wont end because my head is in such a twirl
He repeats things like this until he falls asleep