Sometimes I invision wishing myself out of existance
And its discomforting how comforting it is
to think of dying in a head on collision
I need you as my comfort so that death cannot be
I plead you take the hand away that in my mind will free
I cannot go on, I cannot be strong,
I cannot live tomorrow as if today is gone
Because everyday that passes my mind grows further aloof
And everday that passes I wish I could go back to our youth
In the beginning stages when you loved me the most
Instead of now when I feel that I was just your host
Until you could latch onto and stronger in this case the superior being
But now I'm left in misery, and the suffering is driving me insane
It wasn't fair for you to leave me so soon
Its wasn't fair that we didn't get to share our last afternoon
So you will all have to understand if I take the easy way out
I'm tired of fighting I'm tired of whinning and I don't want to pout