Evening

Hope you had a wonderful evening
knowing that mine left me still breathing
unfortunate eh?
to bad you say
well i guess its just another one of dans fucked up days
flow with the words
let them carry you along
because they are all that ive had for so so long
leaving me speechless but yet still writing

hoping and praying for armegedon and them ill still be fighting
because i still want a love to hold and care
but you, your finally there
and now i feel all alone again
being basically screwed over by you and yet thats not all
another and closer friend

family even my own flesh and blood
leaving me knowing and fearing that he would sell me away
if it only ment that he could stay
noone treasures my friendship noone ever has
i could die tonight and be forgotten of tommorrow
i could die tonight in all of my misery and sorrow

but that still wouldnt get me my love
and only if i was lucky would i go up above
lately ive been doubting if theres an actual god
wondering why he would alow me to be robbed
robbed of my very soul heart and my very being
but i hope you had a wonderful evening